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"Inuyasha, you don't have to tell us everything in one night. You can wait." Miroku said.

Inuyasha shook his head. Tears went flying from side to side as he did. "I don't want to drag this out. I want to finish this."

The others nodded their head. Inuyasha began to tell them the next half of his story…

Inuyasha sat in the middle of a field. He was so depressed. He knew what he was doing was wrong. It was his fault all this had happened. Sesshomaru would have never confessed his love if he hadn't kissed him. In fact no one would know how either of them felt if he just hadn't kissed him. Inuyasha reached into his pocket and pulled out a small knife he had found. He looked at it. It shined at him daring him to do what was on his mind.

Inuyasha was never the type to back away from a dare.

He lowered the knife to his wrist. He shut his eyes and whispered to himself.

"Good bye, Sesshomaru. I love you."

He was about to drag the blade along his wrist but then someone knocked it out of his hand.

"Don't act so spoiled."

Inuyasha looked up to his friend Toboe (like the wolf's rain one hehe) looking down at him. Inuyasha got an angry look on his face.

"Spoiled! After everything I've been going through you have the gall to call me spoiled!"

Toboe just continued to stare at him. "You are acting spoiled. Just think about how Sesshomaru would feel if he knew you killed yourself over him. Don't you think he would try to do the same thing? Do you really want him to meet such a terrible end? And what about your parents? Wouldn't they be upset too?" he said calmly.

"My parents? They look at me in shame now. They call me sick. They say I'm disgusting. But, Sesshomaru…he would never shun me. He loves me. He really loves me. Hehe. I guess they are all right. I'm sick. I'm disgusting. I've always…wanted to make love to my older brother. He is the only person I need. I love him."

Toboe gave Inuyasha a serious look. "Your parents and all of them…they could be right. But you…you're a fool. They don't know what you've been through. They don't know how you feel about all this. They just judge you. They keep telling you the same high-minded morality. But you've always loved Sesshomaru, haven't you. Then why do you care what they think? They don't know how you've suffered. They don't know that this is driving you to suicide. They can't imagine the pain you're going through. The one person who can is Sesshomaru. He is going through the same thing you are. So go to him, Inuyasha. He's waiting for you."

Inuyasha looked at his friend with tears in his eyes. He ran to him and grabbed him around his waist. Toboe stroked his hair.

"Thank you. You care about me. You and Sesshomaru are the only ones left. But even if it was just one of you…then I could keep living. As long as one person doesn't hate me…I can keep going." He said.

Toboe smiled as he listened to Inuyasha's words and watched his tears fall. Inuyasha thought about Sesshomaru and suddenly couldn't wait to see him. Toboe pushed Inuyasha away from him and pulled something out of his pocket.

"Give this to Sesshomaru. When you do tell him you want to marry him. Then run away together." Toboe told him.

Inuyasha grabbed the object and ran towards his house.

"Toboe was my best friend. He was the greatest. I couldn't have done it without him." Inuyasha said.

"I can't believe you tried to kill yourself. You went through so much. I'm sorry." Kagome said.

"Don't apologize. It isn't your fault. But, my story is almost ending. Let me finish."

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