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Chapter 2
She lay motionless beneath as he kissed anxiously all over her neck and throat, she no longer struggled now, she eventually found out after while of this that it would do no good, currently without her locket, he was much, much stronger than her.
She softly cried out in fear, and he ripping her nightdress open, to reveal her white lace covered breasts, his eyes grew wide as he stared at them for awhile and Serena knew why, she could feel him against the inside of her leg, quite rock hard.
"You are so beautiful" He moaned, stroking a breast, gazing up at her frightened face with terrifying lust.
"Jedite, please stop!" Serena said softly, trying to reason with him "Do you really want to do this? Force yourself on me? Is that how you want me to think of you".
Jedite was quiet for awhile, honestly thinking about what she said "No, but you won't give yourself to me any other way, and I want you so damn much that it hurts".
It all seemed pointless as of this moment, it broke her heart though to see Jedite like this, this wasn't the Jedite she knew, this Jedite was warped and evil, he was only what was left over from the old Jedite whom in Serena's opinion was long dead, never to return.
A tear slipped down her face and she closed her eyes, trying to zone out, trying to remember how Jedite used to be.
"Why?" she heard him whisper against her breast, his lips grazing the soft skin "Why can't you be in love with me?".
"Jedite" Serena said, gently pushing him up into a sitting position and then sitting up herself " I do not know why, but I don't, I am sorry, Jedite".
The blonde general was silent for a long time "Long ago, during the Silver Millennium, I joined Beryl because she promised me something, something I wanted so very badly… She promised me I could have you… and she has kept her promise".
The young moon princess wasn't surprised at this news, she had suspected something like this was up when Jedite had told her that Beryl had given her to him, to as he called it, do with as he saw fit.
Hope was beginning to run out for Serena, she beginning to think that there was no way of changing Jedite's mind, he was too far gone now into darkness.
"Why did you have to love him? Why Endymion? Why not me?" Jedite whispered almost sadly, gazing into her eyes, needing to know why.
"Because I loved him and I still do, I am so sorry, Jedite, I have always cared for you, but as a brother and a dear friend" Serena explained slowly.
"But I want more" Jedite said darkly "I want to be more than your friend, I want to be your lover, I want to make love to you night after night".
Serena sighed, there really was no getting through to him, he was too determined to have what he wanted, which unfortunately, was her and her alone.
What should she do?
Sorry this was so super short, but the point of this chapter was to go deeper into how Jedite feels, I am not sure I have reached the extent I wanted but we will work on that, Anyway, I do hope you enjoyed this chapter and will leave at least five reviews before I update. I love you all! Ja ne!
-Tom Riddle's reluctant bride