Warnings: There still are mistakes in grammar, I think. Also Shounen-ai, which means malexmale love. NOT FOR KAIRI FANS! (or Naminé) Also, there might be some drug using, self-destructive activities and maybe some character deaths…
Pairings: SoraxRiku, one-sided SoraxAxel, WakkaxTidus, CloudxLeon, AerithxCid and maybe some more…
Disclaimer: Nothing… nothing…
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DieChan: Hehe… Riku won't apologize Sora for a long while though… Not until… Well, okay I don't wanna spoil anything ;D
losthimagain: Hmm… I think about it. I'm not sure yet what I'll do with Sora… Thank you anyways, for reviewing once again! I hope I'll be able to keep this story interesting!
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forgotten-rose-b: I've never really liked Kairi either. But then again, I think she's not being like herself at all in this fic… She's not that cruel really :p
Just love me: Nope. He's a stubborn bastard :lol:. I'm happy you like this story. (English is not my first language either. ;)
Heart's Door: Love makes odd things to occur.
Shi No Yume: I'll try :P
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Chapter #8, Wings Of An Insomniac
"Fuck!" Riku yelled into the cold night air, as he looked down from a bridge. The water beneath was dark and the light from streetlamps reflected from its surface. Everything was calm and no cars were driving across the bridge.
Riku's silver haired waved with the wind, as he leaned over the railing of the bridge, to look into the deep depths of river, which flow underneath him. He shook his head and bit his lip. He would have done anything for Sora. But once again… Only thing he got was broken heart and sleepless nights.
When Riku shoved his hands into his pockets, he felt a small package. He took it out and stared it. He opened it, and took a necklace, which he was about to give Sora. It was a simple silvery chain, which had a heart shaped metal hanging in it. Behind the metal was written words 'Riku and Sora 4ever'. Riku wrinkled his nose and prepared to throw the chain into the river, but then he came to the second thoughts.
"Sora…" He said and smiled to the small heart shaped stone. "Even if you tore my heart, broke it, crushed it, smashed it… I just can't forget you…" He said to himself, holding the necklace close his heart. "…I still love you, even if you don't love me."
Riku put the necklace around his neck, smiling faintly to himself. A stray tear slipped from his eye, but before it could even start roaming down his cheek, he wiped it away. Great Riku won't cry. He was too tired to cry anymore. After all of the peoples who had broke his heart, there wasn't supposed to be any tears left to cry. The silver-haired man shook his head.
"I guess I was wrong." He sighed. Even after everything he had experienced, being rejected hurt. It hurt like shit. It was like a blunt knife would have been pierced his heart. No… It was even worse. Riku placed his hand on top of his beating heart, feeling a familiar ache throbbing it.
Riku didn't notice a woman behind him, before she came next to him and looked down on the river. The aqua-eyed man looked at Kairi, who frowned sadly. "I'm sorry Riku… It must hurt…"
The other one nodded as a reply. He couldn't open his mouth, or he'd definitely start sobbing. Biting his tongue, he tried to force away a cheery image of Sora from his eyes. No matter where he looked, or where he went- Sora always followed him. The brunette haunted him, making sure he'd feel misery till the end of his life.
"Riku… I know you've been hurt many times before. Everyone you dated always ended up cheating you or… even worse… I heard that one time you… Your ex… Get little hectic when you had a new lover… Is it true?" Kairi said quietly, as she'd be afraid that Riku'd jump down from the bridge. Well, it would be lying, if Riku'd say that thought wouldn't have crossed his mind.
"Yeah… But let's not talk about that, okay?" Riku tried to keep his voice normal, but even stupidest one could notice the hollowness in it. But it was impossible to hide the pain inside him.
Kairi reached to pat Riku's shoulder, but the older one winced away. "Sorry Kairi… I just don't want anyone to touch me right now." Pitifully Riku tried to apologize.
"It's okay. I understand." Kairi smiled and nodded her head. She couldn't really blame Riku for being in such state he was now. The whole mess was her fault after all. But when she saw the pain in Riku's eyes, she couldn't help but feel ultimate quilt inside of her. She tried to convince to herself that Riku would get over Sora, but she wasn't so sure about it anymore.
