BELIEVE IN ME

Part 4

'Your true name is Saturn,then?'Youko asked sitting on the edge of the banister.

'Yes,it is.'she answered tieing up her hair into a ponytail.

Youko looked down into the ground.

'Why didn't you told me?'

'I didn't considered important.In fact you liked me,not the name.Am I wrong?'

'Why are you here?Why are you fighting for?'

'You're changing the subject.'she said and sat next to him,brushing her ponytail with her slim fingers.

He smiled,closing his eyes.

'Tell me.'

'I'm fighting to protect what we allways protected.The Earth.'

'Fighting for others...'

'Yes.If I don't do it,who will?You?'

Youko looked at her and she smilled turning her eyes to the sky.

'I thought so.Is a great responsability,you know...'

'It is.I never doubt it...'

'So...Who's your next opponent?'she asked.

'Changing the subject aren't we?'Youko smirked.

'Hai-hai!'she said smilling.

'Saturn...'he said seriously.

'Nani?'she looked surprised at the kitsune.

'Who are you...in reality?In human world?'

Saturn felt that she's in a big pool with ice.He had asked the one question she wasn't able to answer.What should she do?

'Nani,Youko,what's the rush?'she tried to change again the subject.

'Please,answer me.Please.'he pleaded taking her hand in his.

She was turning nervouss.

'Why you wanna know?'

'I have to know.'

'I...I...'she tried to say but she couldn't.

'Please.'he said and tooked her with a hand by the waist.

'Youko...'she said looking down.And she did the single thing she could do it to show him who she really was.Her body glittered and she was,again,Hotaru.Youko's eyes widened as Kurama tried to change back but Youko kept him inside,to not be discovered.

"She can't be...Hotaru..."

"She's Hotaru!No,I think I didn't heard and SAW well..."

"She is Hotaru,you idiot!Put yourself some hearing aid!"

"Imposible!I can't possible fall for the same girl you did!Tell me your wrong!"

"It's her...no doubt...Let me out!"

"NO!"

"Why not?"

"You'll ruin everything!If she discoveres who you are,who I am she'll leave us!"

"But she told us who she is!"

"Yes,but is a difference from beein such a wonderfull creature as her,full of light and..."

"...someone like us..."

"Yes.So,stay there.I'll stay with her."

"You?If you try anything..."

"It is my bussiness if I do.You'll have your turn!"

"You dirty..."

"...thief?Yes,I am a thief..."

'Youko?'Hotaru interupted.

He looked at her sending away Kurama.She was watching him with big innocent eyes.

"AH!"

"What!"

"How could you do this?You had destroyed my chances with him!"

"No I didn't.He likes you even without your mask..."

"I kill you!"

'Hotaru?'Youko asked seeing the thoughtfull girl.

'Nani?'

'What are you doing?'

'Talking to Saturn in my head...she's really stubborn!'

'I know what you mean.'he said giving out a smile.

"See?He's smilling.'

"I wonder why is he smilling like an idiot..."

"Sat!You said you like him!Why do you call him a idiot?"

"Maybe is my mood..."

"Maybe,yeah!Now……go away!I'm busy!"

"Teenagers…."

"Old hag!"

"WHAT?"

"Just kidding……bye!"

"Yeah yeah….."

'So…..how long are you transforming into her?'

'Saturn?Hm….in human world…..since I was 12…..actually when I had first time 16…..taht was before I died…..then at 12….It's kind of complicated'

'I'm sure it is…'he said looking odd at her.

Hotaru laughed louder.

'You're changing the subject again…'he guessed.

'I am!'

Youko turned to leave.

'Going back home?'he asked her.

'Yes…..I'm kind of tired…..'

'You can rest…'he said and hugged her suddenly.'In my apartment….'he said and his fluffy tail tickled her legs.She blushed but pushed him away.

'I don't know what's between you and Sat….she doesn't wanna say it to me but….I'm taken…..Sorry!'

'Taken?May I know to who I had lost?'

'His name is Kurama and he's the honest boy I ever met…..I would never betray him….'she said and hen whispered into his ear.'No matter how attractive you may be…..'

"Sat!"

"I know,I know……"

"Go away!"

"I want to kiss him…….let me kiss him…."

"I kill you if you do it!"

Hotaru's arms moved around Youko's neck.Her face showed her panic.

'What's wrong?'he asked.

'Is her…..I can't……control myself…'

'What's she up too,this time?'

Hotaru's face got closer.

'Saturn?'he asked.

'Exactly…'

And she kissed him.He tooked her head in his strong hands and his tongue entered hers making her holding him tier.She kissed him back.

"I KILL YOU!STOP IT!NOW!"

"Are you saying he doesn't taste sweet?That he doesn't make you wanna ripp his cloth of him?"

"You're such a perverted soldier!Bad,bad Saturn!"

