Authors Note:
I am so sorry that I have to put another one of these guys up. Well I am going away to Canada, so I wont be able to update for a while. I am so sorry about the wait. But believe me, it's a long car ride, so I will have plenty of time to brainstorm on what's going to happen in my fic. Well that's pretty much it. Oh yea. If anybody knows the song "Animal I have become" by Three Days Grace, did the lyrics remind anybody of Edward's feelings towards being a vampire? Well thats what I thought of when I was listening to it. If you don't know the song here are the lyrics.
"Animal I Have Become"
I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)
I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal(This animal I have become)