This is me again! School just ended so I hope to get a lot more work done on my stories. This is just something I did on the side because it hit me while I was in a creative mood.
This fic is supposed to be in the first book. When Tohru moves back to her grandfather's house after the remolding is done. And for the sake of this fic: pretend Tohru already discovered Kyo's true form.
This fic is dedicated to:
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Fireness
Amberhawk
Cuz they REVIEWED my stories without me having to ask. Much thanks also goes out to CuteCrittersGang for well, just being them. And Funniful for helping me with the idea for this song fic! XP
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COLD
Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right
Why did I have to act like such a jerk? I'm just a monster with no hopes of being saved...
I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
I was too busy trying to beat the damn rat, but you still stayed in my thoughts, but never long before I said something hurtful to you...
You are the antidote that gets me by something strong like a drug that gets me high
You could calm me when I was angry, and got me by through hard times...
What I really meant to say, is I'm sorry for the way I am, I never meant to be so cold to you
I'm sorry I could only show you hate, and distrust. You deserve so much more...
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Everything I hide in the shadows of my existence...
Maybe in a different light you could see me stand on my own again
Without hurting others...or you...
Cause now I can see you were the antidote that got me by
My last link to sanity...
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I forgot everything else when I was with you...
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cruel
I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep
My true form, my worst secret
Locked inside of me so deep it always seems to get to me
Like the monster Akito made me out to be
I never really wanted you to go
Why do you have to move back in with your stupid Grandfather?
So many things you should have known
I-I...
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
…I love you.
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(a/n: no offence to Tohru's grandfather, but I'm trying to talk through Kyo POV)
DISCLAIMER: I don't own FURUBA or the song COLD. If I did, would I really be here today? And the story Fruits Basket wouldn't be nearly as good.
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-chris S