A/N: HaPpY NeW yEaR eVeRyBoDy!!!!!!! Hehe, I had fun playing with the letters!!!! This next chapter deals with Winsor and Josh, and maybe Shawn, I haven't decided yet, guess you'll find out by the end won't ya? I actually own all of the characters, cept the Pro wrestlers, John Cena, Rene Dupree, ect. But y'all should know that already! Please review, and enjoy!

So Far Apart

Winsor's POV:

I love it in New York City, it's so much more fun out here then back in Massachusetts. I'm grateful to Syd for letting me stay out here so much, but she understands how it is at home. At least, I think she does. Anywho, I've really got to start looking for my own place, because I have to get away from that house. I'm the black sheep of my family, and really only get along with Syd, Mike, and my mom. Shawn is ok, but I don't ever see him anymore. Josh and Mary are poor evil, and dad and me don't see things eye to eye, EVER. I want to be a pro wrestler, dad is dead set against it. I bet that if Mary wanted to be a wrestler, dad would be fine with it.

Josh and I, well that's a different story. I don't think that we've gotten along since middle school. We were both really popular, and hung in the same circles, but we never got along. In high school, I had been one of the most popular girls, but I got over that really fast. In 9th grade, I started dressing like a punk, and then got dropped by all of my so-called "friends." Josh was mainly responsible for it too, the damn prick. He started spreading rumors about me, that weren't even close to being true, but since it came from the holy Josh's mouth, everyone believed it. My older brother Shawn, tried to stop the rumors, but even he couldn't. Shawn was always decent towards me in school, at least for the 2 years we were there together.

Sophomore year, I turned full on punk rock chick. I started hanging out with the older, uh how should I put this, more experienced kids and it all went down hill from there.

I will admit that I was a full on stoner in high school, and was your textbook example of a bad girl. If there was a party happening, you could bet your life that I would be there! I ditched classes left and right, and have been caught smoking in the girl's bathroom more times than I can count! Looking back, it's a miracle that I graduated this year. God knows that I sure didn't deserve to!

Junior year, Mary joined Josh and me in high school, and Josh made it clear that I embarrassed him, and that he highly preferred Mary over me. An all too familiar instance pops into my head when I think about the cruelest thing that Josh has ever done to me.

Flashback to a random party during junior year

I was at a rocking house party with some of my friends, and was having a great time. There was enough alcohol to open our own bar, and the weed was off the hook. I had been brave that night, and was experiencing my first dose of ecstasy. That shit was tight! This was one of those rare parties, where there were punks, jocks, and dorks mixed together, and my dickhead of a brother Josh was somewhere around here. I'd even seen Mary, the hoochie in training hanging all over some senior guy. She was drunk off her ass! Jason Orton, co-captain of the football team, neighbor, and long time crush, suddenly appeared out of nowhere.

"Hey Winsor, how ya doing?" Jason asked me.

"Man, I've never been better. This party is rocking." I replied, dazed out.

"Yea, it's pretty good. So you want to dance?" He asked.

"Thought ya'd never ask!" I replied, jumping up from the chair I had been chilling in. He took my hand, and we made our way into the middle of the room, just having a good ole time.

"Winsor, are you high right now?" Jason asked me.

"Now what gave you that idea?" I asked, laughing.

"You're acting like it, and I can see it in your eyes." Jason replied.

"Well, I might've had just a teensy tiny bit of weed, and maybe some x, but nothing else, at least not yet!" I confessed.

"You know that stuff is bad for you right?"

"What are you, my mother?" I replied.

"No. Well, thanks for the dance." Jason answered, as he turned and walked away.

I shrugged my shoulders, and turned to some random guy and started dancing with him, because I just HAD to dance! I started to feel my buzz wearing off, so I went to find my friend Jeff, so I could hit him up for some more weed. I bumped into Josh along the way, and made him spill his beer all over himself.

"Oh shit, Josh I'm sooo sorry!" I said, trying not to laugh.

"Damn it Winsor, I thought I'd told you not to talk to me anymore." Josh yelled.

"Well sorry." I replied.

"You know what, you're an embarrassment to our family. Why couldn't you have died when mom gave birth to us, everyone would've been better off! I really wish that Mary were my twin instead of you! " Josh shouted, as everyone turned to watch us fight. I was literally stunned by what he had said. We had fought before, but he had never wished me dead. It'd never been that hurtful before, or at least never seemed so cruel to me. I just turned away, and had my best friend Shay drive me back to her house, while I bawled my eyes out.

End Flashback

Josh and me never talked after that unless it was forced upon us. He virtually replaced me with Mary, and I was glad that he had. It still hurts to know that your twin brother hates you, but at least it was a mutual feeling.

"Hey Wins, you ready to go out to the club?" Syd asked, bringing me back to reality

"Oh, yea. Let's go." I replied.

