Kakahsi awoke from a horrifying dream, he thought Ikura dead? It must have been a dream. But did he know that what he thought was a dream was real? He turn over to see no Ikura, he gets up to his horror he finds Ikura lying on the ground in blood. He checked for a pulse but found none. He picked up the limp Ikura and went to Tsuande. She took one look at who it was and whom he was holding. She opens the door; he knew where to put Ikura. He placed him on the bed. Tsuande did her best healing justu; she felt a small pulse that slowly became stronger.
Tsuande looked for Kakashi to tell him that Ikura was ok. She couldn't find him, she finally found him bleeding. He was holding a kunai at his neck slitting it every time more hard and fast. She ran over to him and removed the kunai from his hand. "What the hell are you doing?" She wailed at him. "Well before you stopped me. I was ending my life." He said plainly. Ikura heard the voices, he took one look at Kakashi and he ran. Tsuande healed Kakashi. She put him in the Asylum she told a nurse to keep close eye on him. Before that she stripped him of all weapons and gave him his books to read.
Ikura was walking around the place crying. "I was ending my life." Kakashi said, that was all that was going through his head. "Does he hate me or does he hid something else that is killing him that much to go to that far in extreme measures?" He asked out loud. Tsuande found him. She slowly walked up behind him "Are you ok?" She asked. Ikura turned around to see her and he ran to her and hugged her. Tsuande was surprised about how he was acting. The loud speaker came on "Tsuande, we need you in the emergence room. It is Kakashi; some how you must of missed a kunai because he was cutting again. He now has stabbed it through his heart. He is loosing to much blood." Tsuande ran to the emergence room. Ikura fell on the crying. He got him self up and left Tsuande a note saying that he was at his house. Ikura cleaned up his blood from early. He sat down and started writing a list of things he wished he could of told Kakashi before he did all of this.
That I loved you
I cared for you
I wanted to marry you
I wanted to care for you no matter what happens
I want to be with you for ever
He continued to write the very long list of things. Tsuande came out with his blood on her hands. He was doing ok but barely, she couldn't bring her self to tell him. She knew that he wouldn't be able to bear the facts. So she still went to his house. She knocked on the door; it was unlocked so she went in. She found Ikura on the couch sleeping. She left locking the door, she went back to the hospital. Kakashi was stable now, Tsuande found him walking around. She wave to him saying "Hello.." But before she could get anything else out Kakashi asked, "Where is Ikura?" She responded by saying "Your house, but don't go you are staying here. Until you tell me why you were cutting."