Riku saw the odd look plastered on Kairi's face and raised tiredly his eyebrow. But he didn't bother to ask- he wasn't in a mood to listen some random talk from an angsty girl. Instead, he fixed his eyes to the water. But when Sora's face came into his mind again, he decided to close his eyes. Sometimes seeing nothing was better than seeing everything.
"I can't believe he did it." Riku said finally and Kairi's head snapped up and her eyes focused at him. "…This hurts so fucking much… And I was stupid and thought I could believe in peoples once more. But now I know that love causes nothing more but more and more pain. Whoever said love is a happy thing?"
Kairi couldn't help herself anymore, but she jumped to hug Riku, who was too confused to pull away from the embrace. "I know it hurts Riku! Just open your heart to me, and tell me everything! I promise I'm here to listen you and you always find a shoulder to cry on from me! I promise I won't ever leave from your side Riku!"
Now the silver-haired man had had enough. He let the rivers of tears to fall freely down as he pulled Kairi closer to his chest, and buried his face to the brown hair, making it wet. Kairi smiled happily, as he felt two strong arms hold her gently. She felt happy, because she was able to help Riku. She was happy, because Riku needed her.
"Don't be like everyone else, Kairi. Don't ever leave me…"
"Never."
"Sora open up!" Cloud banged the bathroom's door, begging his little brother to open the door, but in vain. Stubborn no's were only answer from Sora, who cried behind the locked door. Also Tidus and Selphie were standing behind close, but everyone else was partying at downstairs.
Tidus inhaled a deep breath. "Come on Sora! Open the door!"
"Yeah! Opeeeeen the dooooor!" Selphie cried and kicked the door, but it didn't open. But this time there were no reply from the other side. Cloud shook his head and looked at the two behind him weakly. "What are we gonna do? Should we break this door? I'm kind of worried… What if…"
Tidus balled his fits and Selphie bit her nails nervously. They all knew very well what Sora could do when he was depressed. Tidus' eyes widened and he looked his surroundings for something what he could use to break the door. He grabbed a chair and was about to throw it hard against the door, before it opened, revealing Sora.
Everyone smiled hopefully, but when they saw the expression of the brunette, their smiles dropped. Sora had swollen eyes, looking unfocusedly forward, without seeing anything. His hair wasn't as spiky as it used to be, but it was hanging in front of his eyes. To sum it up- he looked dead. A living dead.
"S-Sora?" Selphie asked, little startled from the sight. "Are you okay?"
Sora shook his head, and touched his cheek, which had a large red bruise in it. Even Riku's hard hit to his face, wasn't anything to compared to the pain he felt inside.
"I'll go and get you some icepacks!" Tidus said quickly and dashed downstairs, wanting nothing more but to get away from Sora. He couldn't bear to watch his friend looking like that. This was so unfair. Sora didn't deserve something as horrible as this. How could Riku believe Kairi but not Sora?
Selphie's usual smile was gone and a worried expression was written all over Cloud's face. The blonde turned to the young woman. "About Axel and Sora… Is it any true?"
Selphie shrugged sadly. "I have no idea. But I don't think so…" the brunette girl turned to look at the dead looking man. "Is it true Sora? Please, tell me it's not! That just doesn't sound like you at all!"
But Sora just looked blankly up, without saying a word. He looked right through Selphie, who winced when hollow gaze pierced her. Sora opened his mouth to say something, but no words came out. He tried again, but still there were no sound. Sighing he looked down, trying to lift his tired arms, to rub his numb eyes, but they felt like iron bars.
"Please Sora! Say something!" Cloud grabbed Sora's shoulders and shook him slightly. The brunette looked up, his usually bright-blue eyes now filled with nothing but sadness. "…Sora… Say something… Please! Just one word is enough!"
"Yeah! Say something! Just something!" Selphie nodded her head, smiling Sora, trying to encourage him.
But it was no use. Sora just looked up at the two of them, and shook his head slightly. His throat was dry and he felt sick. Everything he could think of were Riku's harsh words, which echoed in his ears. I can't believe I loved you just ten minutes ago. But you know what? I don't love you anymore! I don't even like you! Sora covered his ears, but the same sentence kept ringing in his ears.
