"Why cant you think of anything" he replied.
"Well Kwest, its quiet simple, since Tommy left, I have no muse what so ever, everything I once knew about music is gone." I stated without even looking up from the guitar I had been strumming.
"Jude, you don't need to let Tommy control you anymore, he's gone, and probably wont be back." Kwest said coldly.
"Don't let him control me! Kwest, you've had you head so far up Sadie's but here lately, that you haven't even said a simple 'Hey' to me! some days, I don't come in, and you don't even notice, and you know why, because your to caught up in my d sister to realize it!" I said the flood gates opening. Kwest look hurt really hurt.
"Jude...I'm...I'm really sorry I-I" Kwest said stammering trying to find his words.
"Save it Kwest, now, if you excuse me, I'm gonna go find a plunger so you can pull you head out of miss princesses rear end" I said storming out of the studio and slamming the door behind myself. I ran to the one place in G-Major I held near and dear, the alley.
There were these things, things about me and Tommy no one could ever find out, bad things could quite possibly come from it. But I'm dieing here, on the cold cement I laid curled in a ball on. I needed to here his voice, feel his caressing touch, feel his soft lips pressed against mine. I missed him. And with no one to talk to I was literally going insane.
I pulled my phone out of my pocket and dialed seven digits that were all to familiar to me. one ring, two rings, three rings, this continued until I heard his voice, thinking he picked up, I began to sob into the phone, then I realized it was just voicemail "hey guys, its Tommy, sorry I couldn't answer you call, but leave a message and ill give you a ring" his recording replied.
"Hey Tommy, its almost been a year, please come back, I need you, and I miss you so much, well call me back, bye..." I hung up knowing he wouldn't call back, but hey, it was worth a shot. after that, things just started coming to me, I sat up from my previous spot on the ground and started to hum. then I sang quietly, what the heck, I began to yell my new single.
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew
I laid there for about another 20 minutes before a really upset Kwest came out and found me. I guess when he saw me lying there looking really pitiful he lost everything he had been holding inside of him, cause a couple tears spilled from his eyes.
My eyes were already red and puffy from tears, and now, they were getting worse.
"Jude, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do that to you, I just got caught up in Sadie and---and" Kwest said slowly, wiping tears from his eyes.
"I know Kwest" I said soothingly. I slowly stood up and wrapped him in a tight hug. I really missed him when he was caught up in Sadie, but now, he realized what he had done and was sorry.
"Kwest" I said pulling away from the hug just far enough to see his face.
"Yea" he replied slowly looking into my eyes.
""I have a new single I wanna record, I want it on the radio by Saturday" I demanded.
"Ok" he agreed. We walked back into the studio his arm rested on my back. We entered Studio A, Kwest sat down at the control table, I went into the booth with my guitar in hand. I began to record "Who Knew".
The words just rolled off my tongue "I wish I could touch you again I wish I could still call you friend I'd give anything" Tears brimmed my eyes as I sang the next part "That last kiss I'll cherish Until we meet again And time makes It harder I wish I could remember But I keep Your memory You visit me in my sleep"
Why did love suck so much. I have no idea, but I give up on it.
"You done great Jude, you can take a break, you have 10 minutes" I walked out of the studio to see Jamie and Patsy kissing in the lobby.
"Get a room" I whined as I walked past.
"Me and jimmy are just having so fun" Patsy remarked as she pulled away from Jamie. Jamie just smiled. I just kept on walking. When I reached the kitchen, I stopped and got some coffee.