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I'm happy I've caught up with all my main projects for the next few months so that means that all my time is going to be used to write these projects. So yah, for you.
I'm sorry to inform you that I will be in Cambridge, Ohio. It's a farming area. That means no computers, no cell service, no nothing. It's only for the week of spring break so I'm sorry if you have to wait. I'll try to put up a few chapters before I leave so I won't leave you hanging. I have my palm pilot so I'm be able to write and read quite a bit of fan fics still so yah for me and palmy. So sorry if that is your plan for that weekend. It's the weekend of 4/15/06- 4/23/06.On with the story!
Disclaimer: I don't own beyblade. (This is for the stupid people who think that you have to own something to write about it. I don't own my friends and I write about them!)
Chapter 10: No Longer a Perfectionist
Emily's Viewpoint
Kai and I walked out of the back gate onto the pavilion and sat inside of it. "You see very happy to be back with me."
"I'm very happy to see you. You have been in the hospital for a very long time and I missed you." Kai pouted and smirked in his evil yet playful manner.
"You are very good at being seductive, Kai. I can be too though." I softened my voice and he just smirked back.
"Good, because you'll need to be when you're with me." I smirked back and I stood up. I pushed him off his seat onto the lawn. I climbed on top of him and just sat there like we had done so many times. Someone came out and Kai climbed behind a bush and pulled me after him.
"You guys should be more careful where you play around. I mean I just came to visit Emily who I thought to be in the hospital and I find this. Funny huh. Kai you should know better than to take advantage of people in the hospital." I knew someone who treated Kai like that. It was none other than Ray.
Kai and I came out from behind the bush. Kai just sighed and leaved against the pole of the pavilion. "Emily looks better than fine to me, Ray." Mariah's shinning face came out from behind Ray.
"Yah, I've been out of the hospital and back to full strength for more than a month now. It's been closed to anyone especially Kai, I don't know why but they decided to. How are you two, haven't seen you since the wedding." Emily said brushing herself off from the grass that she had landed and dragged across.
"Kai's not the same Kai that he was when he left, that's for sure." Ray said taking a look at Mariah. Mariah nodded smiling at Emily.
"Neither am I. This wouldn't be the first time either of us played around with someone who was in a hospital or nearly just came out." Ray walked over to Kai.
"Kai's not usually a girl's man. He's more of a girl magnet and he's repelled to them." Kai laughed.
"Emily's different, she's more up to my standards and she's a never ending challenge. She lives to prove that she's better than me." I nod in agreement.
"It sounds like another beyblader named Kai I know. I'm sure you know him. He looks like you, acts like you and beyblades like you." Mariah laughed as well as Ray and Emily.
"Let's go in, it's kind of cold out here. Don't you agree? I'm going to make something to eat." Everyone came in and sat down to eat the food that I prepared.
"Emily, I didn't know you cook. This meal is wonderful and is wonderfully prepared. Who taught you?" I hadn't been taught but I learned on my own following directions.
"I've never been taught how to cook I just found cooking to be like science very exact and following directions and sometimes you have to make your own discoveries." Kai sat their politely eating and just nodding when ever he agreed. "So how have you two been doing?"
"I've been fine Emily, you're the one who was in the hospital. No one told me what it was for though. I was wondering now that I just remembered that." Mariah looked at me, I was wondering if I should tell her everything or just a little bit. I'll go with a little bit.
"I was in for led poisoning treatment, nothing very bad. It just effected me very badly. It wasn't enough to kill someone." Kai laughed. Ray and Mariah looked at him.
"You make it seem like some little dog bite. According to the doctor you had a very low chance of not needing a heart transplant as well as lung and other things. You're lucky, you are in fine shape now but it could have been potentially dangerous." Kai said sitting.
"Thanks for making it feel like getting out of the hospital is just a game that I just happened to win and keep my life. You have to be so gloomy don't you." Kai shook his head.
