don't worryDean will get better soon I promise.


Sam coughed and glazed at Dean that tapped on his cigarette pack and lighted his match from the dead skin's cheek and in hailed "let move" he grunted. Sam winced as he tried to get up, he missed the days when Dean would help him up and they would support on each other now he had to find a way to get to the car alone.

Sam faked to sleep when he heard Dean in the bathroom sobbing. Sam felt his own tears burning, he felt broken. Everything was wrong. Everything was his fault because of his so called gifts. He called them a curse. Because of them his mother burned, because of them they had to suffer a solider upbringing. Because of him his father was dead, because of him his older brother was broken, because of him all because of him.

Sam cried harder then he ever done, he never allowed himself to cry over his fathers death. But these tears were not for John but for him and Dean, the broken brothers. He cried harder when he felt Dean's hand on his shoulder the only affection the only response he gotten from Dean in months. "Sch" he said sitting down on the bed stroking his back.

When Sam tried to hug Dean, Dean backed away sitting on his own bed "go and wash your face," he murmured and Sam's sobbing stopped and pushed everything behind a wall.

"I'm just gonna" he shut the bathroom door shut and washed his face and cried out in pain.

Dean looked down at his hands and ran to the bathroom when he heard Sam's scream. "SAM!" he shook Sam that was shaking. "C'mon Sam don't do this now." He slapped Sam's face hard that gasped. "What did you se?"

"I don't know." He said frowning.

"How the hell can't you know?" Dean said growling and stood up.

"Does it look like I know!"

"You're the physic boy!"

"SHUT UP! I'm sick and tired of you attitude! JUST GO AWAY!" Sam shouted and gasped when Dean flew back crashing against the wall with a loud thud. "Dean?" he coaxed.

"Leave me the hell alone Sam!" he growled as Sam tried to help him up.

Because of his powers Dean hated him even more. All because of him.