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Notice Me

I watch you from the sidelines while you laugh and smile with your friends. You don't notice me and I don't believe you ever will. For me it's heart breaking but all the same it makes me numb to all feeling.

I hide in the shadows while you monitor the school late at night. I watch you from a far, so far away. I wish I could feel your skin. Oh how I wish to capture your hot mouth with mine. I dream to run my fingers down your back, to hear your voice tighten from my touch, to taste you. To memorize your figure, to kiss you until the world ends, and finally to whisper to you three simple, yet powerful words in your ear.

All of these are fantasies. My desires are merely fairytales that won't come true. I will always be pushed further and further away from you. Whether it be because of who I am or who surrounds me it doesn't matter.

Every night you patrol alone, it seems this is the time when you let everything go; you are who you are. I am lulled into the constant sway of your hips, into the steady beat of your heart. My mercury eyes follow you night after night. By day I cannot permit myself to even glance into your eyes for fear that you'll see right through me. You'll see that I care for you when I really shouldn't. I shouldn't but that doesn't change the fact that I do.

I could wish on a million and one stars and never have my wishes granted. Never are you alone, besides at night and still, there are paintings around, watching. Throughout the day I feel as if the air around me has stilled and I am suffocating from it. It, being the pressure of peers. For once in my life I wish I could be different. I could be someone else. If even for a minute I would gladly profess my love for you.

I love you so but I can't tell you and this fact nearly kills me. The only reason I'm still around is you.

Your laugh is infectious. It's so different from any other. When the melody of your voice reaches my else deaf ears, I cannot help but smile inwardly. Each time I am thankful you are not suffering the same fate as I. If I cannot make you happy I only hope and pray you find someone who loves you and CAN love you as much as I do.

For now I can be content with only watching you from afar. It pains me to know this but I have to deal with the fact.

You are so engulfed in other things that you don't seem to notice me. I know I have said once before that I'm okay with it but the truth is I'm not. It nearly kills me every time another man touches your golden skin. When they hug you in a way I know men who have something impure on their minds do. To be able to touch your innocent, pure skin would send me to heaven.

Even though you are supposed to be a mud-muggleborn you are nothing of the sort! How could something so untainted, so beautiful, so innocent, and so smart be someone of that status? Not that I care mind you, but it just has to be wrong. I love you because of who you are… not WHAT you are.

If you say we all should overcome our prejudices then why can't you? Why can't you notice me? Why can't you run into my arms and happily tell me that you return my feelings? Why can't you go against the separation of Hogwarts houses and be with me? Why can't you notice I'm standing right here, right in front of your face? All I want is for you to notice me… that's all.

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A/N: Not my best work I know but there are a few parts I REALLY REALLY liked. Hope you enjoy it enough to review!