No, I still don't own Inuyasha. He's too hard to catch!

Author's Note: This is definitely a Mature Content chapter everyone! Plus, because it's about Inu/Kag's first time together it is strictly about them! This chapter is meant to be beautiful everyone, not dirty or obscene. Think of the movie, "The Blue Lagoon," and you'll have this chapter. Oh, and if you want to make this chapter like really, really, really even more touching…Listen to the songs, "To Love's End," or "Omoi no hate ni." It's their theme songs. Both are the same song; but when you look for them those are the names they are under. All right guys, hope you're ready for this…

Chapter 17: The Innocence of Love

Inuyasha Pov

Could I have imagined it? No, I'm sure she said she was ready to love me completely…Me. Can this be possible?

"Inuyasha?"

"Huh?"

Great…One of the most important conversations we'll ever have and I flake out on her. She looks so worried…So innocent…Can I do this to her? Wait…Let me rephrase that…Can I do this with her?

"Are you all right? You seem to be a little shaken?"

I'm holding the most beautiful girl in the world and my mouth is open just staring at her. Come on Inuyasha, say something you idiot!

"Uh, actually…I'm better than all right. I'm in love with the most beautiful woman in the world."

At that moment I kissed her and felt as if I was on cloud nine. Without waiting to stop our heated kiss, I picked her up off the ground and twirled her around. She instantly let go and gave the most beautiful laugh I ever heard. Knowing I made her do that…Knowing it's because of me…I was happy.

We decided on my room, figured there would be less interruption that way. As we headed back inside Sango called,

"Hey…Where you guys going? We finally decided on the gender of the snow angel!"

After getting out of Sango's head lock Miroku yelled out, "What? You decided on a male snow angel only 'cause you pinned me to the ground!"

"Ha! Well, I figured since your mouth was full…Full of snow that is, I figured I'd declare myself the winner. Anyway, you could have gotten up."

"Sango…You were straddling me! Why would I get up?"

Giving a devilish grin Sango pushed him back down into the snow and put a foot on his chest.

"Hope you like this position even more. I know I do!"

I couldn't help but interrupt their feud. I mean, after all, I had Kagome in my arms ready, willing, and able to sleep with me.

"Sorry guys, you'll have to make it without us. It seems Kagome's awful tired from caroling and plus, we've been up since the crack of dawn. We're going to bed."

"Ok guys; don't do anything Miroku won't get!" Said Sango winking.

We rolled our eyes and continued back to my room. Neither of us said anything as the hall way seemed to drag on forever. I looked down at Kagome still in my arms and saw that cute red blush. She wouldn't even look at me; but she seems all right…She's still smiling.

When we made it to my room I handed her the key and she unlocked the door. Before walking in was the first time she looked me in the face since out on the steps. I was captivated by her face, her lips, and her eyes…Especially her eyes. There was something about them, something in them. I couldn't tell what it was; but it was something special. As if some hidden secret she knew and I wasn't going to know it till she was ready.

My heart was beating much faster and for someone who hasn't been a virgin for a few years, you'd think I would be use to this. But it wasn't that simple. This was Kagome. I was going to make love to Kagome…My Kagome. To night I would claim her as my mate, my love, and hopefully…Wait…One step at a time. Let's get through to night first.

I pushed through the door and walked right in. I didn't want to let her go; but as I stood in the middle of the room I had to ask her…I had to know if she really wanted this…Wanted to be with me, love me, make love with me…

"Kagome? Are you sure?"

I looked into her eyes and I'm not sure; but I thought I saw them glisten as if from tears. She never showed them to me if they were; but I thought for sure I saw them.

When she didn't answer, I grew nervous. Holding her tightly, I squeezed to get her attention and she finally looked at me with those glistening eyes.

"Inuyasha…I've never wanted anything more than this."

Her voice was a little shaky; but I'm sure she wanted this just like she said. Her eyes told me so…And I believed her.

