Song: Wo Bist Du (Where are You) by Rammstein, I have the English lyrics up in italics next to the original lyrics (that are in German)

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Ich liebe dich I love you
Ich liebe dich nicht I love you not
Ich liebe dich nicht mehr I love you no more
Ich liebe dich nicht mehr oder weniger als du I love you no more or less than you
Als du mich geliebt hast Than you loved me
Als du mich noch geliebt hast When you still loved me

Meredith POV:

I feel like I got hit by a Mack truck. Which is quite reasonable cause I actually did get hit by a truck. I cant feel my hands that well right now, or my legs, but I can move them slightly. I have officially decided that gravity is a myth. The Earth sucks. I can hear someone walking towards my door. I close my eyes and try to pretend to be asleep.

"Mer, its me. You don't have to be asleep." Its Izzy. I open one of my eyes.

"Why am I here?"

"If you didn't come here you would have died, funny thing, you technically were dead for a minute, but he brought you back."

He. You never could have guessed how much of an impact one teeny tiny word could bring. Its only two letters for heavens sakes.

Die schönen Mädchen sind nicht schön The pretty girls are not pretty
Die warmen Hände sind so kalt The warm hands are so cold
Alle Uhren bleiben stehen All clocks have stopped
Lachen ist nicht mehr gesund und bald It's no longer healthy to laugh, and soon…

Speak of the devil. My eyes shut quickly.

"I know, you're asleep." Izzy says as Shepard walks in.

"How is she doing?"

"She's asleep now, but she is doing good. Well, as good as you can be after being run over by a truck."

Don't make me laugh Izzy, remember, I'm asleep. Her pager goes off and she leaves the room. Leaving me and McDreamy alone in the room. But I am asleep, nothing can harm me now….

"We need to talk."

I say nothing.

"I saw you laugh Meredith, there is no getting out of this."

"Do you accept cash bribes?"

"Yes, but you don't have nearly enough money." Both of us laugh.

"So, this is the what happened during surgery talk."

"Yeah." Awkward silence….

Such ich dich hinter dem Licht I'll look for you behind the light
Wo bist du Where are you
So allein will ich nicht sein I don't want to be so alone
Wo bist du Where are you

"You died. Serious, flat-line death. And everyone gave up, I thought I did for a second. But I heard your heartbeat a few times on the monitor behind me and I knew that you might have had a chance. So I brought you back. You have been unconscious for the past week but your vitals have improved drastically. You should be able to leave the hospital tomorrow providing there aren't any complications." He takes a deep breath and stands from his chair. He slides my chart back into the front of the bed.

"Get some rest." He walks over to the door.

"Dr. Shepard." He doesn't hear you.

"Derek." He stops at the door with his hand on the handle.

"Thank you." Another awkward silence.

"That's what doctors are for."

Ich suche dich hinter dem Licht I look for you behind the light
Wo bist du Where are you
So allein will ich nicht sein I don't want to be so alone
Wo bist du Where are you
Ich such dich unter jedem Stein I look for you under every stone
Wo bist du Where are you