Courage
Assuming he hates me,
Assuming he doesn't want me,
Knowing his likes,
Knowing his dislikes,
Giving me the advantage,
Giving me the pain,
Hoping he would talk to me,
Hoping I don't go insane,
Worrying about his health,
Worrying about myself,
Hurting from death in his life,
Hurting from death falling upon me,
Hating this stupid game,
Hating this pain that won't go away,
Loving the time before we split apart,
Loving the time before he broke my heart,
Wishing for his touch,
Wishing for his love,
Having the courage to take up the knife,
Having the courage to take my life,
Accomplishing nothing in this life,
Accomplishing death upon my life.
Insane Megs