Chapter 18-The Randomosity of Truth or Dare.

Me: 18 is here!

Elisa: And once again, we would like to thank all of you who reviewed. It makes us happy, and a few of them made us smile on the inside and the outside. So thank you all again for reviewing!

Me: This chapter is another truth or dare one, but it's kinda funny... or at least I think it is...

Elisa: Well, part of it is... the last part is kinda... not-so-funny. A little depressing.

Johnny: Just a little...

Me: Yeah... Johnny my love, will you read the disclaimer for me?

Johnny: Meh... ok fine. Own beyblade and the song "Do you think I'm a whore?" by Kittie BXR does not

Me: Thank you Yoda... now on with the chappy-ter.

Recap:"Bye." Tala turned around and walked back to the Abbey. I closed the door and went into my room to see Elisa.

Chapter Start

I walked into my room, closed the door, and flopped onto my bed.

"You ok?" Elisa asked.

"Tala's mad at me..." I whined.

"What? Why?"

"Because I like someone more than him. And I wouldn't go out with him."

"Did you tell him who it was?"

"No, I did not tell him of the one who is on fire. He would have him killed if he knew."

"The Majestics are coming over. Oliver's bringing some of his home-made food. Why don't you eat? You'll feel better."

"Nah, I had a large Julius. I'm fine."

"Gasp! You did not bring me back some of this Julius that you speak of!"

"Nope... I drank it all."

"You suck... anywhooo, we;re planning a nice healthy game of truth or dare for later. Care to join us?"

"Yeah sure, I'll definitely watch but I don't know if I'll play."

"Good, we need your twisted sense of humor."

The Majestics came at around 5:00. Oliver brought dinner but I wasn't hungry. Of course Johnny tried to force me to eat.

"Eat."

"No Johnny..."

"Please eat." He whined.

"No Johnny."

"LOOK! IT'S ALL THE MEMBERS OF AVENGED SEVENFOLD SHIRTLESS!" He pointed to the direction ahead of him.

I folded my arms and raised my eyebrow. "Oh that's brilliant Johnny, Resorting to desperate measures like that to get me to stop paying attention. Did you honestly expect me to fall for-" Johnny shoved a fork-full of food into my mouth. He grabbed the bottom of my jaw and moved it up and down, forcing me to chew.

"Swallow," he ordered. I swallowed reluctantly. "See, now was that so bad?"

"God Johnny, you make it sound like I just got a shot or something," I chuckled.

"Hn, just trying to help."

After everyone finished eating, Elisa explained the rules for truth or dare. "You have the choice of either truth, dare, or ultimatum. That means you pick between two dares and you HAVE to do one. Got it?" Everyone nodded and I continued.

"With the truth, go ahead and lie, but just remember... The Jesus of Suburbia knows when you lie. Understood?" Everyone nodded. "Good, let's play. I'll go first." I spun the bottle we were using and what do ya know? It landed on dear-old-Robert. "Truth, dare, or ultimatum?"

"Hmph, dare," he answered.

I got up, went to the kitchen, went into the cabinet, took out a bottle of Jack Daniels, and tossed it to Robert when I got back in the living room. "Drink it."

"I beg your pardon?" He asked.

"You heard me. I dare you to drink it."

"The whole thing?"

"Yeah. It's either that or Vodka, I don't care which. As long as you're plastered."

To my surprise, Robert didn't argue with me or say I was uncouth. He simple opened the bottle and chugged it. The whole thing.

"Damn Robert, I didn't know you could do that," Tyson stared, wide-eyed.

"It's not something I do often," he replied, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. Robert hiccuped, then began laughing uncontrollably.

"Looks like someone can't hold their liquor..." Johnny muttered.

"Let's have you drink a bottle of JD at once, see how you end up," Enrique commented.

Robert spun the bottle and it landed on Enrique. "So my little Itulee-unn friend, truth or -hic- dare?"

"Dare," Enrique smirked.

"I dare you to make out with Elisa!" Robert pointed to Elisa. Her mouth dropped and her eye twitched slightly. Enrique's eyes widened.

"SCORE!" Before Elisa could protest, Enrique was all "up in her grill" as Elisa would say. When Enrique finally let her breathe, Elisa's eye was still twitching.

"Ooooh girrrllll he was all up on you like white on rice!" I laughed.

"I don't know why people say that," she began. "Not all rice is white..."

"I dunno... I was wondering that myself..."

Enrique spun the bottle and it landed on Oliver. "Truth or dare?"

"Hm... truth," he answered.

"Wuss.." Enrique muttered. "Hm... now for an incredibly incriminating question..."

"AHHHHH! BIG WORDS!" Max yelled.

"Are you a virgin?"

"Uhm... yeah..." Oliver answered with a raised eyebrow as if it were an obvious question.

"HA! Loser!"

"Enrique, just because you're the only one who's ever gotten any, doesn't mean everyone else is a loser," Tyson pointed out.

"Yes... I am the only one who's ever gotten any aren't I? Unless you two ladies have something to share with us."

"Nope, nothing. Sorry to disappoint you," I smirked.

Oliver spun and it landed on Elisa. "Truth or dare?"

