A/N: This is a short one shot about what's going through Jack's head at the end of season two. I don't own Lost or the song Tonight I wanna cry by Keith Urban. Hope you like it!
Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on
The sound turned down
And a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I
On the walls around me
The way that it was
And could've been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away.
He sat in his cell alone. He had been planning an escape, but he couldn't do it. He couldn't escape. Not without her.
I've never been the kind
To ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong
Meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough
To let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
They had taken her away some time ago. He hadn't seen her since. He likes to think that she was just put in another cell. A better one. One without him in it.
Would it help if I turned
A sad song on
All by myself
Would sure hit me hard
Now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold
Some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
I'll never get over you
By hiding this way.
But the truth was, he was never going to see her again. She was dead. All because he thought his plan would work. Could work. How stupid could he be?
I've never been the kind
To ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong
Meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough
To let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
He had broken down. He hardly ever cried. It was a sign of weakness. But he didn't care anymore. Why would he? His whole life was worthless. Every time a good thing happened to him, he ruined it.
I've never been the kind
To ever let my feelings show
And I thought that being strong
Meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough
To let go of my pain
To hell with this pride
Let it fall like rain from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry...
To let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry...
Jack Shephard had hit an all time low. She had died because of him. Now he had no reason to live. He cried for himself. He felt sorry for himself. She was never coming back. As his father said "You don't have what it takes."