Nana Hachioji was walking trough the school halls. Just as always, it had been a long day for her. The moment the last bell rang, the girl stood up and ran to the highest floor in the building.
The Art Room felt like an Oasis for her. A safe space for her to do anything she wanted without judgement from people, especially since she had been the only member for a while.
The girl slowly opened the door to the Art Room. However, on the last minute, the girl hesitated as her hand hovered right in front of the sliding door. What if he was here? Would the interaction be awkward?
After what happened yesterday, she didn't really feel like seeing him, at least for today. She knew it wasn't his intention, but... the girl shook herself out of her own wandering mind, reaching for the door, sliding it open.
Thankfully, there was no one inside the room. It seemed like Nakase was busy, or wouldn't show up for a while at the least. The girl let out a sigh of relief as she wandered in, sitting down on the table in the room.
Nana reached for her bag, taking out a lunchbox and a juice cartoon. She had had no chance to eat since morning, so she was pretty hungry.
The girl looked to her left where she kept all her previous drawings. Her eyes focused on the drawing she had made of Nakase.
While the drawing looked decent, the boy's crotch still hadn't been drawn properly. The girl's mind rushed at the thought of what she left out, a feeling of warmth creeping up from her body. Despite her attempts, her mind couldn't stop imagining.
The door suddenly slid open. Nana turned around with a blush on her face, fully expecting Nakase to be there, ready to bother her. But that was not the case, as a young girl wandered inside.
She seemed to be slightly younger than her by about a year as far as she could tell by her stature. Her wavy blonde hair had an impressive length to it as she entered. "Hello, Senpai." The girl smiled.
Nana looked at her in confusion, responding with a confused wave. "Um...Hi?" She looked at the girl with Confusion. Said confusion instantly vanished when she remembered who it was. It was the girl from the library! The same one who dragged Nakase out of the room a while ago as well!
The young girl entered, sitting down opposite to her. "Do you remember me?" The girl asked with a gentle smile on her face. "Nada nodded nervously. "Y-Yes. You're the girl from the l-library."
The other girl chuckled. "Yeah. I suppose that's how you'd remember me as." She reached her hand out to Nana. "My name is Sasaki Sakura. Nice to meet you, Senpai." Nana nervously shook Sakura's hand. "I-Im Hachioji Nana. N-Nice to meet you as well."
"I'm a friend of Nakase, as you could probably tell from when I dragged him out by the neck." She said. Nana blushed from embarrassment at the memory, remembering how she practically cried in front of her as she covered her face. "Y-yeah. Thanks for that." Sakura chuckled. "There's no need to get embarrassed. I'm not here to make fun of you."
"W-Why are you here, th-then?" The girl smiled at Nana. "You're a very interesting person, you know. I just wanted to get to know you better." Nana's face flustered up. "O-Oh..."
Sakura grinned at her. "Don't get any weird ideas, though. I'm not planning on falling in love with you anytime soon~" She smiled. Nana nodded aggressively, her face flustered beyond recognition. "O-Of course!"
Sakura laughed. "Nakase said you have funny reactions. It seems he was right. But anyways. How has Nakase been? Has he said anything weird?" The girl asked. Nana blushed at the question even more. "W-Well..."
"I-It's not like I-I hate him being h-here, but he always says that I want to d-do d-dirty th-things." Nana responded with a stutter. "Don't you?" Sakura asked, her expression seeming more serious than previously.
"W-What?" Nana asked nervously. "Don't you want to do dirty things? I think it's normal for someone our age to think about such things." The girl replied. Nana's body shivered slightly. "I-I d-don't know. I-Is it?" She asked.
"I'd like to think so." Sakura replied. Nana pondered for a while, a cold feeling creeping up her spine. 'Dirty stuff. Imagining it is normal, right? I'm normal, right?' The girl replied with a stutter. "I...I...don't...know."
Sakura could see that Nana was feeling uncomfortable, quickly dropping the topic. "Hey, are you okay? You look upset." She asked. Nana instinctively shook her head. "I-I'm fine. I-It's just a b-bit of an akward topic."
The two girls spend the rest of their time in the Clubroom casually chatting, Sakura usually being the one to start their conversations. Despite being nervous the whole way trough, Nana appreciated having someone to talk to who wasn't aiming to mess with her.
Eventually, Nana stood up, grabbing her bag. "I-I have to go." Sakura stood up, picking up her own bag. "Then I guess it's time for me to leave as well. Do you want to walk togheter?" Sakura asked. Nana nodded with a soft smile.
