I shut my eyes. I tried just to concentrate on my music. Now it was "New Pain" by static X. While I listened I whimpered and screamed even though I didn't really care about the pain. Pain was something that I was used to by now. Joe was rough with all of his rage he couldn't take out on Mel. He kept punching my stomach leaving large bruises. Hopefully he wouldn't break a rib this time. That hurt like all fucking hell. When he did it I couldn't even use a spell or go to the hospitable to fix it. Being 16 sucks. No magic. And none to tell meant I lived through everything with out help. That rib never healed right. I continued to scream. That was how Joe liked it. Fucking sadistic cunt that he is.

Now he was at the worst part… He ripped off my pants and undies. He shoved himself inside of me. I bit the inside of my cheek so hard it bled. All I could taste was blood. At least now his punches got weaker. But the weaker his punches became the faster he began to thrust himself into me. This was his favorite part. At least it didn't last long. Joe could never lat long. He needed me to scream to even get the fucking sad thing up. And if I didn't scream then he would use his precious knife set to make me.

At the start when all this had started. I spat in his face. He told me that if I ever did it he would rape me with a knife… And then he fucked me for hours with a pole just to prove his point I couldn't walk for days after that. Joe also did something else for me. He gave me The Pill. For which I am very glad. I wouldn't ever want a kid in me from him. I shuddered at the thought and Joe thought it was from him. He had finished with his fun now and withdrew from me. He bent over and bit my stomach so hard the skin broke and the crimson blood flowed over my stomach and soaked into my sheets.

I swore loud and opened my eyes from my thoughts. He was looking at me smirking he slapped me across my face, got up and walked out of my room with not so much as a thanks! Cunt. My body was sore all over. The thought of getting up and facing all my pain scared me too much I stayed put. I opened my bedside table and pulled out some bandages and disinfectant. These were new additions to my room and ones I needed many times. Cleaning and wrapping up my bite made me feel a bit sick. I slipped out of consciousness soon after.

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Hey short chapter but i thought it should get its own special place. More soon. OH and like this is set in the summer after the 6th book. so they are bout to go into year 7 at hogwarts etc. and yea 6th book did happen but some of the parts from some of the things mite be changed if they dont fit in... anyways.. more soon.

lots of love Lyn...