Chapta 3: Breakdown

Note: OMGZ ive been missing out on writing here but im so busy with summer and stuff but now im goin back to school soon so ill have to write my fics in my classes so i have something to do!

Now this chapters gonna start gettin things good ok!

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"i swear Kris, Rick just gave me a ride home. I had to babysit, thats all" Megz whined the next day when Kris had cornered her near their lockers.

"...Still! Rick dumped me adn i dont know what to do! i havent eaten since he dumped me well i ate leftover pizza but then i made myself throw up because i felt so bad and you wernt even online of their for me Megz!" Kris yelled causing another seen. Kids looked around and laughed. Kris was one of the "unpopulars" though because of the clothes she wore were black and the music she listened to.

"Kri-" Megz started, but Kris didnt want to hear it, she was to depressed. She stormed off to her algebra class. Except it wasnt any better because she was in the same class as Rich adn obviously they sat next to each other because they were going out UNTIL YESTERDAY!

usually Kris was running late to class but since she was arging with Megz she was one of the first people there. She sat in her usual spot and felt her stomach drop when she looked at the desk where her and Rich had carved things together. it still said "Kris and Rich 4EVA" with a carved heart outlinecd in gel pen around it. She was so contented looking at it and ready to throw up bille that she didnt even notice Rick enter the room and sit somewhere else until the bell rang and class began. Everyone was looking at them she realized. Even thought hey were jerks to her, she thought they were probably jealous because of her love life. She whimpered outloud and a few kids giggled and even the teacher smiled a little.

That was it! Kris stood up and looked directly to Rich. Her fiery purple eyes flared like flames "I need to go to the nurse!" and she rushed out down the hall and out the building.

There were hours before schoolw as actually over so she probably couldnt go home, it was her moms day off and she would be grounded for so long, not that it really mattered sinc eRich dumpecd her and MEgz was fighitng with her so she could be grounded forever and it wouldnt matter. She felt so despering. She walked towards the highway. She wouldnt admit to herself where she was going but deepd own she thought there was nothing else shed be able to do. How could she go on?

Before long she was standing on an overpass. she went up to the ledge and outstretched her arms. the wind whipped in her hair and it was actually empowering. She didnt even realize she was crying until she thougt it was actually raining outside and it wasnt. her face was just so wet from tears.

"I hope Rich misses me" she murmered.

A car behind her whizzed by and beeped. She jumped, startled, and lost her balance and stumped over the small ledge...

"Oh MY GOD! " she screamed grasping at the railing and catching on.

Thank goodness she was fit, otherwise Kris probably would have died. No one seemed to notcie above or below as she clawed her way up. It must have only been a few moments but it sure felt like eternity. The black fingernail polish was chipped and pelling afterwards and she had scratches all over her hands. She was out of breath. But she was alive, and maybe she should be thankful she thought. Maybe that meatn something. Maybe Rich had called.

She turned around to go back home but then realized how close she was to th emall and she still had to get fake blood and makeup from spencers for her costume. She still wanted to dress up even if she wasnt going to the dance. she could hand out candy or soemthing.

While she was checking out new cds at the record store she saw someone familiar... Megz!

She ducked ow but it was too late.

"are you hiding from me?" Megz came up to her and asked as Kris was laid low on the floor.

"um... no. i jsut lost a contact... not that it matters" Kris mumbled, pretending to look for a contact.

"oh well... let me help you,"she bent down and her eyes widened "OMG your hands are all bloody!"

Kris looked at her hadns. Indeed they were all bloody. She didnt even feel the pain. It must have been because her pain inside was too much worse than the physical pain of her mangled hands.

"Oh, yeah-"

"Come on Kris lets go to the bathroom and you can come with my and my parents out to dinner tonight"

In the bathroom megz continued "i really didnt do anything with Rich, I promise you. Youre my best friend and id never hurt you like that. I still hope youll go to the dance even though youre not going out with Rich. i bet there will be some real hotties there."

Kris couldnt help but smile. Whenever she was down Megz would start talking like a teenybopper to make her laugh.

And Megz may not be right on emeting someone better than Rich, but oh well she would still get to dress up.

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Im gonna stop here but ill be posting the next chapter like tomorrow and its going to start moving real fast!