Ok I just want to say that I love all of you thanks sooo much! I also
wanted to mention something I realized that most of this was narrated by
Sesshomaru, not much by Inuyasha. But I think that's ok, cause no one is
really saying anything. Also they keep saying "why" and I just realized that
as well. One more thing I want to thank the authors that put me on their favorite list, I checked the status thing, and I saw who has me on their list, thanks a lot you guys! Well I want to get started (and I think you want me to as well) so I better start, with the
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha I don't own a house, or a car or my own
life...so why would I own Inuyasha? (Don't ask.)
Sesshomaru
Inuyasha is walking around in the house; he acts like he doesn't want to be
here anymore even though this is the only place he has. His friends left a
note for me, they want Inuyasha back, and they think I am going to kill him. I
told them that he is here from his own free will, he didn't care about them
anymore, and they should just forget him as well. But I do tell them how
Inuyasha is doing, I send Jaken to do that though, and the girl, Kagome,
keeps telling me to bring him there, that I am a liar that I am killing
Inuyasha slowly, and that I am a sick, heartless, bastard. I haven't
responded to any more letters after that one. Inuyasha has stopped fighting
me; he doesn't even talk to me anymore if ever. It doesn't bother me; I
don't have to hear his voice. There are footsteps outside of my door, and
then a knock. "Who is it?" I looked down to my table; it was filled with
letters from Inuyasha's friends. "Me" Inuyasha's voice. Great. I pushed the
letters under the chair "Come in" Inuyasha opened the door a bit and looked inside "Sesshomaru can I stay in here?" he looked behind him "yes." I picked up the papers "I have to put something away, you can stay here if you want" I walked to the door. Inuyasha grabbed my shirt "What's that?" He pointed to the letters in my hand "Nothing." I walked past him and he started to follow me "Can I see them?"
"Why?"
"One of them has Kagome's sent on it." I stopped, "It's letters from your friends, they want to know when you are coming back." "Did you tell them I wasn't going back?" "No" he growled "And why not?" I started to walk away; I didn't have to talk to him "tell me Sesshomaru!" He ran in front of me "Tell me why you didn't tell the." "If you want them to know so bad you are the one who has to tell them!" I yelled. "I am not responsible for you brother, do you understand that? I don't have to do anything for you!" "Yes you are!" his face was Turing a bit red from anger. "How is that?" he hesitated "You didn't kill me, when I tried to kill myself, in that sense you saved my life, right?" I nodded that was somewhat true "And when someone saves someone else's life, they have to take responsibility for that person." "Continue Inuyasha" he looked like he was in thought again "If I killed a whole village, it would be your fault, because your would be the reason I am still alive" I shrugged "And why would I care if you did any of that. Inuyasha listen to me, I do not care if that is how you think or if that is how everyone thinks, I don't feel any responsibility for you, I am letting you stay here because Rin wants you here, but if you bother me again with me being responsible for you I will make you leave, and I will land you right in front of your friends so you can go back to them." He lowered his eyes "can I see them?" "See what?" he pointed to the letters "Those?" I shoved them into his hands "Read all you want." I walked away.
Inuyasha
Sesshomaru was yelling at me "And why would I care if you did any of that. Inuyasha listen to me, I do not care if that is how you think or if that is how everyone thinks, I don't feel any responsibility for you, I am letting you stay here because Rin wants you here, but if you bother me again with me being responsible for you I will make you leave, and I will land you right in front of your friends so you can go back to them." I lowered my gaze, I didn't want him to get mad at me…I don't want to hear him raise his voice, and I don't want to go back to my friends. But if I said this to him then he would get even angrier, I looked at the letters "Can I see them?" why would they write to him? "See what?" his voice was cold again, no emotion. I pointed at the letters "Those." He shoved them at me "Read all you want." He walked away from me. I walked back into the room; I think it's a study…I'm not to sure. I put the letters on the table and sat in the chair, I opened Sango and Miroku's they both said about the same thing, to convince me to come back to them, in one piece. Kagome's were filled with things like "If you hurt him I will kill you" or "Please don't hurt him, please don't kill him!" this got me a bit mad, only since none of them seemed to remember that they were the reason I was feeling bad. I pushed the letters away from me, and brought my legs to my chest. They don't really care about me; I know that…they just want me there to help them. That's all they ever wanted me for. I felt sick thinking about it. They don't care about me; my own brother doesn't care about me! I didn't really think that he ever would…but now that I think about it, no one really is there for me, why would anyone miss me if I die? I should its not like any one cares. I think even Sesshomaru said that he wouldn't help me if he found me dying. I wiped my eyes with my sleeve, I felt like crying but I cant, I can never cry…but the tears came out anyway. I felt horrible…no one wants me, no one cares, so why am I still alive? "Inuyasha?" Sesshomaru was in the room; I didn't even hear him come. I wiped my eyes but it didn't help he still saw me crying he walked towards me and I felt his hands go around me he was holding me in a hug…why? "Se-Sesshomaru" I couldn't stop crying, and he still held me (Just from the author: WTF?) He looked down at me as I cried, he stayed there I tried to keep quiet, and to stop but I couldn't. Sesshomaru put his hand on my face and raised it so that I would look at him. "Inuyasha" his face was getting closer to mine "Don't cry any more" he pulled my face closer to mine "Ses-" his lips touched mine...and we kissed.
I can't write kissing scenes…or anything romantic…but I gave a good shot. I hope you like what i wrote, i tried really hard to get this done! Happy Easter! Please R&R!