"Dare me bitch!" She challenged.

"I dare you to... EAT NICOLE'S COOKING!"

"What the fuck? Are you serious? That's not a dare! Nicole, go make me a sandwich or something."

I shrugged and went to the kitchen. I came back 3 minutes later with a ham and cheese sandwich. Elisa shoved it in her mouth and rubbed it in Oliver's face. "Oh it tastes so horrible!." She swallowed and made a disgusted face. "Nicole, is there mayo in this sandwich?"

"Yeah, I had to make it a dare," I shrugged.

"You bitch! I hate mayo!" Elisa spun and it landed on Enrique. "Truth or dare?"

"Dare," he grinned.

Elisa smirked evilly. She had an evil revenge planned. "I dare you to kiss Robert, with tongue, for three minutes."

The smug look on Enrique's face faded in a heartbeat.

"And you have to pretend you like it too," I added.

"WHAT? No way!" He yelled.

"It's a dare Enrique, you have to do it," Johnny reminded.

"Enrique-poo," I began, putting my arm around him. "If you do this little dare for me, I'll give you a present."

Enrique wasted no time pouncing on a very surprised and very drunk Robert. When they weren't looking, Elisa took out her camera and took a picture of them. "Blackmail... you gotta love it."

When the three minutes were up, Enrique spun the bottle and it landed on Max. "Truth or dare?"

"The ultimatermabob thing," Max replied.

"Fine you have a choice. You could either chew on Tyson's socks, or blow Ray."

"Enrique you spiteful bastard!" Ray yelled.

"Hm... I'll blow Ray," Max shrugged.

Everyone's mouths dropped. Johnny didn't even laugh or make a smart comment. Max got up, sat down next to Ray and took a deep breath. Then he exhaled and blew on Ray. "There, all done." He went back to his seat. Enrique was staring in disbelief trying to find a way to say that it didn't count, when he remembered something.

"Hey Nicole, where's that little present you promised me?" He licked his lips seductively. I think Enrique was planning on me giving him something way more than what I was planning on giving him. I reached into my pocket, pulled out a $20 bill, put it in his hand, and closed his hand. "Here kid. Don't spend it all in one place."

Everyone laughed as Enrique blinked stupidly. By midnight, the Majestics (minus Johnny) left and i went into my room to think. I was upset that Tala was mad at me. I really did like him a lot. Then there was Bryan... And "number 1" as me and Elisa call the other person. And I still had feelings for Kai. Was I just confused and not sure who I really liked, or was it more? It didn't hep my situation that I had made out with two different guys in the time span of two days. I wasn't sure if I really wanted to or not. I could have stopped them but I didn't. I had wanted both guys at their respective times. I turned on my iPod and picked up my knife.

"The knife is on the table
I put myself to sleep
All I know is all I know
Remember, what you sow is what you reap

How could I fucking believe you?
This is too much for me
The little sheltered girl
Is what I'll always be

Self-loathing, inconsiderate
Too scared of what I'll be
I look into the mirror
The whore is all I see

Like you
Like me
Diminished, self-imploding
I'll never see
Like you
Like me
I never want
To be like me

Do you think I'm a whore?
I'm a whore
I'm a whore
I'm a whore

Why can't I fucking believe you?
This is too much for me
The little sheltered girl
Is what I'll always fucking be

Self-loathing, inconsiderate
Too scared of what I'll be
I look into the mirror
The whore is all I see

Like you
Like me
I'll never change
I'm stubborn you see
Like you
Warned me
Lonely
For eternity

I'm a whore
I'm a whore
I'm a whore
I'm a whore
I'm a whore
I'm a whore
I'm a whore
I'm a whore
I'm a whore..."

When Johnny came in and saw what I was doing, he rushed over to me, ripped the knife out of my hands, and pulled me into a tight hug. "Nicole, why are you doing this to yourself?" He sounded on the verge of tears, and looked it too. It was upsetting to see a tough guy like Johnny, almost near an emotional breakdown.

"It's hard to explain, it's just... the only way I guess..." I muttered.

"No it's not! Promise me you won't do it again..."

"I can't..."

"Why not?" He was getting more upset now.

"It's not something I can just promise not to do."

"Then just promise you'll try. If you get upset, talk to me."

"I can't..." My voice was starting to break.

"Why not?"

"I can't tell you why, but just please understand. It's something really only Elisa and i can talk about."

"A girl thing?" he asked.

"Yeah... basically.

"Go bandage your arms and get some sleep. You look like you haven't gotten any in a week." Johnny sighed,

I nodded and did just that.

Me: It's overrrr

Elisa: Yup... Johnny is so sweet:pinches Johnny's cheek:

Johnny: Of course I am!

Kai: AHAHAHAHAAAAA! THAT'S A GOOD ONE!

Elisa: Is Kai actually laughing?

Me: I think so...

Elisa: For all of you who want to know who number 1 is... we dropped a hint TOWARDS THE BEGINNING not the end or anywhere near it. So don't go looking at the end scene thing and making conclusions from that.

Me: Let's see if you can find the hint. Heh heh heh...

Max:Does money really grow on trees?