How Strong Do You Think I Am Songfic Chapter 2, a d n angel fanfic

Tonight I Wanna Cry

Song By: Keith Urban

Story By: Harmony Medley

Disclaimer: I do not own DNAngel Yukiru Sugisaki does.

So, obviously, she owns the characters Satoshi Hikari and Risa Harada.

Satoshi sat at his desk facing the huge window that was usually behind him. A dark green bottle was half empty in his hand and his eyes were more distant than usual. He hadn't been this lonely since Krad made sure that he couldn't care for anyone. He shoved a pile of papers off his desk and let them float to the ground. With a long sigh he leaned back and stared at the ceiling. The news was on in the other room but he could barely hear it. Risa Harada's tearstained face swirled around amidst all of the other thoughts and memories in his mind.

Alone in this house again,

I've got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine.

There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me,
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me,
I'll never get over you walking away.

The bottle slipped out of his hand and shattered on the floor its remaining contents seeping out over the wood. "Risa…why…" His voice was muted with sorrow that was held within him. His tears were hidden away in boxes, chains, bolts, and behind an endless amount of locked doors but with every passing second they threatened to break free. His soft blue hair was tattered and messy, and his clothes were ragged. But his appearance didn't matter, not now…now the only thing that mattered was her. The pain he felt was worse than any pain Krad could have ever inflicted and it engulfed his entire heart.

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show,
And I thought that being' strong meant never losing your self-control.
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain,
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain,
From my eyes,
Tonight I wanna cry.

The only light was that of the stars that mocked him and the television quietly assaulting the darkness. His hand slid across the side of his desk before finding a draw which he pushed open. Keeping his eyes closed he fingered the papers that were neatly folded in their sections. He found the manila envelope and pulled it out. Forcing his eyes open he looked at the front of it. Scrawled neatly in the centre was his name. Turning it over his fingers slid beneath the seal and pushed back the lid.

Would it help if I turned a sad song on,
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone.
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters,
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better,
But I'll never get over you by hiding this way.

Slowly Satoshi opened the letter and began reading. Each word stung and he was just about to put it back as he saw the last sentence. "I'll love you forever." Inserting the letter back in it's envelope he replaced it and closed the draw. Sitting up he pulled his legs to his chest and stared back out his window. Rain pelted at the glass and the TV went dark in unison with the city. Lightning pierced the sky soon followed by its faithful partner. The clouds seemed to form a canvas as Risa's beautiful face looked down at him from the sky. Her tears beat against his window and then lighting bleached the clouds. A clap of thunder and she slammed the door before running into the streets and out of sight.

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show,
And I thought that being' strong meant never losing' your self-control.
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain,
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain,
From my eyes,
Tonight I wanna cry.

Satoshi pinched the bridge of his nose; his glasses lay in pieces on the floor. The phone rang unanswered and the TV blurred back on. His hand lowered and he sat staring, but not looking, at the houses in neat rows. His eyes wandered out to the cliff and then further to the black water that tossed in the storm. His vision blurred and hot tears tricked down his cheeks. And, in a huge empty office, Satoshi Hikari cried until the rain stopped.