Silent Desires

Chapter 6

Sess/kag

Speaking " "

Thinking ' 'also in italic

A/N Sowwies for the late update faithful readers! But I've been really busy as of late and im trying to get all my stories in order, but I keep coming up with ideas at the oddest moments and I start writing new stories and forget about my main ones. But here's a new chapter for silent desires!

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Last time-

Kagome was just sitting there dumbfounded but recovered and looked at Kagura, "so you're into drawing and painting? She asked her."

"Yeah! Ever since I was little, why? You're into it to?" Kagura asked her with curiosity. Kagome nodded and both girls headed back to the bench forgetting all about the little cat fight to two had and started talking animatedly.

Yura and Megumi just stared at Kagura opened mouth; Kanna smirked and headed over to her sister and new found friend and ally.

Megumi and Yura just stalked off, planning on how to get Kagura back and get back at little Kagome.

Sesshomaru and Naraku just looked at the two girls and sighed.

"Women" they both replied together and headed off after them to also catch up with each other.

This time- A week later- Sesshomaru's

Inuyasha's POV:

Sesshomaru and Kagome were in the living room watching Kagome's cartoons snuggled up on the two seated couch, eating our mom's cookies, or more like Kagome stuffing them all in her mouth and leaving us two cookies, one already bitten.

"Kaggggome! You ate all the cookies! You didn't even leave any for me!" I said playfully.

"Yeah I did! I left you two! Said Kagome; gesturing toward the two cookies, while trying to swallow the mass of cookie in her mouth.

"You left us one in a half, you already bit one." Sesshomaru argues back with a grin kissing the top of her head.

"Fine I'll make you guys cookies of my own or we could just go to my house and raid the cookie jar there?

Sesshomaru smiled and gestured to her mouth on the side, using his finger to scoop the chocolate off and putting it in his mouth, "You taste yummy as ever Kagome!" he said causing Kagome to blush.

I silently wanted to die right then and there, Sesshomaru had something so precious.

The two snuggle down into the couch but Kagome jumped when the door bell rang.

"I'll get it!" I said, jumping up, having an excuse to get away from them, and running down the stair case towards the front door. Sesshomaru and Kagome looked at each other and shrugged and went back to watching TV snuggled together.

It had been a week since they had been going out officially, making me jealous with want. I huffed and sat down on my bed and stared moodily at the door, blaming it for my troubles at the moment.

Knowing my true trouble sat on the chair near my desk, staring at me with a contempt smile, enjoying causing me pain.

I had known Kagome since I was in 4th grade, a year behind her and Sesshomaru but she treated me with kindness and an equal.

She came over our house often and would always play with me and Sesshomaru together, even though she met HIM first and I could now tell she preferred him more to. But we came to act like brother and sister and that was fine at the moment, but that all changed during the years.

Kagome had grown up from the clumsy little girl, to a beautiful woman with an amazing personality. And that brotherly love had turned into something that couldn't satisfy me, and twisted into something more romantic.

I had never been able to tell her, knowing she didn't feel the same for me, she only saw me as the little brother she made me out to be.

I opened the door to see my main problem, Kikyou, yah sure were going out but I hated her guts and she looked at me and smiled an overly sweet smile, letting her self in as always, looking around for Sesshomaru.

But then seeing me looking in to the living room she saw me looking at Kagome with longing, not really wanting to look at Kikyou at the moment knowing what she was here for.

Smiling with a wicked gleam in her eyes she said her greeting to me "ah Inuyasha! How can you stare so openly at something that's not yours?" knowing this would bait me into a fight with her I replied back calmly not giving into her taunts, " Well, looks like your gonna be starting openly at something that will never be yours to!" I replied with a feral grin.

She looked around for Sesshomaru knowing he would be around the living room at this time of the day and only knowing this because she had stalked him enough to know, found him, but with someone unexpected.

"WHATS THAT BITCH DOING HERE WITH HIM! AND SITTING WITH HIM SO CLOSELY?" She whispered angrily.

"Well Kikyou if you opened your bloody eyes and listened to people once in a while than assuming things are all peachy, you'd know they have been going out for almost a week know!" I grinned finding this gruesome fact for once a pleasing tactic.