Letting out a deep sigh I nodded and preceded to my bedroom, no, our bedroom. Gently putting her on the bed as if she were made of glass I sat next to her. Resting one hand on the other side of Kagome I looked down and with my right hand carefully moved some of the strands of hair away from her face.

She looked so beautiful lying there. So innocent; but I have to be honest. I'm glad I'm the one she's surrendering her love to. If anyone was to take her virginity from her, I'm glad it's me.

I did feel really awkward for this next part and I know if I felt awkward, she must have felt like hiding somewhere…But I knew I had to do this…It had to be said…

"Um, Kagome…I know this is your first time and I just wanted to warn you. Um, ok…Well, you might feel some discomfort and there will be some blood-"

"It's all right Inuyasha…I know…Don't worry, I'll be all right. You said so yourself, you would never hurt me."

"I'm afraid I might this time."

"Don't…Please don't worry."

I wanted to take her right then; but another problem came up…Another problem due to the facts of life.

"Um…I need to go get something, I'll be right back."

Before I could get up she grabbed my sleeve saying,

"You mean a condom?"

Now it was my turn for my face to turn beet red.

"Um…Yeah, a condom."

"Don't bother."

"Um, Kagome, I think we need one. To be honest I don't want to; but we still-"

"Do you love me?" She said easing me back down on the bed.

"You know I do."

"What would you do if I did get pregnant?"

"I would love you and our child or should I say children."

"Then don't worry."

"Come on Kagome, we still need to be-"

"I've never told anyone here this Inuyasha…But…I'm sick."

This took me off guard. Of all the things she could say, I never thought it would be that.

"What do you mean you're sick? Like a cold or something?"

"Not a cold Inuyasha, a disease."

"Disease? Are you in pain, are you all right, are you dying on me or something? For God's sakes Kagome tell me if-"

"I'm fine Inuyasha…But…Are you planning on having more children?"

"Kagome? Why does that matter now?"

"Because, I'm sorry to say…I may not be able to give them to you."

"Why?"

"When I was fourteen I was diagnosed with a uterus disease known as Endometriosis. It's where the lining of the uterus comes apart and so, it's incredibly difficult to have children. Um, all the doctors say if you have this disease, you need to have children while you're young before it's too late."

I had no idea. I didn't know what to say or do at that time. All I could do was kiss her on her cheek and look into her eyes.

"So, you're saying you don't think we even need protection?"

"It's my first time Inuyasha, our first time together…To be honest, I'd like to have all of you without anything between us…If you know what I mean."

"I understand, and I feel the same."

She looked away from me; but without a smile. Cupping my hand under her chin I moved her face back towards me.

"What's wrong Kagome?"

After a minute she took in a deep breath and released finally moving her eyes to mine.

"I'm sorry that I'll never be able to give you children."

"Kagome…We have many more years together…" I said kissing her cheek, "And a hell of a lot of time to keep trying."

Hearing this she gave me a smile that melted my heart and sent us into our future together.

I leaned down kissing her beautiful lips and when she wrapped her arms around me, that's when I decided to get on top of her. I kissed her neck and heard her gasp my name with such pleasure. Moving my hands to rest on her back I gently beckoned for her to sit up so I could remove her shirt; but she stopped me before it barely went past her naval.

"What's wrong Kagome?"

"Um, I would like to be under the covers Inuyasha."

"Any particular reason?"

"Well, I'm kind of shy."

"Oh, I get it…No man has ever seen you before, that's why."

"Yeah, and still no man has."

"Until now…"

I did as she requested and pulled the covers down allowing us back into bed and in the same position as before. It was a little embarrassing as we moved closer together to recreate our magic; but we managed somehow.

Finally back on track, I put my hands at the hem of her shirt and looked into her eyes making sure it was fine. She nodded and continued to remove her shirt, moving it past her eyes and finally throwing it on the floor.

She looked so amazing sitting before me with her bra and blue jeans. I wrapped my arms around her back but she stopped me once again.