"Say something Sora!" Cloud and Selphie said in unison, as they saw Sora's head to bow down. He couldn't hear the pleas from the others anymore. Only thing that filled his mind was Riku's words. I hate you. I don't ever wanna see your ugly face again! Did Riku really think that way? All those compliments and things about him being cute was a lie? Riku really didn't think Sora as cute?
Sora's dead eyes tried to focus at his big brother, but his vision was blurry. He could taste something salty on his lips, as he licked them silently.
"…Ri…ku…" He mumbled quietly and blinked his eyes. The others eyes lit up and Cloud pulled Sora into a gentle hug. "It's okay Sora! Can you hear me?"
Nodding slightly Sora looked at his brother confused. "…Where's Riku?" He asked, fixing his eyes at Selphie, who looked away. "Where's Riku?" Sora repeated.
"Riku…" Selphie started weakly, couldn't think of a way to say that Riku had left him, without breaking his heart. But then again, his heart was already broken, so would it change anything if she wouldn't say it all out loud? "…Left."
"…Riku… Left me?" Sora asked weakly, as Cloud pulled away, and gently stroked his head. He looked up at his big brother. "Did Riku…. left me?"
Cloud sighed. "Sora, listen…"
But Sora didn't want to listen. He covered his ears and ran past Cloud, who miserably tried to catch him, but was too slow. Screaming he slammed his room's door close. The sobbing brunette sank to the floor, leaning his back to the door, still screaming his lungs out.
He inhaled a shaky breath, while trying to get on his feet, but fell on the floor again and again. When he got tired to even try to walk, he decided to just lay there, on his cold floor, his carpet half under his body. The door behind him opened, and Tidus walked inside.
"Sora…" The blonde man said quietly and sat down on the floor beside Sora. "…You're worrying all of us… Especially Cloud… He's very hysterical right now… I know it's hard to you, but think about your brother too…"
Sora lazily looked up, and took an icepack what Tidus was offering. He sat up, while pushing the pack to his bruised cheek. Tidus sighed and crossed his legs.
"I'm sorry Tidus…" Sora said, his voice was no louder than a whisper. "I don't want to worry you…"
"Ah… I didn't mean it like that…" Tidus slapped his forehead. "What I meant, is we all are worried, and we hope that you'll get better. But it's not like you shouldn't worry us every now and then!"
Sora let out a noise, that was supposed to be a laugh, but it sounded more like a choked gasp. He wiped his wet cheeks, trying to form a smile to his lips, but managed only get a painful smirk. Tidus placed his hand to Sora's shoulder and smiled warmly. "Don't worry Sora. Riku will understand someday, that he was wrong."
"…You think so?" The brunette asked hopefully. Tidus nodded and stood up. "Of course! I don't know what Kairi told him, but he really can't believe her, or what do you think?"
Sora's hopeful expression fell, and he looked at the floor, and the icepack in his hands. A familiar frown-pout came to his face. "…Kairi…" He said and few tears came to corner of his eyes. "How could she do this to me?"
"I… I honestly don't know. She's a dirty little bitch, but I never even could imagine she'd do something like this!" Tidus rambled. "That's just too cruel even from her!"
Sora nodded. "I wonder why she did it anyways…" he sniffed and pushed the icepack to his cheek, when it suddenly started to ache again.
"Oh, don't tell me you don't know the reason? She's jealous!" The blonde boy stated solemnly and poked Sora's nose. "Love can make peoples do strange things…"
Tidus sat next to Sora, mumbling something about how unfair the love really was. Sora's lips curved up, as he listened the other one's muttering. But his happy mood disappeared as suddenly as it came, when Riku's voice returned to ring into his ears. Sadly he looked down and bit his teeth, while pushing the icepack to his cheek.
Sora fixed his eyes on Tidus, who kept speaking to himself. "…I'd like to be alone for awhile…"
Tidus gave Sora a skeptical look. "But Sora, I-"
"Don't worry." Smiling slightly, Sora stood up and walked to his desk. He took out a pen and paper. "I won't do anything stupid… I just want to… Be alone. Could you tell Cloud I'm sorry?"
