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Day 4
The next morning, Tezuka woke up at six o'clock. When he couldn't go back to sleep, he decided to get up and eat breakfast. After he ate, he got dressed and left his house to go on a walk.
After a few hours of walking aimlessly, he ended up at Fuji's house. It was only quarter after nine, but Tezuka decided he wanted to talk to Yumiko, so he walked up to the door, rang the doorbell, and waited patiently for someone to answer. Sure enough, after waiting for a few moments, Yumiko opened the door.
"…Tezuka-kun…"
"Hello Yumiko-san. May I come in?"
"Uh…sure," she answered, stepping aside so Tezuka could get through. "So, what brings you here so early?"
"I, uh, actually wanted to talk with you. If that's okay with you, that is."
"Okay… about what?" Yumiko inquired.
"Gomenasai. I was wrong to yell at you yesterday," Tezuka bowed in apology.
"It isn't your fault. I'm at least partly to blame. Come, let's sit down."
The pair walked into the family room and seated themselves next to each other on the couch.
"So, why don't you tell him?" Yumiko cautiously asked.
"Fear. I'm afraid that he'll reject me and then we'll never talk to each other again. I don't want to loose a friend, especially not one like him. He's an amazing person, even though he's sadistic," Tezuka replied, a slight smile gracing his features.
"But don't you want to gain someone whose more than a friend?"
"He'll probably think I'm crazy for falling for him. He'll just think of me as his crazy, gay buchou."
"Syusuke doesn't care if someone is gay. You know, being gay doesn't change who you are, just who you sleep with. He doesn't care about things like that. He's, uh, actually had a few boyfriends before. He may like you. You'll never know, though, if you don't tell him how you feel. You'll just have to decide which is more important to you, loosing a friend or gaining something more."
"I would love to gain something more, but I just don't know. I don't want to push him away. Then there's always the possibility that we do start dating and I mess things up, hurt him, and we never make up…"
"There's always going to be arguments in relationships, no matter who you are. Nothing is bound to stay the same forever. A break up, that's what you get when two people in a relationship have problems they can't or won't work through. If you do work out problems and differences, that's when the relationship is strengthened."
"I know. I just don't know though. I still need time to think about it."
"You do that. Think long and hard, too."
"I will," Tezuka assured her.
"Okay. Oh, today is my day off, but if you want to see him and spend some time here, that'd be fine."
"Alright. I probably won't stay long though."
"Okay."
Silently, Tezuka rose and walked upstairs to Fuji's room. He hesitantly opened the door, remembering how he had kissed the tensai the previous night. When he opened the door, he found Fuji sitting on his bed, covers pulled over his legs, writing in a notebook, which he immediately closed when he noticed Tezuka standing there.
"Hello Tezuka. I didn't think you'd be here today."
"I didn't know Yumiko-san had off today. I had to hurry home," Tezuka replied, not wanting to explain why he had rushed out the door.
"I see."
"So, how are you feeling?"
"Better. I'm not completely sure what happened yesterday, though."
"You collapsed from fever, I caught you, and then I brought you up here," Tezuka explained.
I wonder if he really kissed me or if it was just a dream. I could never ask him that, though, Fuji thought. "I see. I guess I should've rested like you told me to."
"It's not your fault. But I should probably get going, let you rest. I'll see you tomorrow, Fuji."
"Okay."
Gracefully, Tezuka walked back downstairs to let Yumiko know he was leaving.
"Yumiko-san, I'm going to head home."
"Okay. Tezuka-kun?"
"Hm?"
"Could you stay overnight tomorrow? I work until midnight and it would be really helpful."
"Sure. That'd be fine. What time do you start?"
"I start at six o'clock."
"Okay. I'll be here," Tezuka assured her.
"Arigato, Tezuka-kun."
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