"No, I don't. I just have to put things in perspective for someone who thought it was so easy for her and nothing was going wrong." I agreed, I made it seem like it was easy. If it was easy then why did it take me 2 months to wake up from the treatment?
Ray and Kai went of to Kai's room to catch up then they'd go see Max while I talked with Miriam and Mariah. We went to my room and it was good because it was sound proof.
Mariah couldn't wait to ask questions and surprisingly Miriam knew the answers to these questions. "So what's up with you and Kai? And don't deny it, Ray and I saw you."
I started blushing. "Well Kai and I were partnered up by Mr. Dickinson. We are going to the same school and well with a few problems. It came to Kai constantly saving me. Sometime during all the times he saved me he started liking me. We would tackle each other onto the couch and stuff like that. It was just playful and later…
Mariah started laughing. "I'm sorry it's just so funny. Kai doesn't usually pay attention to anyone especially, not girls. He lives in his own world and only comes out of it to beyblade. Did you see Emily and Kai in the courtyard?"
"No, what did they do?" I blushed and hid my face.
"Well Kai was being Kai except freakier. He smirked and closed in on Emily. Emily complimented Kai on being all tricky. He smirked again and Emily tackled Kai to the ground and then we interrupted and they hid in a bush." Mariah and Miriam were laughing. I was so embarrassing why had Mariah have to be there.
Miriam opened her mouth to speak "That's so sweet. You should be careful and watch out for yourself though Emily." I hadn't thought about. Kai was really strong and he could easily smash me or crush me. But I think she was talking about something beyond that. I think she meant like him getting me pregnant. I was scared and I was shaking and then I fell to the floor.
Kai and Ray's Conversation (Earlier) Kai's Viewpoint
Emily and the girls went to talk while Ray and I catch up. "So, what's with you and Emily? When did this happen?" Ray had to get into my business didn't he?
"Well Emily kept challenging my power and helping me and sometime then I fell in love with her. She is so weak if you look at her but with her skills and talents she's so strong. She was having problems defending herself so I stepped in and helped her and then well is now." Ray smiled.
Ray's thoughts: Kai was really in love and it's great. He can finally settle down like everyone else. Well except for Tyson and Hilary but they have each other and are happy so all is good.
Kai's Viewpoint "So when did you first kiss her?" Hm. It was back at the house then. Yah.
"It was when we came here for winter break. She was giving me a new beyblade that was very powerful and I asked her which would we should be more afraid of an evil blader having it or me. She surprisingly said me and then well we kissed and yah." I really didn't want to talk about this but he does so new topic please.
"So are any of the things that happened to Emily your fault. Emily told us that you liked to play around with people in the hospital so are they?" I laughed.
"No, Emily was already very badly hurt before I played around with her easy temperament. She's so easy to annoy and she's a challenger to defeat. I have not yet ever defeated her except with Black Dranzer but no one except the whole Bladebreakers team could beat Black Dranzer." Ray nodded. Emily was a worthy opponent for me to face.
"Yah, she's a powerhouse of power isn't she? I'm surprised she hasn't beaten you a few times by now. When she worked with you she memorized your strategy couldn't she counter that to win." Ray said.
I laughed. "Emily and I are too evenly matched. We both memorized and countered the other's strategy. We know each others from all the practices."
Ray and I talked for awhile and we met up in the cafeteria with the others. "Hey where's Emily?" Mariah and Miriam looked at each other like the didn't know where she had gone. "Where is she?"
"Um, in her room sleeping. She fell asleep while we were talking. She just nodded off on to her bed. She's sound asleep but don't wake her up. Check on her later." Max and Ray looked at their wives and the looked upset. Miriam's excuse didn't convince anyone.
"Where is she Miriam?" Miriam couldn't look Max straight in the face. She just walked away. We turned to Mariah.
"She seriously is in her room, go check. She just fell asleep while we were talking." I got up from the table and Ray and Max followed.