Tidus nodded and slowly headed towards the door. But before exiting the door he turned to look Sora one more time. "If I found out you did something to hurt yourself, I swear I and Selphie and Cloud will make sure you'll pay…"
Sora chuckled and closed his eyes. He heard the door close quietly. Only few seconds later Sora broke into a heavy sobs, and tears roamed down his cheeks, down to the desk, making the paper, where he was about to draw, wet. He buried his head to his palms, crying loudly, but still not loud enough to caught the attention of the others, who were partying at the downstairs.
You're so pitiful Sora. Riku's voice echoed through his head. The brunette shook his head, taking the hands away from his face and putting them to his ears. "Why? Why Riku? Why?" Sora whispered. But the voice in the back of his head, didn't answer. It just kept repeating those words, which made Sora cry even more and more.
Sora bit his lip, trying to quit the sobs that escaped from his lips. He picked up the pen and took another paper, and noticed an angel wings drawn in it. Tears still falling down, he started to draw a human with those white angelic wings.
Cloud tried to have fun with his friends, but thoughts of crying Sora made him lose his happy-go mood. So he finally decided to retreat to the bathroom, with few beer-cans. Everyone was in living room, or making out in every corner, so there really was no other place to go.
He opened one of the beer-cans and started to drink. He knew very well that problems didn't fade away with drinking, but sometimes, it just was the best way to get everything out of the mind for a while. His head was aching again, but he tried his hardest to ignore it. "I really have to go to visit a doctor tomorrow."
He rubbed his temples and sat on the floor. Loud music could be heard to the bathroom, but most of the words were fuzzy.
It took only few minutes for him to drink the can and he grabbed another one. "Maybe I should go to see Sora? Nah… Tidus said that he wanted to be alone…" He talked to himself and examined the beer-can in his hands, before drinking it. "I hope he won't do anything stupid…"
Cloud threw another empty can to a corner of the bathroom. The alcohol started to work in his body, but instead of making him happy, it made him sadder. Quickly he emptied also third can into his mouth and sniffed loudly. "Damn… I shouldn't drink when I'm sad…"
Banging back of his head to a wall, Cloud's eyes became wet and his hands started to tremble. He opened fourth can, but it fell on the floor, as a sudden pang of pain pierced through his head. Groaning and cursing loudly Cloud held his head. It felt like exploring.
He got to his feet, and went to the sink. "Shit… I forgot to buy more Aspirin…" He grumbled and poured cold water to his hands and splashed it to his face. It didn't work, however. Cloud sat on the floor, cursing whole the time. He haven't never imagined that his head even could hurt this much.
"Fuck…" He muttered and went to the sink again. He looked in a mirror and made a face. His hair looked literally horrible. Still holding his forehead, he tried to return his hair to its original state with his other free hand. But when nothing worked, he gave up and turned away from the mirror.
Slowly he made his way to a bathtub, and started to fill it with warm water. Maybe a bath would drive the headache away? He tried to stand up properly, as he waited the tub to fill, but after three beers it was rather hard.
Eventually Cloud was sitting in the bathtub. The warm water embraced his body, and Cloud sighed in pleasure. His vision was blurry, and all he could think was crying Sora, but at least his headache was gone. He tried to grab a bottle of shampoo, but it slipped from his grab and sank to the water. Cursing Cloud decided to give up. He could wash his (beautiful) hair tomorrow, when he was sober. Not that he'd be badly drunk right now, but intoxicated enough to search the shampoo from the bathtub.
Cloud leaned his back on the tub and closed his eyes. "I hope Sora's okay." He said. "…And I hope Riku's alright too… This must have been even harder to him than to Sora…"
Riku lied on his bed, unable to sleep. He closed his eyes, but he just couldn't fall into a slumber. It was just like after it happened...
"No! Don't kill him!"
The silver-haired man shot up on his bed and shook his head. He touched the necklace around his neck. Why this was happening? Why did those past events keep returning to his mind, at the time like this? Cursing he lied back down, and closed his eyes again.
