Oneshot I wrote while waiting for my mom to pick me up from school back in May. It's an Americanized Rin just a bit at the beginning. Small Spoilers for Volume 14. Enjoy! Sorry if it's hard to understand who's saying what…
Flashbacks/ thoughts in flashbacksPresent thoughts or emphasis.
"Various people talking"/ present
XOXO
Talking to the "popular" kids is like talking to "god".
I was in 5th grade
"Isuzu Sohma." The follower said through her make – up.
"Yes?"
"Machiko would like to talk to you."
Lovely. What does she want now?
"Come Isuzu. I want to discuss the purpose of this magazine.." Machiko said coldly.
You've got to be kidding me…A magazine? What was the big deal about that? Things are so much harder now than they were then…
"Why did you bring this magazine to school?" The leader of their clique asked.
"I wanted to read it." It was the truth. I did want to read it…
"It wasn't to show off was it?"
"No. It wasn't. I just wanted to read it and the others took it from me."
"Of course they did…Do you honestly think your cool because you read YM?" the fake blond snarled.
Did she honestly think she was cool because she read Seventeen and was nowhere near 17? How many times did I have to go through this?
"No, I don't."
"Good…because you are nothing. You are a worthless piece of trash who will never amount to anything. No one will ever truly want to be with you…in the end they will all stay with me…Just remember that Isuzu…You may leave."
She was wrong…There was Haru. My hands were clenched into fists of fury…
'Just walk away' I told myself…''There's no point in fighting "god" 'Then there was today…
"Rin, Akito wants to talk to you…"the servant said.
What does he want?
"Come in Rin, my beloved horse. I want to discuss you and Hatsuharu…."
How did he find out? Run. Just run away. My feet won't move.
"Why didn't you tell me about your relationship? He asked colder than snow.
"…" I can't move anything…not even my mouth. Shit.
"Answer me Rin!"
"I love him! I started it!" I may have protected him, but I am dead.
"You think someone as dark and twisted as you deserves to fall in love!"
"No." It's all I can say.
"Good, because your darkness will overpower him and he'll come back to me…and he'll love only me… just like the other juunishi…. just like you'll have to one day…and no one will love you but me…Understood?" god smiled his icy smile.
I don't agree. I believe I can break the curse. Just because you're "god" doesn't mean you can decide my fate.
"No, I don't understand."
His smile vanished.
"You dare defy god? The only one who really cares about you! The only one that will love you no matter what!"
"Yes. You're wrong."
"Wrong answer you worthless bitch…"
Just let go…You'll feel nothing.
Think of him and you'll feel nothing….
Think of the fact that he'll always love you…that he'll always want you…
"I want you Rin…I like you" Hatsuharu said what seemed like an eternity ago.
Just let go and be sweetly numb…"You want to die don't you? You're not needed!" Akito screamed right before I hit the ground.
No. He's wrong. I am needed.
I can't believe I ever saw the "popular" kids as "god"…
XOXO
I know that was random…but I felt like posting something and this is all I have. I didn't post it before because I think it's kinda bad and kinda dumb…but I'm my worst critic….The beginning with the popular kids is based on something that happened to me in 5th grade…It was so stupid…Anyway I got volume 14 last Wednesday (TGF Animecastle) and it was creepy how close what I wrote (back in May) was to what was in volume 14….that's why I said slight spoilers…Anyway I'll try to update soon….Bye bye!