I quietly walked into her room. I asked Max and Ray to wait outside. I more or less told them to by pointing to the wall but I could have yelled at them but I didn't. Emily was asleep like they had said. She was waking up and I started to leave. She saw me and freaked out. "Kai, what are you doing in here." She hid under her covers. Something was bothering her usually she'd yell at me to get out and be playful. Something they talked about upset her for sure.
Emily's Viewpoint
"Sorry." Kai mumbled. "You didn't show up and we wondered why you'd fall asleep while talking to Miriam and Mariah." Why did I go to sleep while talking to them, why did I act so odd when Kai was in here? Why do I feel so embarrassed around Kai? I'm in jeans and my hoodie and that's more covering me than normal. Usually I'm wearing my skirt and then I'm embarrassed but why now.
I walked over to Mariah and Miriam after dinner. We were alone and everyone was asleep. "What were we talking about when I feel asleep?" They looked at each other with a look that seemed they were trying to find a way to put it nicely. "Just say it."
"In my exact words Emily I said 'That's so sweet. You should be careful and watch out for yourself though Emily'. Then you were thinking and feel asleep while you were thinking." That was it. It gave me a fear of something, someone I had never been afraid of. It scared me to think about it.
"Why am I scared now, what made me scared of Kai now?" I knew the answer to my own question but I didn't have the answers I wanted. Miriam said it as gentle as she could to put be into it gently.
"He doesn't exactly scare you, you're scared for yourself. You're not ready to be a mother now and neither are we. We're married and we're not ready. You're scared because protecting yourself was Kai's job and now you've realized that you are going to have yourself on this level…and…" Miriam couldn't think of whatever she was saying.
"He's protected you but you just now realized that he could be a threat. You will agree to any challenge but you don't really think about the dangers and on this level of what could happen it's very dangerous. Kai is forceful, I don't think you have anything to worry about but just keep that in the back of your mind." Mariah was right. I guess anyone could become a threat. I just didn't see Kai as a threat.
"I guess your right but I now feel so powerless and weak. I've never felt like this before except when Kai took my bit-beast. Tri-gator was the one protecting me but then he could always turn on me and when I saw that happen on TV it would scare me like this. No one to protect me and if someone protects me, they could always turn on me. I guess that's why I preferred to protect myself." Everyone nodded.
I ran back to my room and locked myself in the back rooms of the secret room. I could use it to study, practice or just be alone and now I needed it so I could be alone. Would Kai do that to me? Would I allow that to happen to me? What kind of person would do that to someone else?
I heard someone coming into the doorway. I took out Tri-gator and launched it at whoever was there. "Emily, what do you think you're doing in there? I mean this is only for practice not to be alone." It was Judy, I don't think attacking your director was the proper thing to do when you're upset either.
"I guess it is but I needed to be away from everyone and everything sometimes and this is the perfect place." Judy smiled.
"So what's up? What's wrong?" I needed to get back into the grove of protecting myself. Kai couldn't do it for me forever, he could but I don't think he or I want him to.
"Nothing that concerns the director of our team, Judy. I just needed to be alone and think that's all. I find it much easier to think in quiet by myself." It still sounded weak as if I was scared of her yelling at me for putting my defenses up.
"Okay Emily, whatever you say. We are going to be running some test runs of everyone's blades including yours so you'll need to get down there." I nodded. It was just a test on my beyblade but everyone included Kai and I was being a weak defense and I'm the bordering country of Kaistan so I better become a stronger defense or he'll knock 'The Wall of Emily' down.
Judy turned around. "I can tell him and the others that you're not feeling good if you wish to stay alone up here." Did I really want to be alone? Or did I just want to know how not to be weak? Other than Kai who did I know who was a strong force field of power? Dani was so I'd ask her.
"Yah, thanks. I don't think I can face them and especially him in the condition I am now." Judy nodded. She looked at me in a weird way.
