YOU HURT ME, BUT I HURT YOU WORSE

Disclaimer: if I owed Gilmore Girls…so many comments, so little time…let's just say I don't…yet.

A/N: hey people, wassup? I just wanted to say this is my first fic! So please let me know what you think! Also, this is post season five…I'm ignoring the 'dropping out of Yale thing'.

Peace out

Tya

Rory's POV

I was having lunch with my boyfriend, Logan. Things have been good

for us! Really good, I might actually lo- Oh no! Suddenly I caught myself

staring at a certain dark haired boy who just walked in.

As soon as he sat down he looked at me. In his eyes I saw hurt and

sorrow which he quickly covered and put on his stubborn eyes.

"My town, I'm leaving," he said mocking Rory. At this point, Logan was staring at me, really confused. Jess was starting to get up, still staring at me. And I, I was staring right back at him.

"Jess. JESS!" It came out as a whisper, then a yell! I found my self-getting out of my seat, going after him. As soon as he saw me he took off running. I went after him. "No! Wait! Stop running! No fair! You know I can't run! …If you don't stop I'll tell Luke!" I yelled chasing him around.

At this he stopped, turned to me, and said, "You'll tell Luke?" I sighed and gave him a look a 'please listen to me' look.

"Hi. Jess listen, I just wanted to say th" I started to say, but Jess interrupted me.

"Why'd you say no?" he asked. His tone was hurt. His eyes were sad. Just then it occurred to me that I hurt him WAY more than he hurt me.

I sighed and said, "Because you hurt me, left me three times with no exclamation !" He squrrmed trying to avoid answering that. He nodded to Logan.

"Boyfriend?" Jess asked.

I sighed knowing he was just stalling. Then I answered, "Yah. His names Logan."

"Really? Huh. I just thought for sure that you'd have gotten back together with bag boy." Jess remarked

I was getting frustrated with him. Really ticked off, "I did. Look Jess, please. Please just tell me. Tell me why." I said giving him my puppy eyes. I was actually on the verge of crying.

"Your boyfriends watching." He said, trying to walk away. I grabbed him by the arms and looked him strait in the eye. His expression softened.

He sighed and said, "Because. Because I was ashamed. I failed school. I couldn't take you to prom. Because my dad came to visit me. Because I failed Luke, I failed you. Because I wasn't good enough for you. It was just a matter of time before you saw it. Lorelei saw it, Luke saw it the whole town saw it. Because no matter how much I loved you, you didn't love me."

After this exclamation I just stood there, shocked. He was at his car when I got my senses back and went running up, "Jess. I did love you, and I still do. And with that, I ran away smiling.

THE END

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