Falling for a Blonde
ch.5
I think this is the longest it's ever taken me to put up a chapter, but for a while, get use to it!HA! Kidding! But seriously, it might take a little longer to post chapters 'cause of this horrible writer's block. So, for now, enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, the characters, or anything like that!
Sasuke sat there, staring at the ground. Hurt. Shocked. Disapointed. Above all, angry. Not at Naruto, but at himself. For kissing him. For loving him. For giving him his heart, and having it ripped away. And then the hot tears started to flow. Tears of sorrow, and tears of regret. He regretted even telling him. He regretted kissing him. He regretted saving him. He regretted every feeling more than hate toward Naruto. Hate. Could he hate Naruto? Could he hate his blonde angel? The one who couldn't love him? No. He couldn't. No matter how much he tried he couldn't hate. Nor could he love. He was trapped. Trapped in his own sorrow. Trapped between two emotions, brought on by one person. Is that possible?
Sasuke clenched his fists, trying to hold back tears. He had to be strong. He couldn't let this weaken him, but it did. Tears started to flow steadily. He couldn't take it. So, he left. He left the bench. The bench in his dreams. But in his dreams, he had been loved by Naruto. He had been held, kissed by Naruto. But he knew that this was not a dream, and Naruto could never love him.
Naruto opened the door to his apartment. He made his way to his bedroom. He slept. Sleep. Relaxing. Escape. Which was exactly that for Naruto. He slept so he didn't have to deal with life. He lost all his problems in a comforting, relaxing, escape called sleep. Besides, he was incredibly tired. he was tired from today. And he had wasted enough energy crying. Crying over sasuke, crying about life. But sleep was his escape. His secret weapon. Sleep was his own.
And then, Naruto dreamed. Dreams were an escape as well. An alternate reality where everything goes right for once. Unlike today. He hadn't ment to hurt Sasuke. But he couldn't tell him he loved him, because he didn't... did he? Well, he wasn't gay... was he?
He had a dream where, well how about i show you:
He was walking through the park when he spotted the bench where they were sitting earlier that day. He walked up behind him, and slipped into a hug while giving him a peck on the cheek. "Hello sasuke." he said. He sat down next to him. Sasuke moved in for a kiss. Lips met in a soft kiss. Sasuke gently bit Naruto's bottom lip, asking for entrance. Naruto parted his lips and felt a warm tounge slip into his mouth, feeling his tounge, mouth, and making him feel good. Then, they seperated for air, and Naruto woke up.
TBC...
well, another chapter done, i hope you like it. and please review, or i will never write again! JK but seriously, REVIEW!
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