"I have to tell you Emily, you're fine. You just changed and you don't want to but you really should give this new way at looking at life a chance. Try." I sighed and nodded.
"I try but I don't make any promises that I will like the new me and my new life." Judy laughed and shook her finger.
"You've enjoyed the 'new you' for about a half a year now. You just realized the new dangers that come along with it. Every part of life has new dangers these are just less obvious and scarier if they happen." She was right.
"Thanks, I'll keep that in mind next time. I guess I'll try harder to except it and move on. I'll be down in a few minutes." Judy left leaving me to think about being the old me or the new me. Why did I have to choose? Couldn't I just be tough and protect myself in extreme dangers and let Kai protect me most of the time? Yes, that's what I'd do. I would now call Dani to find out how to be tough again.
She didn't answer her phone so I left a message on her cell. "Hey Dani; it's Emily. I wanted you to help me be strong and self dependant like before I moved away and got hurt. I need to return to being like that. Call me back, thanks."
I walked down the stairs and I realized that the new me had something that the old me didn't; Kai. It was something that I was missing from my old life. He made my life secure and happy. He made me happy, something I hadn't been before and neither had he. We needed each other.
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Okay, I know I'm going slower than normal but I'm also preparing for my end of the year trip to Washington DC, end of the year finals, Computer and Internetless Spring Break and writing a new fic. If you have any really good short fics that are on your must read list then send the title to me in a review. I'll miss you my readers. Send plenty of Reviews while I'm gone because I will need something to keep me from stopping this fic and writing another one. I write by inspiration a little TV won't keep me inspired to keep writing if I don't have people reading my works. I have a folder of on lay away files and I don't want this story in there. Review!
Chapter 11: --------------------------- Kai's Viewpoint
Emily came down the stairs as if she was missing part of her and scared. I have never seen her as scared as she is now. Something must have been very bad for her to be acting like this. Emily walked up to the dish with no hesitation and got her launcher racket up and prepared to battle Michael. With absolutely no fight she knocked out Michael's blade and walked to the computer to check her rates.
I walked over to her and looked on the computer. In the 30 seconds between her launch and taking it out of the dish her speed was 68mph to 270mph and ended in 20mph. Her speed rate was amazing her power levels were… amazing. Offense was 15:15, Defense 0:15 and Stamina was 2:10. She sighed. How could she be disappointed? She reached perfect 100 power in offense and had no defense which she might want to balance out better but maybe it was her stamina. It was weak.
"You know that with Stamina that low you would easily lose with a strong opponent. You couldn't defend yourself and you couldn't be in the battle long." She smirked.
"Why don't we check?" I smiled, a good battle would do me some good.
"Emily, I'd be careful. You know how powerful Exzata is. It's dangerous to blade against it." Judy was right. I hadn't thought about it my offense was 30:15 now. It was twice the power of her blade.
"Judy, I can handle it. I built the blade. I know the powers, the weaknesses, the defense and offense maximum and I know his so I just easily do that to win." Judy nodded and let our battle commence.
Our battle was very hard and no one gained ground. Then as normal we used all our strength and both our blades flew out of the stadium. What was going on with Emily? Whatever she did to Tri-gator must have been powerful because she improved 2x as much as she was.
"Emily, what did you do to Tri-gator? She shouldn't have been able to stand up to Exzata at all. You didn't use any of his or Exzata's weaknesses and you still won. What did you do?" She tossed Tri-gator to Judy. Judy took a good look at Tri-gator.
"I didn't do anything. I just matched Kai's power move for move just like normal. Anyone can tie if the mimic the attacks move for move." I laughed. That's why her scores didn't change because she used my power against me to win.
"Good Job Emily, usually you don't settle for ties at all but using that against me was smart. Could you beat me using your own strategies, though?" I smirked.
