-1I Can't Help Myself
It scares me, I lay awake at night wondering if it will ever happen
It scares me, I resist it, I refuse it, I deny it
No matter what I do or what I say, I can't help myself
When I feel the vibe, and taste the pleasure of the feeling
When I feel the sign, theirs no turning back
All innocence is lost
When did this begin, how did it happen, it was so undetectable
My acts, so vivid, yet so tainted
I can't help myself
It scares me, because I enjoy the feeling
I savor what I feel and see
It helps calm the beast
Do you remember all we went through
All the precious memories
My acts, so vivid, yet so unholy
Why can't I help myself
I wont let it take over
Do you remember how to learn
Be aware and hold on tight to what you think is important
I close my eyes and sink within myself
Your in my memories
Our friendship can never be bought or sold
I may not be able to help myself now
But I might tomorrow
I'm in need of a fix called innocence