Tommy's POV-

I got up this morning at 10:00; I was supposed to be at the studio at 8:00. I was never on time any more. I stayed up all night drinking away her smile. I missed her so g dang much. but I left her, and there was jack squat I could do about it. I left her. I had to though, if I didn't have to leave, I wouldn't have. I get out of bed and turn on the radio and heard her sweet voice come though it

"That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again And time makes It harder I wish I could remember But I keep
Your memory You visit me in my sleep My darling Who knew My darling My darling
Who knew My darling I miss you My darling Who knew Who knew"

"That was Jude Harrison with Who Knew" The announcer babbled on. I turned it off. I knew it was about me, but I couldn't go back, not just yet.

I stripped myself of my pajamas and put on clean clothes. After that I walked into the hall down the stairs and though the front door into my car.

My producer was furious I was 2 hours late, but I didn't care, I was busy thinking about Jude and her song. I had one for her to.

"Hey Drew, I have a new song" I admitted.

"Ok, go sing it for me" he shot back, still a little mad.

Life aint always beautiful
Sometimes it's just plain hard
Life can knock you down, it can break your heart

Life aint always beautiful
You think you're on your way
And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day

But the struggles make you stronger
And the changes make you wise
And happiness has its own way of taken it's sweet time

CHORUS
No, life aint always beautiful
Tears will fall sometimes
Life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride

Life aint always beautiful
Some days I miss your smile
I get tired of walkin all these lonely miles

And I wish for just one minute
I could see your pretty face
Guess I can dream, but life don't work that way

But the struggles make me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has its own way of taken it's sweet time

No, life aint always beautiful
But I know I'll be fine
Hey, life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride

"I'll get that to the radio as soon as I can" drew said smiling that I had such a great song. In his words, I promise, I'm not that conceited. I wanted it on the radio, which meant she would hear it and know I missed her, and that I could never replace her.

Yesterday, I got a message from her, saying she missed me. I wanted to go back, so bad, stupid Darius he made me leave her.

All I really ever wanted was her...