"I could beat you easily like I said. I made the blade; I know every detail of every bit of technology as well as his weaknesses. If I wanted to I could easily break the blade at the point of weaknesses. I won't but it would be easy to win so that's why I prepare to tie with Kai." So she tied so she wouldn't have the need to use my weaknesses against me. Great, now she's going to pity me because she put very little into the battle.
I went outside and leaned against the wall. Every since she woke up she has been acting strange. I need to know what started this. I think I know the perfect two girls to ask. Mariah and Miriam.
"Judy, send Mariah and Miriam back here." I said on the outside intercom.
"Okay, Kai, they'll be here in a few moments." I turned of the intercom and here came the two girls.
"It's not our fault." Mariah said. She felt guilty this was going to be easier than I thought.
"Ya, she was just nervous then when she came down like this. We didn't talk to her Judy did." Miriam said breathing. I called Judy down.
"Kai what do you need me for. Emily is checking her scores at full power." I crossed my arms.
"One of you said or did something that altered Emily's attitude. Something upset Emily and I need to know what to fix it. She's now becoming as dangerous as I was at the 1st World Championship." They nodded. Her powers are above Kai's ultimate blade and she not going to spare any body's blades.
"You're right but I just told her that she couldn't stay in her room all by herself. I told her to try and blade. It might keep her mind of her problems. Between the times I came down and the time she did something must have changed. Girls what were you talking about when you caught up to her." The looked at each other and sighed. Judy looked at them like they had to.
"We're really not comfortable saying this in front of Kai. It's kind of personal to us and her." I stared at them like, you better tell me.
"Kai, let them tell me alone then I'll tell you later okay." I walked off and agreed to it. Something they said upset her and she must have been pretty upset to go total vengeance. The only thing that set me off was remembering my horrible past and complete power.
After about 20 or 30 minutes Judy came and got me. "Kai, It's not pretty what they were talking about. It's very serious what was going on." I had a feeling that it was something that scared Emily into Paranoia.
"Go." She sighed, it defiantly wasn't pretty.
"Mariah saw you and Emily playing around back here this morning. Emily was talking about what has been going on in the past and all the things that you two had done together. Miriam thought it was best for Emily to be a little more protective of herself. You get what I'm saying." I growled.
"Yah, they thought that I was going to get Emily pregnant and they felt that she better be careful what goes on between us. The thought that Emily had was her being pregnant. That's why she fainted, she was scared. She felt that she had to be stronger so to be strong she had to be…" I didn't want to say it.
"The same mistake you made. You thought that my eliminating compassionate feelings you could be stronger if you were on your own and you could be the ultimate powerful being but someone will bring you down." I nodded and ran off.
How could they think like that? Do they think I'm that heartless? I'm no different than Ray and Max with feelings. I have feelings but I just don't show that. Emily knew that then why did she change at feeling that.
Emily's Viewpoint
I am so powerful, yet I feel so empty. When Kai eliminated all compassion, pity and feelings he was all powerful until the Bladebreakers brought him down but why am I so empty. Did Kai feel like this? I wish I could fill this empty space.
I think that empty feeling is the place in myself where I enjoyed the competition of blading, the joy of victory, Kai, and feelings. Feelings and Kai are very important. It stinks missing all that and I'm so sad.
I sat on the ground in the side yard. I laid on the ground and looked at they sky. I closed my eyes. I screamed. "Being empty stinks."
"Ya, it does, trust me." I opened my eyes and I stood up and brushed off the snow from my jeans.
I leaned into Kai and started crying. I needed my weakness back. It's what made me whole. "Being empty so stinks, how can anyone stand it?" I sobbed and he held me tight to his chest. It was like a little girl crying to his father, father's would make it better. Could Kai do the same? I hope so.
"They don't know how it feels to full so how could the miss something they never had." Kai lifted my head of his chest and he kissed me. I turns out that Kai could make someone, like me…oh so full. I forgot all my problems; I forgot my fears, all I remember, I only remember the kiss that fixed it all. What was my problem? What did I fear? Why did I fear whatever I feared? I'm full of problems and fears that made me empty. All only were thoughts and now he fixed me.
