Chapter five! Hell yeah! Alright, I love all of my reviewers to DEATH! Apparently you all adore the story, so I shall continue it until I cannot continue it anymore!
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Okay, well, this chapter isn't very fulfilling, but it's a chapter!
Some shit goes down, and its simply a bridge between chappies!
I hope you guys like it and please keep reviewing, you know how much I love them!
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:Roxas POV:
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Sugar Coated Syringe
Ohh Kiss
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She sat there in my arms.
For what seemed like hours…
And I held her.
I held her as tightly as I possibly could without breaking her.
Without shattering her…
She was like glass to me.
Cold.
Untouched.
Fragile.
I was able to look right through toher.
Right through her to see who she really was as she lay there crying into my chest, hands desperately clawing at mine.
Just trying to get me to respond.
To let her know I was there…
And I did.
I took her warm hand and laced her fingers with mine.
She squeezed.
She squeezed so damn hard it almost hurt…
I felt everything I thought I never would.
I sat there in the hall with her.
I felt her whole being collapse against me.
I felt this once strong girl…
Fall completely apart…
And I was fucking livid.
I cradled her for a long while before she sniffled, having no more tears left in placid blue eyes.
I picked her up, because she couldn't come to walking.
Her legs refused to move.
Either out of fatigue or out of fright.
Whichever it was, I didn't protest carrying her light body to my room.
I set her down, cherry red hair falling back on my pillow as she starred up at me.
Those blue eyes piercing my heart in so many more ways than one.
She looked at me with such fear and solitude…
I couldn't help but wish to simply hold her for even longer.
Try and stay with her…
But something had to be done.
She watched me, eyes falling closed and fluttering open again as she tried to hold off the sleep threatening to steal her away.
"Roxas?"
Her voice was hoarse from the crying and I stopped in mid-step as I walked towards the door.
"Go to sleep Kairi… It's okay."
I whispered it.
Tried to make it as quiet as possible.
And she heard it.
"Please… Don't go…"
She whispered as well.
My heart ripped at her pleading with me, because she knew what needed to be done.
"I'll be back… It's alright, just go to sleep."
She finally listened to me…
Her eyes shut gently and she curled beneath the covers, falling asleep within a few minutes.
I left her there.
I left her to get the sleep she deserved.
And I left to go down the hall.
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"Roxas? What the hell are you doing in my room?"
Sora hissed his voice menacing, venomous, and obviously annoyed with something.
I knew exactly what that thing was.
The fucker hadn't gotten what he wanted.
He hadn't been able to just use her tonight.
He had tried to take advantage of a girl he supposedly loved.
A girl I loved.
"Hey, whoa! Chill Roxas-"
A yelp.
A high pitched yelp.
That's the noise that my brother made when my fist connected with his jaw.
Fucking asshole couldn't even take a hit…
He stumbled back whimpering and whining like the little bitch he was.
"What the fuck-"
"If you ever touch her again…"
"R-Roxas… I can't-"
My hand tightened around his throat.
Pinned against the wall.
He squirmed, spiky brown hair flailing around his face as his eyes lolled from loss of oxygen.
"I will fucking kill you."
"R-rox… I… breathe… I need to-"
He continued to squirm, and the fear in his eyes told me enough.
But I wanted so bad to just turn my palm.
Just a little to the right.
Snap his neck.
Have the pleasure of hearing every break and pop in his neck as his cranium collided with his shoulders.
Just watch him die…
But I was better than he was.
"I will fucking kill you, Sora… If you ever even look her direction again."
He starred at me, filthy eyes full of hate and submission. Fear and hope that maybe I would spare his life.
I let him go.
I let his body form a heap at my feet.
I heard his gasps and pants as he swallowed as much air as possible.
It was over.
He glanced up at me and only met the glare of someone he knew wishes they could have just finished the job then and there.
And he nodded.
I simply continued to stare before quietly leaving.
Leaving him to think about all that he had done.
Not that the fucker would care, none the less, but maybe the pain in his jaw would convince him to think about it.
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The rest of the night I couldn't sleep…
I could barely come to blinking.
Closing my eyes for only a quarter of a second was too long to not have my eyes on her.
I had managed to slide in bed next to her trying to give her as much room as possible.
But she seemed to not want any room at all.
As soon as she felt me lay down she whimpered in her sleep.
Her hands moved and she moved to face me, her tiny body pressing to mine.
She curled up against my chest, soft hands gently placed on my shoulders as she slept.
I was hesitant at first.
Wary to even try and touch her but soon enough I felt the need to protect her…
To hold her.
To cherish this moment for as long as it lasted.
I draped my arms over her waist, holding her close.
Now afraid that if I let her go I might lose her…
Her breathing teased at my lips as they were only a few inches from mine.
The sleeping guardian I held in my arms…
Unconsciously teasing me.
But I wouldn't do anything to ruin this.
Not tonight…
Not as I studied the dried streams the rivers of tears had left on her pale face.
No…
I couldn't make any move…
I knew what it felt like to get your heart ripped out…
And apparently so did she…
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Alright! There ya go everyone! Next chapter should be out REALLY soon and I'm sorry for the delay with this one. Summer school SUCKS ASS. So. Yeah. REVIEW!
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