i sat in the cool air rubbing my bare arms makeing steam with my breath watching jake wire a car. Me and Marissa sat alone in the bushes watching jake curse at the old chevy that was full of mud. it brought back memorys of home.

"daddy i want to drive" I screamed in my five year old voice dad pulled me on to his lap and place my hands on the steering wheel. the lether of the wheel felt like a perfect fitting glove. dad gentaly pushed on the gas pedal as we inched our way down our long drive way i steered towards the garage where mom stood waiting with sandwiches.i screamed and laughed at the same time from the exictment when dad finally put on the breaks my muddy cloths and tiny body ran to my mother who handed me a sandwich and a kiss on the cheek then she looked up at my father smileing a huge smile handing him his sandwich and kissing him on the lips for what seemed like hours.

"yuuuuck!" i exlaimed pulling on moms pants "mommy me and daddy while we were working there was this puppy and and he ran up to us and he was licking my face and then i asked daddy if we could keep him and daddy said no and he brought him to the animal house." i said. Mom looked at dad and smiled then looked back at me

"well you know what they do at the animal house for all the animals. they give them bubble baths and let them watch barney all day and then they get to eat candy all night and there so happy that they get to live with alot of other animal friends" mom said i smiled big at that thought i was so happy the puppy was going to be happy.

kris turned her head away from looking at anyone. tears steamed down her face. her parents were so much inlove her and her parents were so close how did it end up like this. how could her life take such a violent turn. how could this happen to me?

my phone started ringing how stupid could i be to take my cell phone with me. i aswered it not looking at the caller ID.

"Kristina...please..please come back home im so worried about you baby. me and your father are finished and... i need you baby. i love you" Mom said knowing i was the one who answered the phone

"mom im sorry. you know i cant go back. i love you to. but im not the girl i used to be. im sorry. i love you so much. im sorry" i said before shutting the phone thinking of my mothers pleading voice i turned my head attempting to ignore the fact that i wanted nothing more then to go home

"im sorry bout things at home kris" marissa said massaging my shoulders

"yea. thanks" i sighed leaning my head forward giveing her more access

"i love you Kris. like love you love you. i know that sounds stupid" Marissa said bringing her hands to massage my back

"i love you to Marissa. i just didnt think you were... that way" i said smileing

" so uh you wanna...go out with me" Marissa asked. jake called us over to the car

"how about this?" i asked pushing her to the ground and kissing her gentally on the lips smileing before running to the car with her chasing after me we both opened the door cramming in the back seat with hunter and jake in the front watching us makeing out in the back and smileing at eachother.

marissa layed on top of me traceing the side of my face and kissing my lips every 5 seconds. i smiled with my hands resting on her lower back rubbing up and down her back. i could feel the boys eyes burning us down. i turned to see the disqusted look on jakes face Marissa continued to kiss my neck. i placed a hand on her head then turned and kissed her lips then looked at jake challengly. Jake looked back to the road speeding away. with me and marissa still makeing out in back we kissed once then smiled at each other and she rested her head on my cheast listening to my breath with me stroaking her back until she fell asleep and i shut my eyes slowly drifting into a dream...