"What's wrong now?"

"I've showed you my chest, now you show me yours."

I realized what she meant and I did take my shirt off for her and noticed the slight blush on her cheeks looking at my muscles. Hmm…She didn't blush when I removed her shirt; but she did when she looked at me without one.

Placing my hands back around to the clasps of her bra she moved in and began kissing my shoulder and moved up to my neck. My eyes closed on their own accord as I played with her clasps. Seems they were working against me.

"Um, you have to push in then out Inuyasha."

Oh…

After the clasps were undone, I looked back into her eyes and placed my hands on her shoulders pushing the straps down and with the bra resting with our shirts; I looked at her bare chest, focusing on her breast. Kagome looked away from my eyes and turned her head once more. Noticing this I leaned into her and kissed her cheek moving her down once again to the bed. Her arms moved up and down my bare back as I took this time to feel her.

My hands moved over her breast and after feeling them, I knew I had to taste them. So I kissed her neck and made a line down to her breast. Giving each the attention they deserve I licked her right side and cherished it. Rubbing it gently with my thumb I took in and noted her nipple rounding into a point. I did that…I made that happen. After her right, I turned to her left and did the same and even kissed every side of it once again hearing my name.

When I decided to play with them both at the same time, she cried out my name…And she was definitely loud. I could tell she was enjoying this and I was letting her know I was enjoying her…All of her.

I could feel my arousal touch her, poking her sharply, and she gasped. I didn't know if she could tell what it was; but she was obviously shocked from it. So shocked she opened her eyes to look into mine.

"Inuyasha?"

"It's all right…This is part of it."

She nodded and raised her head to reach my lips once more. After learning each other's upper bodies and getting the feel for things, I began undoing her jeans and she let me without hesitation. When I took off her pants I was surprised when she instantly grabbed mine and began unzipping them. Before she did however, she moved her hand down to my arousal and I decided to let her feel for herself. She was obviously curious from the way her hand was moving so slowly and very lightly.

When she touched the tip I could feel her hand instantly back away; but she regained her courage and rested her whole hand on the body which was extremely hard to the touch. Kagome wanted to move her hand in a type of up and down motion; but soon realized she couldn't due to my pants…So, there they went off of me and onto the floor.

Kagome reached down again and touched me. She had no idea what she was doing; but I wasn't going to stop her. I had no doubt in my mind she would figure out what to do. And she amazingly did…I cried out her name as she moved her hand up and down. It felt… so… good! She was doing it just right too. I leaned upon her and let her continue. Her hand seemed to grow tired and afterwards she looked into my eyes.

By this point I was already panting for breath and gave her a reassuring smile telling her she did a wonderful job. Kagome seemed awful proud and began to relax for the first time. I'm glad she was starting to feel more comfortable.

One garment of clothing still remained which was our lower body underwear. From this point, it was Kagome who was anxious and she was the one who put my hands on her sides. She didn't have to motion me twice and I took them off exposing all of her body. Of course, I couldn't relish in it until my underwear came off…So, there they went as well.

Finally…After all this time, after waiting so long…I laid my body down upon hers and ever so gently pushed inside her. She again cried out my name; but she then told me to stop…Ah, and we were so close…

"Are you in pain Kagome?"

"Well, a little but that's not why I stopped."

"Then what is it?"

"Um, unfortunately, I don't know what I'm supposed to do."

AH! Now I see…

Moving my hands away from her back and up to her cheeks I caressed them and said,

"The only thing you are supposed to do is lay there and enjoy."

With that I kissed her and began once again giving small thrusts inside her. She responded by moaning more and I couldn't help myself as I heard her cry my name. So, I gave harder thrusts and Kagome finally understood the motions. She wrapped her legs around my waist and began moving with me.

Her thrusts were timid at first; but as we continued to move together, she gave the same strength and the same need as I did. We went faster and faster until Kagome managed to climax before me and a whole new crying of my name let out. I kissed her neck and kept moving with her until I reached my peak. Feeling the sensation inside release into her my body collapsed on her; but not enough to harm her.