"…Ri…ku…"
Blood…
"Riku… Don't… Let him… Hurt me… Why is this… happening?"
Riku shot up again, gasping for air. "…Why's this happening?"
He didn't even want to fall asleep anymore. Riku stood up and made his way to the door. In fact, he wasn't even tired. Not after those mementoes he just had repeating anyways. He had thought his past would stop haunting him, after all these years, but he was wrong again. Some wounds just were too deep to ever heal.
He went to his balcony and inhaled a deep breath of Tokyo's night air, which was filled with smell of gasoline and noise of the cars. But still the air felt the cleanest it had been for awhile. Riku smiled slightly and looked over the railing.
Then he looked up at the starry sky. There were no clouds, and moon shone brightly along side the bed of stars.
"I wonder what's Sora's doing right now… I bet he's having time of his life with Axel, or whoever that bastard was…" Riku said miserably and sighed heavily. "They're probably screwing each other's brains out somewhere…"
Bitterly laughing he tried to look at the bright side of the things- Sora was happy. And nothing else mattered than Sora's happiness. And if Sora wasn't happy with him, then there was nothing he could do about it. Even if Riku found it hard to breathe without Sora, he just had to live on. His heart started to ache again. For some weird reason, Sora's rejection hurt more than all cheating and rejections he already had had. It hurt even more than… Riku shook his head. He didn't even want to think about it. He had never realized what horrible things love really caused…
Suddenly an inspiration came to Riku's mind and ran inside and took out his notebook and grabbed the nearest pen he could find. He started to write down his feelings, his pain…
After a while, the page was full of sentences, words and small pictures. He looked at them, and took a blank page, and started to gather them into lyrics. One by one, like a puzzle, the lyrics were made.
"…This'… Angsty." Riku said to himself, when he looked at the work he had just made. Quickly he read it, and nodded. "But I guess it's not bad…"
Axel walked down a street. Riku's behavior had been kind of unexpected. Yes, Axel had waited some dirty words and such, but nothing like this. He didn't mean to cause so much pain and sadness to Riku. If he could take it all back, he would. But the world just didn't work like that. And he knew, he just couldn't go and confess his doings to Riku. No, that would only mess things up even more.
But not only Riku was hurt, also his poor Sora was sad. Axel couldn't even look into Sora's eyes. That's why he had left right after Riku. What was Riku thinking when he did such a thing? But then again, he would have done same thing if he'd be Riku. Found his beloved kissing another man. It hurt.
"I'm such an idiot." Axel said. He wondered why he even had helped Kairi. What was that girl thinking? She knew very well what would happen, right?
Axel looked down at his feet. Riku and Sora were sad, but so was he. No, not sad. He was guilty. But now he'd maybe be able to have Sora to himself. "No! I can't think such things right now!"
The redhead kicked a wall, and hard. It was right that he loved Sora, and could do anything to win his heart, but this was just too… kinky. Even if he had an evil personality, this was too cruel to his taste. But this was all Kairi's fault… If she hadn't asked him to join her evil plan, this would have never happened. But it was also his fault, since he had accepted to join her.
"I'm in deep shit right now…"
Sora's eyes and hands were numb. He had been drawing the same picture for three hours now. It was dark outside, when he peered out of the window. The music had stopped playing whiles ago, which had to mean that the parties were over. He fixed his eyes at the paper, where was a picture of Riku, with angelic wings. The silver-haired man held a long sword in his hands, and his face was serious.
"Riku…" Sora said quietly, rubbing his numb eyes. His cheek wasn't aching anymore, but his heart kept hurting. No matter what he told to himself, there was no medicine to kill the pain.
A silent knob in his door, made him spun his head around. "Come in!"
Cloud walked in, rather clumsily and sat on Sora's bed. The brunette raised his eyebrow to his intoxicated brother, who tried to sit properly, but fall to his back. Instead of laughing, Sora shook his head. The situation would have been amusing, if the only thing running in Sora's head wouldn't be Riku.
"Look… So-ra…" Cloud muttered and pointed out his finger. "…Weee'll have to go too talk Rii-ku."
