FullMetal Songfile.exe
By: AngolMoaChan
Chapter 4: Unfaithful
Recently, I was flipping through the FMA EdWin archives here on FanFiction and I came across an Unfaithful songfic. As I read it, I was thinking, "Why in the hell would Win cheat on Ed?" So I wrote my own version. :D
Disclaimer: FMA doesn't belong to me… (sob)
Story of my life,
Searching for the right,
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company…
The boy was tall, with wavy brown hair, nice muscles and blue eyes. He was your typical good guy. The girl had lemon blonde hair and beautiful cerulean eyes, and she was anything but the girl-next-door.
"Miss Rockbell, I love you so much." He said
"J-Jason…I…" she stuttered
He kneeled down, "I'm not proposing to you, Winry, but will you be my girlfriend?"
"I…" she looked down at her ring finger, which was already occupied by a small stone promise ring, "Okay…"
"Thank you Winry!" Jason wrapped her in a bear hug and she hugged back weakly, her blue orbs filled with guilt.
He's more than a man,
And this is more than love,
The reason that sky is blue
Later on in the day, Winry sat at her window, tears streaming down her face. She couldn't do this. There was no way she could hurt Jason, he was like a kitten, but she was in love with someone else. And she had been for a long time.
But clouds are rolling in,
Because I'm gone again,
And to him I just can't be true.
Winry tried to avoid him whenever it was possible. She kept herself incredibly busy with auto-mail jobs: taking on upends of eight calls a day. Jason would call, and she would say that she was working on a job. It was sort of the truth, after all.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside,
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
Jason knew something was up. She said she would call back and then never did. She avoided him whenever it was humanly possible. He loved her, but the question was simple.
Did she love him…or someone else?
I don't want to do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be
A murderer
He picked up the ringing phone at his house, "Hello?"
"Jason?"
"Winry! Hi!"
"Listen, I'm going out of town for a little while."
"Oh, okay. Where are you going?"
"To do some out of town maintenance checks. I'll come by before I leave, okay?"
"Alright. I love you!"
"…love you too." She hung up and left him staring at the phone.
I feel
it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long,
Just hanging with the girls,
A lie I didn't have to tell…
A few minutes later, she arrived at the door. He gave her a kiss on the cheek, "Have fun!"
"Thanks. I won't be gone too long." Winry pulled the door shut behind her and left for the train station.
A few hours later, she arrived in Central, at the military boy's dorms. She raced through the gate and flew up the stairs, her heart pounding in her chest and her toolbox thumping into her back. Winry reached room 299 and knocked on the door.
"Just a second!" the sound of his voice relaxed her and she felt tears bubbling to her eyes. The door opened, "Winry?"
"Edward…" she breathed and fell into his embrace.
Meanwhile, in Resembool, Jason had boarded a train behind Winry and was standing just outside of the dorm room. He climbed up a tree that led right to room 299. He hated not trusting her, but he knew that Win was not just doing maintenance.
Because we both know,
Where I'm about to go,
And we know it very well…
"Winry! I can't believe you came all the way out here!" the boy with golden hair exclaimed, his face flushed with excitement.
"I missed you so much, Edward. This boy…Jason…"
"The farm boy?" Jason growled softly at the lightly veiled insult.
"Yes…he asked me out…and I said yes."
"Edward's" face went from shock to a sad smile, "It's okay…I understand. I'm always gone anyway."
"No! That's not it. Edward, I don't love him."
Jason's heart stopped for a moment, 'She doesn't love me…then who?'
"Well, then you should have said no." he sighed. The two of them sat on the bed and she took his hand in hers.
"Ed, you don't understand. I don't love him…" and here she stopped and connected her lips lightly with his. Jason gasped and his heart broke in his chest.
'Winry...'
"I love you."
'Winry…'
"Edward Elric, I love you."
'No…Winry…'
"Since we were children, Ed." Jason's heart sunk to the pits of his stomach. 'This isn't right. No. This is just a bad dream!"
"Winry…I" he tried to formulate a sentence but stopped, "I don't think I can tell you…how I feel. But I can show you." They kissed again, this time more passionate, a lover's kiss. It was nothing like the pecks on the lips she had given him. He whimpered softly in his throat.
"Mmph! Winry! Did you hear that?" he broke it off and both their heads jerked around to see him sitting in the window.
"Jason…"
Our love, his trust,
I may as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't want to do this…
Anymore
The boy ran, as fast as he could, as far away as he could. His heart was broken. Especially since now, he realized that he knew that boy. Edward Elric had been there neighbor…and he vaguely recalled that Ed punched him in the face when he had given her a kiss all those years ago. Sobbing and moaning out her name, Jason flew to the train station and took the next one home.
"Ed…what should I do? I'm so confused…" Winry sobbed into his chest.
The shorter blonde rubbed her back reassuringly, "You should go home."
"Huh?"
"You heard me. Go home and console him. Just…give me a call later, okay?"
"Alright…thank you Edward." She gave him one last kiss on the lips, "I love you."
"I…love you too, Winry."
'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside,
To know that I am happy with some other guy,
I can see him dying…
But by the time Winry made it home, it was too late. She opened the door to his house and found him slumped against a blood spattered wall, a gun in one hand and a note in another.
"I couldn't live without you." was all it said.
Well, that was emo angst. xP I've been wanting to do one to "Lying Eyes" by the Eagles, but that would make poor Winry sound like Anna Nicole Smith. And I'm not going to let that happen. Thanks for reading and PLEASE review! As long as you don't just put "…" like I had one reviewer do. xD
Oku no ai, AMC