Our bodies were in dire need of rest as they were drenched in our sweat. We could feel each other's hearts beating and the sound was soothing even though it sounded like a drum ready to have someone beat a hole through it. Even our panting was hard and heavy. I gathered enough strength though, to lift myself off and pull out of Kagome resting on her side with my arms wrapped tightly around her waist.

Kissing her once again on the cheek I asked,

"Are you tired my love?"

"Very…It was amazing."

I couldn't help but chuckle at her dazed look and her having sheer pleasure…Pleasure from being with me. But she was right, it was amazing…It was pure magic.

"I'll let you rest."

"Are you sure?"

"Can you honestly go again?"

"Well, maybe not right this minute…"

"All the more reason to take a rest."

"Inuyasha-"

"Trust me Kagome, I'm tired too…"

We snuggled for the rest of the night and into the morning just as we were. I watched as Kagome closed her eyes and loosened against me. She was completely relaxed. Knowing she was safe and warm I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep with her. Only for awhile though, I had to wake up just to watch her, just to see her reaction the morning after. And so I did…I opened my eyes and watched her sleeping body against mine and waited…

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Kagome Pov

That's right, I told him I was ready and I know I was. He looked so shocked when I told him so. I thought at first he was going to faint when he didn't respond. As we went down the hallway, I couldn't muster enough courage to look into his eyes…Those amber eyes that always seem to know me. They look as if they do, as if they know me completely, since the first day we met.

As we stepped into his room, I felt my heart beginning to beat faster. I was hoping Inuyasha wouldn't put me down because I would have fallen to the floor as soon as his arms let go. My mind was functioning, if only my heart and body would listen.

Standing in his living room he asked me whether I wanted to make love to him or not. I again looked away from him and could feel the tears wanting to burst out. My heart was wanting to love him so much and the thought of what we were about to do…I felt myself starting to become sentimental; but I quickly turned to him brushing off my feelings and with a pathetic shaking voice told him I wanted this more than anything.

I hoped hearing my voice wouldn't turn him away. He couldn't possibly blame me for being nervous. Especially being my first time and our first time together as well.

As we stepped into his bedroom and he laid me upon the bed, the realization kicked in…I had no idea what I was suppose to do. I mean, I know the general concept is kissing and touching; but there had to be more to it than that.

But I was quickly distracted when he wanted to go off and grab a condom. There really was no need. I felt so awful telling him about my illness. Sometimes I feel like I'm less of a woman because I can't do the one thing we were truly meant for. Does it make me less of a woman? Inuyasha didn't seem to mind, then again, with Kenjen in the picture and us being so young, I don't think the thought of having more kids really played too much into his mind. But I still wonder…

When he finally rested his body upon mine, I thought my heart was going to jump out of my chest. His body warmth was so soothing and I could feel his tight muscles even beneath that red winter sweater. He began trying to take my shirt off; but I couldn't let him, not yet anyway. It was our first time and I wanted us to have the covers over us…Plus, I was really self conscious about my body. Even though he looks at it constantly and makes some excuse to touch me every chance he gets…I still feel awkward.

Having Inuyasha take off my shirt and then his…It didn't feel so awkward having mine off; but I know he noticed me admiring his chest though. I couldn't help but blush, he looked incredible! Those rippling biceps were fixing to hold me and have me melt right into them. It was more than any girl could bear. It was more than I ever thought I would ever have.

But when our shirts came off...Oh my gosh! Feeling his muscles and having him pressed against my bare flesh...It was the most amazing experience. I couldn't help but move my arms up and down his back and feeling him relax after every single motion. His muscles seemed to beckon for my touch. I even heard him whisper my name.

After a few moments of touching each other something else seemed to touch my lower abdomen. I was completely shocked by it; but stopping to look into Inuyasha's eyes and having him tell me it was part of it…I realized what part of him was really touching me. I guess he must have really wanted me at that point. I couldn't hide the fact I really want him too.

