Part 3
Disclaimer:
You know, just the usual – JAG and ist characters don't belong to me yawn, they belong to DPB.
A/N:
Since everyone who reviewed said I should continue this, here goes the third part.
Dear diary,
Our weekend trip was great – well, except for one thing. If I asked Harm why he changed his mind one month ago, he'd flinch and search for some excuse to chance the topic.
Considering that happened at least five times this weekend, I guess I've more than enough reason to be concerned. I mean, you can't get along with somebody if he doesn't trust you enough to tell you the truth, can you?
Yeah, sure, Harm always behaves this way if it comes to personal things, but hell, we are having an intimate relationship right now. Was it right to change my opinion about the 'Just friends'- thing because of a single sentence he said?
Oh, quit it, I know I shouldn't be worrying about such a thing, he'll tell me about it in due time. It's just so strange. Whatever made him change him mind is obviously embarrassing him, else he wouldn't act that way, would he?
Well, maybe I'll try to get an answer later, when we meet at McMurphy's with the rest of the J.A.G. staff. So I'll just take a break now, get myself dressed and write the rest later, see ya.
Dear diary,
Here I am again. I really liked our little 'meeting' tonight. Harm came with me afterwards, to discuss a few things, he said. Unfortunately, his decision about our relationship, was not one of them. Do you still think it's normal? I mean, I'm not, but it's always good to hear a second opinion. Alright… I understand. But I'll give him only one more chance before I'll certainly blow a gasket…
You know, I'd never panic so much about this if he hadn't react so strange to my question. If he had just told me what it is, no matter how odd, I would have accepted it and let it stay that way – wouldn't I. But… if it's something he knows I'll get upset about…
Nah, stop those thoughts, Colonel MacKenzie. Of course it's nothing bad.
You sure want to know what exactly he wanted to discuss with me. You won't believe it, but he wanted to talk about our deal. The baby-deal, you know, right?
He asked me if we were would still have a child together in one year, or if I wanted to wait a bit longer.
He was just so funny, I had fight hard to keep myself from laughing out loud. I mean, we're together for only four weeks, who would think about marrying or having children now?
Anyway, we kept talking about that for some time longer, while I was trying to convince him we can really wait with such a decision – hell, who knows where we'll be in one year?
As much as I wanted to tell him that, a tiny voice inside me said that wouldn't be very wise. So we just agreed to talk about it in a few months – still soon enough we've time to think about it.
Oh, just one thing left to tell. I know it's an everyday occurrence, but since I never wrote about it in here, here it goes:
As he said goodbye, we shared another one of those mind-blowing kisses. Kissing Harm always felt like heaven on earth, especially now when I know I can get one of it whenever I want.
There is just something about the way he presses his lips against mine that is different from all other men I kissed.
Well, guess I've to finish this now, 'cause I'm really tired. I mean, it's past midnight and I've to work tomorrow. Maybe I get a chance to speak to Harm at J.A.G. – maybe…
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