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Disclaimer: Damn you Disney… I don't own anything.

As you all probably know, this is in all Roxas' POV

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Sugar Coated Syringe

Ohh Kiss

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I just don't understand, Kairi. I don't.

I look at you… And I wish you could figure me out.

I wish you would just open your eyes… Just open them for once in your life and look at me.

Just look at me… please…

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It was a cold day.

Just like what I felt.

October.

Leaves were falling from their branches and turning from green to orange and yellow.

The islands were actually getting some well-needed chilly-ness.

I was walking today, just walking. I had felt like walking. Of course I had school, but today wasn't a good day… No it wasn't a good day.

I had again awoken to those dreadful sounds from a dream. Her voice, saying my name. The low pants emitted from her throat, the feel of her tongue gently stroking over my neck.

And it felt real.

Of course I knew it wasn't. It couldn't have been, but I woke anyway.

I woke to find myself in an empty bed again…

And I almost wished I could just go see her, just to look at her.

Sleeping…

I couldn't have done that though, no.

No, I couldn't have…

Damn I wish I would have though.

That was over now. Over. Over. Over.

What time is it?

Damn almost fucking three.

I should be at school… But she's in my period five class, and I'm failing that class because of her.

Because I can't take my eyes off her.

Damn that vodka's sounding really good right now.

Oh well… Dammit.

"Hey Roxas!"

That voice again, Namine. Of course, the girl he had dated for six months.

Whore.

Of course when my brother comes around all of sudden she's fucking single.

Just go fuck him again and leave me alone.

"What do you want Namine?"

She looked at me funny, like I had hurt her?

Was she serious?

I couldn't believe it, but she retaliated to my not wanting to talk to her, even when I did have a perfectly good reason.

"What the fuck is your problem?" the blonde hissed, crossing her arms over her chest which was hugged by a tiny black tank top.

I looked her up and down, wishing my eyes would stop burning.

I wanted to touch her again… She was mine.

Was…

No… I didn't deal with sluts anymore.

"Were not together anymore."

She looked at me funny again and her nose crinkled when I averted her gaze.

Fuck didn't she get it! I really didn't want to talk to her.

Ever again.

"So? Can't we still be friends, I mean that was kind of a while ago?" she said with a smirk, playing with a strand of her long blonde hair.

I glanced over at her.

No.

We.

Can't.

Didn't she get it?

"You're with Riku, yet you're still fucking Sora while he is with Kairi? And you expect me to acknowledge you…"

Yes. I was cruel. But it was true, and the slut knew it more than anyone.

She growled, tugging at her black mini skirt and tapping her heels lightly. "Fine." She hissed, and walked off.

Oh wonderful.

More voices.

And then there was the ground.

Of course.

"Roxy! Why didn't you show up for school today?"

Sora.

I hate him.

I hope he burns in the ashy bowls of hell.

I hope he gets raped by some fat ugly guy in some alley some night.

Sora, I hope you choke…

"Didn't want to come." I answered plainly.

Because you were there.

He looked at me funny and quirked a brow, before grinning down at the red head standing next to him.

His arm was around her hips, holding her close.

Damn I wish I was him… So bad.

She had on a black t-shirt, studded belt, low rising jeans, combat boots.

Beautiful.

Sora gave a small tug on his girlfriends waste, making a smile curve her lips.

"Hey Roxas! I missed you today, you should have came?" she said, eyebrows creasing disappointedly as she watched me.

I didn't come because of you…

Because I need you…

She seemed to smile though and moved away from Sora, stretching, and exposing an inch or two of her fair skinned stomach.

I swallowed a small breath and watched her, before seeing my brother sneak behind her, his hands coming from behind to grab her breasts.

Pervert.

I wish it was me…

I heard her squeal, and looked away as she giggled and squirmed.

She hated it when he did that… I hoped.

If I did that… I would do it right.

Gently.

Softly.

Slowly…

But girls don't like the hopeless romantics do they?

No. They like the ass holes instead.

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Soon enough I was following in the middle of a group of my friends.

Or whatever you wanted to call them.

Sure. I laughed. I joked. I had fun with them.

But that pain ripping through my chest was called jealousy and it was possessing me.

I hated it.

But I couldn't help it.

And it would stay.

Until I had her.

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We had all ended up on the shore by the beach.

Yeah… The beach.

Kairi was standing by herself.

All alone.

The sun was setting and her long crimson hair was whipping around in the light of the pale yellow sun bleeding into the ocean.

I wanted to grab her and hold her.

I wanted to have her all to myself.,

Riku stood with Namine rocking against his chest, smiling up at him, and ever so often glancing at Sora who returned the gesture with a mischievous grin.

Fucking whore.

So I walked.

Right up to her.

And I stood next to her, and she smiled at me.

"Isn't it beautiful?"

Yes… You are.

"Yeah… It is."

Her voice was like rain, pelting against my lips, teasing me with the acceptance of thirst and then only taking it away once more.

"Aw, Roxas… You know, I'm so glad you're my friend. Sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me…"

She whispered it to me with a giggle and hugged me with a slight laugh.

"Sometimes I wish my own boyfriend would spend more time with me."

She added.

I looked at her.

Just looked down at her with a smile.

If I had to be in pain.

Such severe, intense pain to just stand and touch her.

Then I would.

I would endure the pain.

I would take the strikes to my heart.

And I would wait.

Because she was worth it.

And I knew it.

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