"I'm not empty now and I never was. I was just full of the wrong things. I filled up on the wrong things and you emptied me and filled me with something so right." I now cried for a completely different reason. I was no longer in pain and sadness. I was happy, I was full of something that felt so right.
"Emily, what do you fear more, me loving you, or me not loving you." I smiled a pure amused smile.
"That's simple, you not loving me. You complete me, you fill me. I don't know why I feared you loving me and anything it could be solved." He kissed me again, I felt really weak in my knees. It was a really good thing that he was holding me up.
"You're so amusing Emily. I'd never hurt you. I may enjoy you being vulnerable and weak but I'd never hurt you. I'd much rather save and protect you. It's a reward on it's own." How could I have doubted him?
"Thanks, but I don't always like being vulnerable and weak. I prefer to be strong and fight back." He smirked and laughed. He looked at me sitting on the bench. He put his hand under me and picked me up. He carried me to the couch in the living room.
"Compared to me you'll always be weak and vulnerable but I do like to see you fight back. It amuses me." I smirked smartly.
"Put me down now." Kai dropped me on the couch. "Very funny."
"Yes, it was." He sat down on the couch next to me and he kissed me. "Oh, and if the thought of it makes you pass out then it might be a while, but I can wait."
I playfully punched him. "It is sure going to be a long time."
"I'm fine with that." We probably made out for about 15 minutes. After that we fell asleep on the couch and the next morning I awoke.
"I've never been so happy in my life. How about you?" He smirked.
"Me too. You're just perfect." I blushed and smiled.
"I learned that in perfection you lose happiness, compassion and the true love of what you with to perfect. I'm perfect for you and you are for me." He laughed.
"You got that right." I smiled I went into the kitchen. It was early so I decided to make breakfast for everyone. He was right we were just perfect for each other and the school year was almost over and then we had summer and then 2 years and then our future.
"You're cooking really is good. I just prefer not to compliment it." I smiled and thought. I guess that's how I act. I guess I really didn't use to see him in myself.
"Me either, it was just I was still very nervous and took it pretty hard. I'm sorry for that." He smirked and we finished eating.
We were sent back to school and we finished up and now we are graduating. Nothing changed at school. Girls like Sydney were kind of upset that me and Kai were well together. We never actually said it but after a few time Sydney had busted in on us kissing. Well it was something spread throughout the school.
It's our graduation day and Kai and I are finally going to start full time jobs this summer at Beyblade Academy. We got our degrees the day we arrived at Beyblade Academy but now we are going to be teaching. Since the students are in school like us. They only come after 4-8 like us. During the summer they stay all day like that.
"Congratulations to Miss. Dennison and Mr. Hiwatari. They made it through the whole year even after all their accidents throughout the year. They graduate year one with honors students' GPA Grade Point Average." They handed us our first year diploma. Kai crossed his arms and held it underneath his arm. He didn't walk onto stage so gave him his diploma.
We went back home and dressed into our normal clothes for our teaching jobs. We defiantly weren't going to wear our fancy graduation clothes. They already drove Kai mad wearing them for two hours any longer he would have punched something.
"Hi I'm Emily Dennison and that person over there is Kai Hiwatari. So let's see what we have to work with blades on the table please." I walked around looking on the table at the blades. They were starter blades and it was and elementary course, what did I expect. "What are we going to do?"
"Have them battle each other and place them based on their wins and losses." I nodded. I drew a competition chart on the bored and wrote down their names. There were 6 girls and 14 boys.
