Once
upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only
love in the dark
RAY
Neela,
I know you probably don't care if I live or die, so I don't really know why I'm writing this to you, but I have a few things to say.
Without you I wouldn't have seen what a beautiful place this world can be, you shine wherever you go, you are perfection to me. Thank you for showing me a glimpse of what my life could have been like if I'd been lucky enough to have you.
Thank you for the time that we shared together as friends. You changed me, made me a better person for a while.
Without you, the world is black and hard and hateful. When you've been so close to perfection, to have it taken away is torture and I can't stand this anymore.
So I'm taking the coward's way out. Hopefully I'll be dead long before anyone misses me, but just in case, I'm leaving a little sign. I know what the guys in the ER are like, a little overzealous at the best of times.
Love
Ray.