Hey Everyone, its been a long long time since I last talked to all of you, and boy has a lot happened to me...one thing, I have a sister...yea... ((looks around)) something cool. Also, I only have one computer to work with, and I soon will have one at my mom's making it easier for me to write my fanfics... and now, I am watching some show on Logo a good station for people who want to get some good inspiration (or at least good for me...I like some of the show's too...okay getting off subject again) well here I am, with the newest chapter to right for you, the readers...and again, I am sorry to those who I made wait...I also am sorry to the fans I lost...cause of course...they didn't stand a chance... Well here you go, the newest chapter to the story that you've been waiting for for too long. Oh and this computer doesn't have double space, but i spaced it while editting it, i hope it works. Oh and magically Sessh has his arms back... I don't know how it happened (Maybe it grew back? hmmm)
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Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha and never will...I have finally accepted it...or so you think...
Chapter 7: You love WHO?
Inuyasha
My friends...hmm...friends doesn't fit them anymore, no, but I will still call them that...I guess...well my friends left, leaving me all alone in the room, and slowly again tears come down my face, slowly, I hate myself more today, and everyday it seems I cry more, which in a result makes me hate myself again. When they left Kagome wanted to stay, but I growled at her, and she had left, and she cried like Sango and Shippo... Again, I feel bad. Dose yelling at your 'friends' make you a bad person, or... if it doesn't what dose it make you? My head hurts again, and now I'm getting pissed off. I stand up quickly and look at the door that Sesshomaru was standing outside of "What!" I snapped. He slid the door open silently, and carefully, and walked to me. "What makes you cry Inuyasha? I don't ever remember seeing you cry so much." He wiped a tear away with his thumb, and looked at me. "Don't cry." I didn't move my head, and I left it there, when his hands held my face...but, I knew something was wrong, and I couldn't stay still, he, Sesshomaru, had always been the cause for many of my tears when I was little, so why, why is he being kind to me know? I pushed my head away and walked out of the room, and went back into the garden that I had been in before everyone showed up. Found my place at the tree, and slept.
Sesshomaru
I put my hands down when he slid the door shut, and sighed. What is wrong with me, he is my brother, so I shouldn't be in love with him, but I am... I put my right hand up against my temple and rubbed it softly... what am I doing? If I get attached to Inuyasha...bad things will come from it... 'but you want that don't you?' damn...I still hear that voice but it's my voice too...so I think, not hope, think that I do want him here, and I do want to get attached to him...and a thought that made me feel sick to my stomach, I even Loved him, I was in Love, with my-little-half-brother... the thought made me shutter, but I felt good about it at the same time...it feels as if I let a large burden off my shoulders, admitting it...but it didn't make me feel better... "M-m-me lord?" Jaken stuttered into the room, almost tripping over his new robes, which were to large for him, "Inuyasha...is in the garden..." he could tell Jaken was trying to be careful of his wording, afraid to say the wrong thing. "Jaken, is there anything else you want to say? I won't get angry" he looked at me, not knowing if I was telling the truth or not...but he opened that annoying mouth of his again "Yes sire there is! That Half-Demon, why is he living here, he's filthy, and disgusting, and just...just...ju-" I kicked him, " That thing, Jaken, is my brother, and next time, word things differently." I said coolly, and walked into the garden to where Inuyasha was sleeping soundly, the moon shined kindly on his face and there was a slight breeze, causing the smell of the cherry blossoms to fill the air. I lifted him gently so he wouldn't wake up and whispered to him "You'll get sick if you stay out here, little brother." he stirred a bit, but then fell into a deeper sleep and snuggled up to me. He muttered something in his sleep, but I couldn't hear it. "Shhh" I walked up the few steps, and took him to his room. But how long would he want to stay here? When he's here I...I feel so confused, what I am going to do, with him? I love my brother, no, I'm In Love, with my brother...and the longer he is here...the more I need to know...dose he want to stay...and...dose he love me?
Inuyasha
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"OW!" I yelled, " What's going on! Why is the sky white...white?" I put my hands up to the sheet from my covers and pulled them off me...how was I in bed? I had only been asleep for a few minutes right? I stood up, tripping a couple of times, and went to the windows...It's morning... 'Who put me here?' I looked around my room to see if anyone was there, and if they were, I would have to make sure they told no one that I fell out of my bed...or said those things...but no ones here, and I sighed in relive. I didn't bother to change my cloth's, they weren't dirty, and I've worn them for months on end before. So one day couldn't hurt...or has it been longer then a day...I cant remember... 'ask Sesshomaru' Inuyasha told me...Oh shit...I'm talking to myself...I even referred to myself as "Inuyasha" I opened my door only to have a shocked looking Sesshomaru standing outside of it. His composer fixed almost automatically. "Good morning, Inuyasha." "Neh" was my response. I went to walk past him, but I felt his arm grab mine, "Look Sesshomaru, I'm hungry, let me eat and then we'll talk..." but I don't think he heard me... "Inuyasha, are you sure you want to stay here?" I looked up at him, almost shocked at his words. "Don't you...want me here?" "No Inuyasha...I Mean, I do want you here, but do you want to be here, for real? Think about it." I looked at him, "Of course I want to be here Sesshomaru..." I looked at his eyes, and he had this look...he doesn't want me to leave but...something is bothering him...and I don't want to leave because if I leave, if he makes me leave, I have no one, because no one really wants me back, my friends even said "'We need you to help us with the jewel shards!'" knowing that that's the only reason they want me hurts...so why dose he want me gone? "Why do you want to stay Inuyasha?" "Because Sesshomaru! I-I...love you..." and those last words were the last words I thought I would ever say to my brother...the man I loved...
Okay so its ends like that...I know, it sucks, but I gtg cause my dad will get home soon, and well...I wasn't suppose to be on the computer anyways...well hope you like it and I will be trying even harder to get this story up! Till then review and just sit back and enjoy (and wait too...if you can!) and im sorry it was short!