"I wonder how will you act when we'll move further…."

"F….f…..fuu…….fur….."

"Further"

"I know!Stop treating me like I am stupid or anything….You will NOT,in any circumstances gonna SLEEP with HIM!"

"Who knows?"

"Is my body!"

"Your such a child……."

"SHUT UP!"Hotaru screamed and pushed Youko away.

'Gomen nasai…..but I have to leave…..I can't control her anymore……Sayonnara!'she said and disappeared.

Youko remained alone and looked in the place she was 2 seconds ago.He will have to ask Kurama's help to find her….

'This is so hard Luna….Saturn is so hard to control…..I understand her feelings but…….I can't go on like this…..'

'What are you thinking on doing?'Luna asked seriously.

'Luna…..'

'You're the wises from the senshi even if you're the youngest…..I'll trust your decision,Hotaru-chan.'

'I don't know…..yet…..'

The door bell ranged furiously.

'Guests?'Luna asked.

'Don't know…'Hotaru said and left the room.

She opened the front door and in it she saw Kurama with red roses in his hands.

'Kurama!'she smilled and hugged him thight.

'Hotaru…..are you ok?'he asked concerned.

'I'm quite well,thanks…'

'Hotaru…..we need to talk…can I come in?'

'Hai!'she answered.

"Who's the pervert now?"

"Leave!"

"My,my….."

Kurama entered and tooked his jacket off.Hotaru invited him in the living room and sat with him on the couch.

'What is it?'she asked looking smilling at him.

'Well….'he started.

'Oh….you want something to drink maybe?'

'Tea….'

Hotaru stood to go to the kitchen when she saw something on the floor.A medallion.She saw it before.So,she took it from the floor and looked closer.Then she realized.It belonged to……Youko…

'Where did you get this……..Youko?'she asked turning to face him.

'Hotaru….'Kurama muttered and stood,surprised.

'Show your face,lier!'she requested.

Tears came out from her eyes as she was shaking.

'I wanted to tell you…'

He tried to get closer of her.

'Don't!'she threatened.

He looked painfull at her.He knew he was caught,so he changed into Youko.

'Do you like what you see?'he asked.

'Don't take me with that!'she screamed and her eyes went red in anger.'I hate to be lied!'

Blurry light covered her and changed her into Saturn.Youko tried again to come and hugg her when he saw the Glaive pointed to his neck.

'Why?'she asked crying.'Why?You would of let me hurt you?You were laughing today,aren't you?About this silly girl that actually……loves you…..'

'I didn't want you to know because……you would never love truly a thing like me'

'A thing?You consider yourself a thing?Then what am I?A freak?Tell me!'

Silence.

'Say IT!Don't……don't……shut up…'

Luna appeared next to her.

'What's wrong Hotaru?'she asked.

Youko was to shocked to even hear the talking cat.

'Luna….I decided.'

'What?'the kitty asked.

Youko looked so shocked by her attitude change that his eyes frozed and gathered tears wich will never be let falling.

'I'm going……to Saturn.'

"Is it ok….Hotaru?"

"Hai….I don't wanna see him again……he could of said it today….."

"Then we'll go away….."

"Hai…"

'No!'he said suddenly.'You can't run away!'

'But I can and I will…..running away?From who?If I stay your presence will make me anger….anger maked me destroy….You want me to destroy this planet?Tell me!'

He tooked a step back.

'Destroy it?'

'There's nothing that can stop me once I'm angered…..'

Silence.

'Any other reason for me to stay?'she asked and put the Glaive down.

"say it…..please…..and I shall stay…."

"Tell her you love her!"

"Kurama……"

"say it!"

"I ….can't…."

"He can't say it……"

'The,Sayonnara!'Saturn said and maked him disappear.

Youko found himself changed back in Kurama somewhere outside her house.He looked towards the house and saw a huge light coming out from her,pointed to the sky.He runed towards it and bumped inside but there was no trail of Hotaru.Only the talking cat.

'Where is she?'

Luna was looking over the window,to the sky.

'She went home….'

Kurama walked outside and looked at the huge moon.

'I'll….find you……I WILL!'

THE END

-For Believe in me-

OK,this was the promised end for Believe in me.I'm sorry is not that good but I'm all stressed up with the next exams after Christmas and the New Year approaching day.SORRY again.Look,I'm thinking on new pairs for Hotaru and I know,I know it may sound crazy and stuff but I would love to hear your opinion about it.This are the suggestions:Hotaru/Ed(Full Metall Alchimist),Hotaru/Yuhi(Ayashi no Ceres),Hotaru/Kenshin(crazy aren't I?) or Sanosuke and Hotaru/Yue(Cardcaptor Sakura).At the last suggestion I already have a long chapter wroted wich I think will make 2 chapters …..Tell me what you think,please!And don't laugh….to much…HAPPY HOLLYDAYS!