1st Round
1st: Logan and Jeremy- Jeremy
2nd: Dylan and John- John
3rd: Kaelan and Alex- Kaelan
4th: Michael and Prince- Michael
5th: Daniella and Taylor- Daniella
6th: Julien and Missa- Missa
7th: JJ and Kom- JJ
8th: Jim and Tyler- Tyler
9th: Samantha and Jeff- Samantha
10th: Marlie and Tom- Marlie
Winners: Jeremy, John, Kaelan, Michael, Daniella, Missa, JJ, Tyler, Sam and Marlie.
2nd Round
1st: Marlie and Samantha- Samantha
2nd: Tyler and JJ- JJ
3rd: Missa and Michael- Missa
4th: Kaelan and Daniella- Kaelan and Daniella Tie
5th: Jeremy and John- John
Winners: Samantha, JJ, Missa, Daniella, Kaelan and John.
3rd Round
1st: John and Missa- Missa
2nd: Samantha and Daniella- Samantha
3rd: JJ and Kaelan- Kaelan
Winners: Missa, Samantha and Kaelan.
The fourth round was longest in play in the dish. It turned out that Samantha and Kaelan could easily take out Missa but they went at each other will all force and it was like a young version of Kai and I so evenly matched. We declared them both the winners.
"Ha, a tie, that wasn't worth it. I demand a best out of 3 matches." She screamed at me.
"Me too. I'm not losing to a girl and especially not tieing to her." He pointed to Samantha.
Kai laughed and walked over to them. "Fine, go at it all day. I really don't care but you're wasting your own time." They to bickering kids looked at Kai. I smiled.
"Trust me. You two are as evenly matched as me and Kai. We all could go against each other all day and we'd continue to tie all day. You better get use to it because you guys are the leaders of this class and are now officially partners. I'm making a list of partners who will work together for the remainder of the year until next summer so get used to it." With a few sighs and a smirk from Kai I wrote the list out.
Partners: Kaelan and Samantha, Missa and Daniella, John and JJ, Marlie and Tyler, Jeremy and Michael, Logan and Alex, Prince and Dylan, Julien and Taylor, Kom and Jim, and Jeff and Tom.
Everyone seemed to work together with each other except for Kai and my favorite's group. The grouping of Kaelan and Samantha. There newest argument was so logical of Sam to point it out I started laughing. It had such an silly sound when I heard it.
"Why were you so upset when you tied to me? I mean prior to that round you tied with Daniella. I beat Daniella in the next round. So technically I'm a bit more advanced than you." He crossed his arms and went hm. It sounded so farmiliar.
"Tecnically speaking Kaelan, Samantha did beat a opponent that you tied to. If you also forgot Daniella is a girl just like Daniella so why did your tie to Samantha upset you so much." He walked of and leaned against the wall next to Kai. I looked at them and Sam looked at them and started laughing too.
After class let out Kai went outside to talk to Kaelan about strategies and I asked Sam to stay with me. "Kaelan is a really big blast from the past. I met Kai at the world championships to stop his grandfather when we were 13. Now I see Kaelan and It's hilarious." She nodded.
"They have so much dignity that something so simple has to be so complicated. You have to be completely perfect to have so odd of dignity. I'm perfect so I have dignity but my dignity isn't so spoiled and rude like his. Uh." I started laughing and she looked at me.
"Do me a favor and don't try to look for perfection. Just look for great expectations. I made the mistake and I ended up getting myself and Kai into a world of pain and sadness."
"You know what, for a genius, you're stupid. I mean look at you. You're what 18 and you haven't figured out that no one is perfect. I realized being a perfectionist is a reach at perfection not ever shall anyone on earth reach it. It's a search. It's the same thing as having great expectations. No one I know is a perfectionist and especially not you. I perfectionist means you'd give anything to be perfect and you just live your life and have high expectations." I was just schooled about myself and Kai by a girl that's my age about 5 years younger than me.
"Thanks." She nodded and ran off. I had saved another generation from the mistakes I had made. I had figured out that by finding Kai and she was so many years earlier than me. I'm amazed and so happy that another great person like me won't cause problems. Not End.