"This changes my plans drastically now! You should have told me!" she said in a hoarse whisper indicating her losing battle on holding her anger at bay.

"Now why would I do that? You sufferings are ever so humorous to me!" I replied with mockery.

She looked at me spitefully and whispered tautly "we'll see how funny your suffering is when I tell the whole world your little silent desires for our little Kagome in there!" she replied.

"You wouldn't dare! You're in my house right now and by the little snap of MY fingers you'd be arrested and put in your place!" I whispered nastily at her balling my fist.

Then you must remember that YOUR secret's in my care and ill exploit it whenever I please!

"Well how the hell are you going to get Sesshomaru now! He's seeing Kagome now and if I remember hearing correctly a minute ago I heard them saying they loved each other and were very happy! I replied knowing shed have to think this one over.

"Easy! Maker her seem like a whore letting him catch her with you and then ill be the one to comfort him when his hearts left in the open!" She replied obviously thinking that one a little quick and not thinking enough.

"And what in the freaking seven hells makes you think ill do that to her!

"Simple! Because you want her and you'd enjoy your self with her!" she replied smiling at her clever response, making me sick.

"I won't do it! I love Kagome and would protect her no matter what!' I replied sickened at the thought of doing anything of the sort with Kagome as Kikyou suggested.

"Oh yes you will! Or else ill go tell little Kagome over there my self about your little desires for her and let me tell you, those desires are pretty graphic! She replied knowing she had me and was using it to her advantage.

"This all would have never happened if I didn't drop my journal and you didn't so happen to find it! My secrets would still be mine if your whorey ass didn't exploit me with it!"

"I remember the exact day this happened too!"

Flash back:

I had been writing in my journal in the morning recording my dream I had of Kagome, wanting to remember it, to look back on it.

I had dreamed she loved me and wanted to be with me forever and we had taken a nice trip, we had been alone on a nice cruise, romantic and something to remember, And I was the older one, we had made love and had gone back lovers, and within a year of love we got married, having a little one on the way, things were good, until the bastard of an alarm clock ruined the moment, and I had to reluctantly dig through the layers of sleep, waking up, affectedly ruining the dream.

I looked towards the clock on my wall and hastily stuffed my journal in my shoulder sling, and bolted for school, seeing as I was almost late for 7th grade.

Kagome was in 8th grade along with Sesshomaru, but they hadn't been as close as they had the other years, and I silently thanked what god was responsible, maybe this was my given chance to come and win her heart.

I scrambled into the homeroom and just barely made it, and the teacher wasn't even there! Luck was on my side.

That girl Kikyou was in here also, and was looking at me weird, like she had something that could ruin my life, I shivered, she was one of those popular girls that got every thing they wanted by looks alone, and it seemed she wanted Sesshomaru this time, she would always look at him all dreamy like and it was disgusting, but he decidedly seemed like he wasn't interested in girls right now, and she was throwing a silent hissy fit about it.

And it seemed as if she wanted to use me to get to him, but hey I may not like my brother but I wouldn't let him go through that kind of torture, which was just plain awful.

I rummaged through my bag, searching for my journal to read over the dream entry, only to find it missing.

I panicked and checked twice and a third time, only getting the same results. And I know understood now, Kikyou's look and my purpose in her so called plan, even if it was a mistake she took the chance and now she has me as her pawn.

And I hated her for it, and I hated my self even more for falling in her trap.

The class went agonizingly slow, after class I would have to confront her, im not going to be used, but I sure hope to hell she didn't read anything.

The bell finally rang and I rushed out the door before anyone and I waited, leaning on the door frame waiting for her to come out.

She came out with a smug little grin thinking she'd won, but she had another thing coming.

Seeing my scowl she looked me square in the face,

"Ah! Inuyasha! You seem to be angry at me for something! But I have no idea what it could be about!" she said mockingly making me angrier than ever.

"You know what im mad about and you better damn well give me back my journal or else I'll report you and don't you dare fucking think I wont! Cause I sure as hell will!" I said to her in a hissing whisper growling the last sentence.

