a/n: alrighty! I hope you are all enjoi-ing my drabbles! Why else would I write them?

Disclaimer: I do not own Fullmetal Alchemist. If I did, there would be changes. Envy would cease to exist, as would Winry, for starters. Pride would get thrown into an active volcanoe. All the cool homunculi would go eat nachoes and be happy. And Ed would never die!

As I gave yoou up, I cried. I knew it even then, I knew that you weren't my child. You were a thing. A doll I created. But...how did it go so wrong?

I knew what I was doing, I had all of the ingrediants right. I wasn't stong enough. I wasn't strong enough to give you life; the life you deserved. So, when you died, I tried to bring you back. It just didn't work that way.

When I saw what I had done, I was scared. My beautiful boy, turned into this. A grotesque imitation of life. I've never felt so sorry for any being in my life. But... I thought that what I had done was best for you.

I gave you up. I thought it was right. I knew you wouldn't be able to live a normal life. So I gave you back to the Gate. I wondered if maybe, you would find a new life, but in my heart I doubted it. I wept again.

I never once imagined that you would steal my pupil's limbs. Just so you could one day be free of the hell that I had put you in. Am I to blame?

And as you stood there, choking the life out of me with my student's limb, I thought only of you. I wanted forgiveness. I knew it was my fault. I brought you there to kill you. I couldn't. You would've killed my, if Ed had not saved me first. I don't doubt it. That monster Envy had turned you into a killing machine. And I listened to your story, but no one saw my tears. I wasn't strong enough. And I'm sorry.

a/n: Wahhhh... I'll try to do more humour, I promise. but after watching last night's episode 'Sin', I couldn't help myself.

Reviewer Responses:

kinokokichigai: Oh...smoke. (pulls out a fire extinguisher) here! Idea! )hands fire extinguisher to you) You can use this! I know many people do not like RoyEd, but I love the pairing, if it's done right. Thank you for the compliments!

Always Smiling: Thanks, I was long overdue for the humour factor. (evil laugh) you'll see what was in the note, probably in the next drabble.

thedeathalchemist: (1)Curse the milk indeed... (2)thank you! I will write more!

a/n: hey, has anyone read my story on quizilla yet!