Back in MA, Josh's POV:

Ahh, a nice quiet night at home, and most importantly, no Winsor! I wish that she'd just stay down there, but we all can't get what we want. Everything would've been fine between us, if she hadn't become so weird during high school. I mean, we weren't close in middle school, but she wasn't a total embarrassment then. In high school, she went and turned the anti-cool, she became a druggie.

I can't even believe that we are related, it's like total opposites. Well, except our love of wrestling, but she doesn't have a chance of ever becoming a wrestler, at least not while I have dad convinced that she shouldn't be! Yup, I had been able to crush that dream of hers, plus, druggies can't be wrestlers. She'd never make it anyways. Don't think of me as a bad guy, really I'm doing the world a favor. Now if Winsor were more like Mary, than I'd feel completely different about it.

Mary is a great little sister, even though she just broke up with my best friend Jason. She's a little player, and has guys older than me whipped! Mary is keeping up the good reputation of the Cena family, and is a shoe in for prom queen next year.

"JOSHHHHHHH!!!!!!" my little brother Mike screamed, running into the room.

"Ah, what is it Mike?" I asked.

"MARY IS GONNA BEAT ME UP!!!" He yelled, ducking for cover.

"What you do to her?" I replied, flipping channels on the TV.

"I went in her room, and stole her diary!" he answered.

"That's your problem dude, I'm not getting involved."

"AHHHHHHHHH!! Josh, I'm going to KILL Mike!" Mary screamed.

"You can have this back!" Mike said sheepishly.

"It's about time." Mary replied, snatching the tiny book back. She let out a huge sigh, and then went back up to her room. Mike sat down next to me, and started rambling on about something, until I got annoyed.

"Mike, go back up to your room. You're bothering me." I said, pushing him off the couch.

"Fine, be that way." He answered, sulking back up to his room.

Finally, peace and quiet.

Winsor's POV:

Syd and I got back to her apartment around 2:30 a.m. and a few of her friends had returned with us. We were all a little tipsy, but not flat out drunk.

"Hey, let's just sit and talk everybody!" Sydney suggested. Karlee, (one of Syd's dance friends) Brittany, (another dancer) and I all plopped down on the couch, and just talked randomly, until Brittany burst out, "When and where was the first time y'all had sex?"

"Wow Brit, that was a random out of nowhere question!" Syd exclaimed.

"Yea, no kidding!" replied Karlee.

I didn't reply, and jus laughed with all of them.

"I know its crazy, but guys I'm serious here!" Brittany said, trying to get us to stop laughing. We all couldn't shut up, so finally she blurted out, "Fine, I'll start off. I was 16 and he was 17, and we were camping with our families, and we both snuck off in the woods. After we finished, we saw a bear!" Brittany said, laughing the whole time.

"A bear? You are so lying!" Karlee shouted.

"No, I'm not lying! Well, ok, maybe it was a squirrel!" Brittany replied, falling off the couch.

"Ok, well I'm still a virgin at 20 years old! I want to wait until it's the right guy!" Karlee said, helping Brittany back onto the couch.

We all turned to look at Sydney, and she just smiled and didn't take the hint.

"Come on Syd, spill!" I said, slugging Sydney on the arm.

"Guys, you've all heard this before!" She said, trying to get out of it.

"I don't remember!" I replied, sticking my tongue out at her.

"Oh alright. I was 18, and…" Syd began to say right as her cell phone went off. "It's Rene, I've got to get this!"

She jumped up and went into the kitchen area and we could hear her get all giddy as she talked. Brittany and Karlee both fell asleep on the couch, leaving just Syd and me awake. I decided to be nosey, and listened to what Syd was saying.

"Uh huh, you're going to be back tomorrow? That's great baby! I can't wait to see you! Yea, Karlee, Brittany, and Winsor are over. Winsor's staying here, yup she got sick of being at home, not that I can blame her! We were out at a club, I'm just a little drunk! Oh, alright I'll see you tomorrow! Love you too, bye!"

"Rene's going to be here tomorrow?" I asked.

"Yea, he'll be here for a few days, until SmackDown goes back on the road." Syd replied, all happy looking.

"Well, I don't want to intrude on any of your guys "quality time," I'll go back home. I can stay with my friend Janice if I need to get away." I suggested.

"Aw Wins, you don't have to go!" Syd replied, getting a drink of water.

"It's cool! You've had me here for 3 days, I don't want to overstay my welcome."

"Whatever you say. Just call me when you feel like coming back. Now let's go to sleep!" Syd said. We both crashed on the floor, with some pillows.

A/N: Yes, Josh is a JERK!!!!!! Winsor was a wild child in High school, and trust me, she is still involved in some of her wild ways! So I didn't get to Shawn in this chapter, I will next time! Gimme 5 more reviews, and I'll do the 3rd chapter! Peace out homie g dogs! LoL, sorry, that just slipped out!