She looked at me malevolently and hissed her own warning, "Report what you like, but I've read a few interesting things in this here journal and I must say the dream about Kagome was interesting indeed! And I made a few copies here ready to go out to the public if you don't comply with my wishes, and I mean with the little snap of my finger these copies are to be handed out immediately." She finished menacingly.

I looked over to her horrified, she was really serious!

"And what exactly do you want?" I asked her with my heads down shielding my face from her, never letting her see my thoughts.

"Glad you're complying. If you didn't you'd know what would happen. She smiled evilly.

'Stupid bitch' I thought sullenly

"Well for starters, I want Sesshomaru and ill get him at any cost, but I think you already know that now don't you? Well for starters, I see that little whore Kagome hasn't been hanging around him all too much but I still see that their close and Sesshomaru still looks at her with longing but I can't have that now can I? So I've devised a plan, you will ask me out to be your girlfriend, pretending to be close, and ill be able to go to your house and be able to see Sesshomaru and get close to him. And if that wont work, ill just seduce him and get him to love me the hard way."

I stared at her in disbelief, 'yah Kikyou failed a year and should be in the same grade as Kagome, but she was only 14 or 15 and shouldn't be thinking of seducing anyone! Wow she really was a whore!'

I stared at her angrily remembering her calling Kagome a whore, who was nothing but, "If anyone's a whore it's you Kikyou! And I know this plan wont work! Because that's all Sesshomaru WILL think of you when you attempt this plan while going out with me! A dirty ass whore!" I yelled at her, now gaining the attention of a good crowd.

"I'll comply with your plan but ill be the one laughing in the end when your plan crumbles!" I laughed and walked away, with her sputtering in her words, but quickly getting over the spell, trotted after me, pulling me around to face her, but as I turned around I didn't catch her hand I knew was coming for my face, and with a SMACK resounding around the hall, everyone was silent.

I looked at her in silence, bringing up my hand to my cheek, feeling scratches from her nails which in fact drew blood didn't bother me but the fact that she dared hit me in public, made me want to strangle her, but as I looked out the side of my eye I saw the person of our topic standing there looking between me and her.

Knowing he heard most of our conversation, he would want to hear from me later.

But what made me smirk even more was the fact that Kagome was standing there right by his side, most likely on their way to lunch, which probably meant they had the same homeroom, which also meant they were over their differences and she would probably be coming over later, and I smiled, this little fact being the mighty downfall of Kikyou's plan.

Silent agreeing with the terms and making my own I smiled at Kikyou catching her of guard, noticing she didn't see Sesshomaru either made me grin even further.

"Alrighty Kikyou!" You got your self a partner!" I said to her making her grin in triumph.

I walked away with Kikyou behind me smiling as if nothing happened, walking like a brat who just got her candy bar.

'This will be fun.' Knowing I was in for a game, AND knowing id win.

After school-

I had walked home instead of taking the bus knowing Kikyou was on the same bus and I didn't want to deal with her right now, nobody would let her into the house either, Sesshomaru didn't even know her or even acknowledge her and everyone was informed by me earlier that she was not to be let in when I was not there.

I walked in and saw them in the kitchen most likely eating mothers cookies from the smell of things, but seeing Kagome there alone was enough to make me want to jump up and down in happy dances.

She was back and here to stay! But it was her smile that made me happiest of all; she hadn't smiled in such a long time.

After a while when everything quieted down, I took Sesshomaru to the study to tell him of the whores plans, Kagome was sleeping over and was taking a shower and knowing how long she liked to take shower I had plenty of time to talk to Sesshomaru.

"What do you want Inuyasha?" asked Sesshomaru in an impatiently, wanting to get back to his room when Kagome gets out so he can give her a pair of clothes seeing as she had none.

"I wanted to warn you of something but I guess you don't want to listen…" I replied affectedly gaining his attention.

"Now what would anything you say to me have any importance to me?" he replied stoically.

A/N- Heyy ppl! Sowwies for the late update but I haven't had much free time to write the rest of my chapters. Sowwies but school start in less that 8 days and I wont have any free time after so im going to try and get all my chapter in now. Hope you enjoyed this chapter, but please read and review and feel free to give any comments you like.