He took off my pants; but my mind was occupied on his. I wanted to touch him. I wanted to have him completely. I had never seen what a man's arousal looked like and I definitely didn't mind seeing Inuyasha's. So, I reached for him and when I found what I was looking for…I was of course shocked; but I wanted to feel it. The only thing holding me back of course…Were his pants.

I never thought in a million years I would be happy when I guy yelled out my name; but having Inuyasha do it…Made it all worth while. I massaged his arousal with sheer delight. At first I had no idea what I was doing; but looking at his face, whatever I was doing he seemed to like. Just moving up a down slowly and then speeding up seemed to make him very happy. The more I did it the harder he seemed to get. I felt a little worried; I never knew parts of the body could do that before. But he didn't seem to be in pain.

Next…OH MY GOSH! He went inside me! It was painful at first; but he was so gentle. He moved slowly and I know he tried his best not to hurt me. Once I got use to his feel it wasn't so bad. Actually, it wasn't bad at all…It was amazing, incredible, thrilling, and the most pleasurable experience of my young life.

There had to of been something I was supposed to do. Inuyasha told me to enjoy myself and I did; but it wasn't enough. Something was missing and that's when I figured it out…I was the only one feeling it…Inuyasha needed to feel it too. That's when I wrapped my legs around his waist and began pushing into him. I didn't know if I was suppose to or not; but as my mind was beginning to understand so was my body and it reacted to his pulsing. I'm relieved it did…

I know it's called an orgasm; but no one ever said it would feel like this…It felt has if my body was floating and every muscle seemed to unwind. And then…Inuyasha released…It was warm…And somewhat soothing. Both of us were extremely exhausted. I was a little disappointed by not being able to make love to him again; but when he said he was also tired I felt a little better.

There's only one thing left…To open my eyes and know I have to leave him…

I promised Sango and Ayame I'd go shopping with them today so, I'll have to get out of this bed, get out of these sheets, get out of Inuyasha's bedroom, and unfortunately all together…Get out of his arms which have been holding me all night.

I don't want to open my eyes because I know when I do, I'll have to leave. But…A promise is a promise….

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"Good morning."

"Good morning," said Kagome turning to face Inuyasha.

"Sleep well?"

"You know I did."

"Sure did…Did you know you snore?"

"No way! I don't snore!"

"Well, you did last night."

"Oh my gosh! How embarrassing!" Kagome's face turned tomato red all over again.

"Hey…Don't be embarrassed. You were exhausted which makes me feel good."

"Why?"

"Means I did something right…So, what would you like to do today, besides this again?"

"I'm sorry Inuyasha, I promised Sango and Ayame I'd help them shop for Christmas gifts. You're not mad are you?"

"Of course not Kagome…I may be a little disappointed; but you need to go spend sometime with your friends."

"Thank you for understanding."

Things went very quiet after that when Kagome turned back around on her side facing the wall. Something seemed to be troubling her; but she didn't want to confess it to Inuyasha. Noticing her change in emotion he asked,

"Is something wrong?"

"Huh?" asked Kagome returning from her deep thought

"You look so sad. I thought you'd be happy after last night."

"Oh! I am but it's something else."

"Tell me."

"I can't"

"Why not?"

"I just can't."

"Just tell me already Kagome. I won't laugh."

"No…It's nothing to laugh at…You'll probably hate me if I brought it up."

"I could never hate you, I love you."

She smiled at this; but it still didn't change her mind.

"You might as well tell me Kagome, I'll find out somehow."

"I guess you're right…"

She turned around and sat up looking down at him directly in his eyes.

"Was it…"

"Was what?"

"Was it like this…"

"Yes, go on."

"Was it like this with Kikyo?"

Kagome asking whether his first time with Kikyo compared to their first time together was like a ton of bricks slamming right into him. He knew he couldn't be mad at her for wondering; but still…How could the time with him and Kikyo even compare to this?

