Disclaimer: Ok I don't own Twilight, get over it.

A/n: READ IMPORTANT Ok so now that I found my notebook, the story will go all according to plan. Ok Umm I really don't feel like writing like a whole other month of school, so this chapter is going to be the change. Ok I'm really sorry if this story sucks because I know it probably does. So R&R and kill Alice Cullen, because she stole my notebook. Ok bye!

-Nicole 3

Chapter 8

BPOV

The past few weeks were great. I loved living with Edward and his family. Everybody was also very anxious about the change. Even Edward himself seemed excited that I would finally be able to be close to him, without worrying about being hurt.

When the night of the change finally came, Edward seemed a little tense. I was also a little nervous. Edward must have sensed this, because he had a discussion with me, right before he was going to bite me.

"Bella, you are absolutely positive that this is what you want? Because once the change occurs, there is no going back," he told me.

"Edward, I would do anything for you, and if this is what it takes for us to be together, than I will do it." Edward nodded and placed his lips onto mine. I felt my cheeks turn scarlet.

EPOV

I placed my lips over hers, and watched hr pale cheeks turn red for the last time. I took her hand into mine as we walked to my room.

"Ready?" I asked her as we walked inside.

"Couldn't be anymore ready than I already am," she assured me. I picked her up and placed her on the bed.

I placed my lips on her neck and whispered, "No matter what happens Isabella Swan, I will always love you." I took a deep breath in, then placed my teeth into her skin.

BPOV

I felt the fire burn throughout my neck. I let out a piercing scream. I heard Edward's voice trying to soothe me.

"Shh... Bella, it will be alright! Don't worry, I'll be right next to you the entire time." I felt the venom start to spread throughout the rest of my body. I screamed again and blacked out.

EPOV

I watched her scream. I felt horrible for putting my Bella through so much pain. She didn't deserve the life I was about to damn her with. I was such an idiot for giving into her pleas. She was screaming for what seemed to be hours. Sometimes she would yell out things like: "Edward! Help!" I really wished I could help her. I wished I could stop the pain that she was going through.

During the second day, Alice and Jasper came to see how Bella was doing.

"How is she pulling through?" Alice asked.

"Alice, I have no idea," I said truthfully. I wish I knew for sure that Bella was ok. Sometimes the transformations went wrong, and the victim didn't— live.

Jasper sent a wave of calmness throughout the room.

Bella still would scream out my name, begging me to help her. I bent down to whisper in her ear, " Only one more day left my angel." I knew that she would make it through, she had to. If this didn't work out, it would be all my fault, and—. I couldn't even think of how life would be without her.

The third day, was the one I looked forward to the least. Today was the day that Bella would officially be killed, and become a monster like me. I could sense the venom flowing to her heart. I heard her scream as the venom killed her heart slowly and painfully. I heard her heartbeat decrease to nothing. The change was over, I had Bella with me forever.

Slowly she opened her eyes and sat up. She looked around the room until her blood red eyes met my topaz ones.

"Edward," she whispered and got off the bed. She ran into my arms, and I held her close. It felt so good to have her back in my arms.

I pulled away from our embrace, and looked her up and down. Her long, straight, brown hair, was now shiny and sleek. Her facial features were perfected also. Her nose was small and thin, fitting her face perfectly. Her lips were a pale pink. Her body was also thinner, clothes that were skin tight on her just three days ago, were baggy on her now. She looked even more beautiful than before the change, if that was at all possible.

"You look beautiful!" I complimented her, pulling her back against myself.

"Thanks Edward,' she said wrapping her arms around me.

A/n: Yea I know it sucked... but R&R please!