Nana locked up the classroom before making her way downstairs alongside Sakura. "Senpai." Sakura turned to Nana as they descended the stairs. "Mhm?" The girl replied.
"Why do you spend so much time in the Art Room drawing? Other than the library, you always spend your evenings in there." Nana's brain spun around for a few seconds. "Why I d-draw? I don't k-know." The girl twirled her fingers around.
"If I had to give a reason, I'd say it distracts me. After a boring day, it just feels like recreating what I see in front of me brings calm."
"So it's somewhat of a safe space for you, isn't it? Drawing brings you comfort from whatever bothers you throughout the day. " Nana nodded. "I guess you could call it that." The girl smiled.
"By the way, where do you live?" Nana turned to her Kouhai. "Past the bridge near the Park." Nana's face lightened up. "Really?! I live close to there too!" Sakura chuckled in reply to her sudden enthusiasm. "I guess we can walk all the way home togheter then."
"...Yeah." Nana replied with a smile. Maybe chatting wasn't as boring as she remembered.
"I have to go this way." Sakura said. They had spent their sweet time walking home and were now at a split path. Sakura had to take the left while Nana had to keep walking straight. "A-Alright." She said as her hands fidgeted. "I-I..."
Sakura interrupted her attempts at speaking. "I'll see you next time, Senpai." Nana's head redirected itself back up again. Next time? She was talking about a next time? She didn't know why, but that simple sentence brought a sense of warmth to her heart, a smile once again forming on her. "Y-Yeah. I'll see you next time."
The two girls split paths as Nana walked home. It wasn't too far away from their division, only about a minute-long walk. The girl took out her keys, opening her door.
The moment she entered, tiny footsteps could be heard running from another room. Nana readied herself, opening her arms to catch whatever was approaching her. A young child rushed trough the hallway, pouncing on her.
Nana managed to catch the kid, the Impact nearly throwing her onto the floor. "Big Sis Nana!" The young boy yelled as he wriggled around in her grasp. Nana chuckled as she held the small goblin in her arms. "Naoto. Didn't Mum and Dad tell you not to run around like that? You'll get hurt!"
"I know you'll catch me, so I don't have to worry!" Her five-year-old brother smiled. "You sure are confident about it." The girl smiled back. Other than a select few others, Naoto was the only boy she could properly talk to, him being five years old and her younger brother.
The boy finally got off her as she slowly put him down. Another set of footsteps was heard as a young woman leaned her head out towards the hallway. "Ah! Welcome home, Nana!"
"Hi, Mum!" The girl replied with a hearty smile. "I see someone's in a good mood." She grinned. Nana looked down at her brother as he clung to her leg with a hug. "Yeah... I made a friend."
Nana had made her way to her room. She wasn't really hungry, given the fact that she had eaten at school, so she intantly ran up the stairs to her bedroom.
The young girl immediately started taking off her school outfit. The girl quickly slid into a tank top, it being her usual attire when she slept, before slamming her body on her bed.
She turned around to face the ceiling as she looked at her hand. Despite it having been a normal day, something Sakura said repeated itself in her head. "Don't you want to do dirty things? I think it's normal for someone our age to want to do such things."
"Do those things. Think about those things. Is it really normal for me to do so?" The girl asked herself, her mind wandering towards Nakase. The memories of him showing his chest to her, or when she accidentally touched his chest flooded her head as her body began flaring up. She was feeling warm, maybe even hot as a feeling of excitement rushed trough her body.
Her mind kept swirling around those thoughts. Was it really normal for her to think about it? Her body felt warm as she felt like sweating. "I can't... stop thinking about them."
The girl's brain refused to stop, making her remember those things. What would it be like to do it? What If she wanted to do it? Why couldn't she stop thinking about the same thing? Was she supposed to like it? Her body kept shaking. The rush inside her felt overwhelming.
At this point her memories had devolved into fantasies. Wheter against or in her will, she couldn't stop imagining what it would feel like. Sex. Sex. The girl's mind couldn't think about anything but that one topic, and she hated it.
The girl's body was starting to feel Overwhelmed. She needed some way to let it all go. Some way to release herself. Some sort of pleasure to replace her racing fantasies. Once again, her eyes directed themselves to her hand.
"Am I really going to do this? Maybe I really am a dirty pervert." Nana couldn't stop looking at her hand. Her body was shaking. It needed release. Pleasure. Anything. Before she could even reconsider it, she instinctively lowered her hand towards her crotch.
A dirty, disgusting pervert. That's what you are, Nana Hachioji.
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