15/01/06
Title
: I Love You
Author : Leeloo Copeland
Distribution : ask
first
Disclaimer : I don't own anyone.
Rating : R for sex lol
Chapter 2
Love of my life,
You're miles away, but
I'm not away from you at all. You're in my heart every day, in my
mind always. When we're apart, we're not apart at all, because our
heart and soul are joined forever. I will continue to gaze at your
picture wishfully every night before I go to sleep. Soon, these
lonesome nights will be gone forever, and we'll happily share life
and love again.
I miss you in the morning, I long for your sweet kisses. If I denied it, I'd be so remiss. I miss you in the afternoon, I long for your silken skin. Darling, I love you and I miss you so much. I miss you in the evening, when the blue black curtain falls; I stare at your sweet angel face and wish that you would be here with me. I miss you in the night time; I long to hold you in my arms. I can't wait to be back at home and be able to hug you and kiss you and make love to you.
I try to be calm and
pretend that everything is fine, but I fail miserably. I miss you too
much. Since I left, I've barely got any sleep, and my heart is full
of sadness. I can't get live without you and take your sweet angel
baby face off my mind. Maybe this sounds girly, but you're so
important to me that I'm completely lost without you. I can't bear
another day without hearing your sweet voice, feeling your soft skin
and the feeling of you sweet lips.
Do you know how much I love you? Do you know how much I care about you? I know our love is complicated at times especially with the tours and everything, but it's real and pure. And I'm certain that I want to spend my life with you. Nothing lends wings to my heartstrings like being with you. Tonight, as every night, I shall be dreaming about you, a smile on my face, with you in my heart in my heart.
In the finely woven pattern of our lives, you're the one, the only, the love of my life, and I'd be lost without you. I remember the day we met, you were so shy and sweet and we were getting along so well, I was so glad that we met and that you entered my life, for the first time in a long time I thought my life would finally make sense. Since then we've both grew up and changed a lot, but our love kept growing with us. My love for you is true and will be forever and ever. I wish we would be together tonight, I'd have a special surprise planned for you to show you just how much I love you. I was really hoping we would be together on this day it's the anniversary of our first love making in that little hotel on the road we took in between two Raw taping.
You're everything to me and when life gets pointless when we aren't together. There's nothing that I look forward to more than spending a romantic evening with you. You are my every heartbeat. I can't pretend. The depth of my love for you will never fade. You're my lover and my friend. You are where my troubles end and my joys begins. You not only lift me to touch the sky, but to reach beyond it--to cast away my chains. Nothing seems impossible when you're here me, and that's the way it will always be.
Love you forever and ever,
Your Chris.