Kikyo didn't want anything to do with him after their night together. He left her and nine months later left Kenjen right on his doorstep. But yet…He couldn't hate her because he did love her no matter what…She was after all, the mother of his only son. But his love for her could never compare to his devotion for Kagome. Inuyasha thought after last night there would be no questioning it.

"Kagome…I love you and I know you love me. There's a complete difference between that night so long ago and last night. Let's just say Kagome…Our story is something we'll have fun telling our grandchildren."

Inuyasha put his arms back around her waist bringing her back down upon the bed to rest in his warm embrace. After a while he asked,

"So, what time are you meeting them?"

"Oh, 12:30 in the parking lot. I'm driving."

"Oh, well, um…I wouldn't look at the clock if I were you."

"Why?"

"It's already noon."

"WHAT?"

Kagome jumped out of bed while Inuyasha laughed as hard as he could as the young woman scrambled about for her clothes and immediately took off into his bathroom for a shower. Knowing she was in a hurry Inuyasha decided to leave her be and instead get dress and make them some lunch. When Kagome scrambled into the living room Inuyasha had a plate with a turkey sandwich and chips waiting for her on the table.

"Sit down Kagome."

"Inuyasha, I don't have time, I need to get to my room so I can change and hurry downstairs."

"You have twenty minutes, now sit down and eat with me."

Kagome did as Inuyasha said and tried as fast as she could to eat. Inuyasha looked at her with an odd stare and she once again blushed knowing she must look foolish right now for scarfing the food down. He simply shrugged and went back to eat his food while Kagome got up and kissed him on the cheek.

When she tried to get away Inuyasha grabbed her by her waist and planted her right in his lap holding on tight.

"Inuyasha! Let me go!"

"Nope! I think I'll keep you."

"WHAT? Come on Inuyasha."

"I think you can spare some more time Kagome."

With that he kissed her while she continued to fight. After a moment she realized she was never getting away, Kagome relaxed and enjoyed the kiss. Time seemed to pass by and it was already 12:25 before they stopped.

"I think you should probably be heading back to your room Kagome."

"Nope, I'd rather stay with you."

"I'd rather you stay too; but a promise is a promise."

"I know…Damn…"

Inuyasha smiled at the angelic creature in his arms, hugged her tight, and gave her one more kiss on her lips before letting her go. She sprang up on her feet and immediately jumped out the door. He was sad to see her go; but knowing she'd be back tonight made him release her. If she gave the slightest hint at being away from him, he would have tied her to his bed and made her stay there till she promised to return.

After a few minutes Inuyasha heard a knock coming from the door. He thought for sure it was Kagome coming back to break her promise. If she wanted to stay that bad, who was he to thrust her to Sango and Ayame? He wanted her to stay too…But like the good boyfriend and lover he is, Inuyasha decided to answer the door and order her out into the parking lot for a day filled with non-stop shopping and then to return to his arms for a night of sheer passion and pleasure once again.

"All right, one more kiss and then it's off to meet Sango and Ayame!" Said Inuyasha without looking.

"Oh really Inuyasha? Just one kiss?" Said a cool voice that lingered in his ears.

Inuyasha instantly recognized the voice; but couldn't believe it. Turning his head slowly to look at the long figure in front he whispered one word…

"Kikyo?"

End Chapter 17!

Well, pretty interesting huh? As soon as Inuyasha and Kagome consummate their love we get an unexpected visitor at Inuyasha's door. Seems things are really heating up now aren't they?

Thank you guys so much for reading and reviewing! I can't wait to hear what you guys think about this chapter! I told you guys we were getting back into the drama of things! I'm not sure how I want the next chapter to start off …We still need to find out what happened to Miroku, Sango, Ayame, and Koga…Plus, the anatomically correct snow angel! Anyways, have fun everyone, and I hope you all had a safe and Happy New Year!