"Big bro… You're all drunk, so we're not going anywhere." Sora said firmly and stood up, quickly putting the picture of angel Riku to his drawer. He walked to the blonde, who had hard time to keep his eyes open.
Cloud opened his mouth to say something, but before even tiniest noise escaped his lips, he fell asleep. Sora lifted his eyebrow tiredly. "…And I thought I fall asleep fast. Come on Cloud, I'm not in a mood for this. Wake up!"
Soft snoring remarked the fact Cloud was fast asleep. Sora sighed heavily, and gave his brother angry, yet faint glare, before walking to the door. He closed the lights and shut the door.
After a while, Sora found himself crying again. He was lying on Cloud's bed (since his own was stolen), his face buried to the pillows. He couldn't understand why the tears came all over and over again. First, he thought that Riku'll come back to him, when he understands the situation, but the next thing he knew, he was again crying his eyes out, thinking how the situation was hopeless.
The tears made the pillows wet, as Sora continued to sob faint sobs. Helpless cries and quiet screams returned to Sora, when he once again could only think of Riku's cold words. I can't believe I loved you just ten minutes ago. But you know what? I don't love you anymore! I don't even like you! Riku's voice screamed in his mind.
"Riku!" Sora cried into the pillow. Suddenly a thought flashed into his mind. What if Riku really didn't love him anymore? What if Riku… never even loved him? Were all the nice things the silver-haired man done to him only Sora's imagination? Was there anything?
Sora's eyes widened, when it hit him. Riku really hated him right now. He never wanted to see him again, which meant he didn't love him. No more. Never again. It was all over. Sora let out a loud cry as he pulled his head up from the pillow.
"…Riku… Riku doesn't love me…" Blinking Sora got to his feet. He shook his head and ran out of the room, towards the bathroom. He locked the door after him and went to the mirror, sobbing rapidly.
He touched the surface of the mirror. His reflection looked back at him, with cold, dead, hollow eyes. He touched his cheek, which had a black bruise in it. "Riku…"
"…You don't maybe admit it out loud, or not even to yourself, but when you look in the mirror, you don't see a thin person looking back at you, do you?"
"I… I don't know…"
"Well, I recommend you to think about it. And look into the mirror, and think what you really see there."
Larxene's words came back to his mind. He blinked few times, and stepped few steps backwards, so he could look at himself fully from the mirror. Frowning he looked his reflection from head to toes and vice verse. But when his eyes came to his stomach, it seemed anything but normal. How come he had ever before noticed how fat he really was?
I hate you. I don't ever wanna see your ugly face again!
"…That's why Riku hates me… He thinks I'm ugly…" Sora said quietly, as he continued to stare his stomach. "…Maybe if I'd be prettier he'd like me."
Smiling weakly, Sora took a razorblade from the table, next to a porcelain sink. Before he could stop himself, he pushed the sharp blade against his wrist. Old scars covered in blood, as Sora slid the razorblade against his skin, making a deeper wound than he was intending to. But he couldn't feel any pain. No. The crimson liquid which poured down on the floor, made him feel good. It made him forget that there was tomorrow which he'd have to face.
He looked at the razorblade in his hands, and smiled as a sick pleasure took over him. Trembling slightly, he stared at the wound. It was deep. Deeper, than he had ever done before. But it didn't matter, as long as it kept his mind away from Riku.
Suddenly he snapped out of his trance, and threw the razorblade from his hands. The feeling, what had just been nothing but pleasurable, changed now into a mind-blowing pain. Screaming he started to pour cold water to his wrist. What had he been thinking? It's not like he'd be an angsty teenager anymore…
All of the blood, and the wound made him sick. Water only caused the pain to increase, but it washed away the red liquid. Tears, that had been tears of sadness, turned into tears of pain, as Sora bit his lip, trying not to wake sleeping Cloud up.
But even after ten minutes, the bleeding didn't stop. Sora groaned, as he couldn't keep his hand under the water anymore. He made his way to a medicine cabinet, and took out a bandage. Somehow, he managed to tie it around his wrist, even though it had been really hard.
Sora quietly went back to Cloud's room, and lied down on the bed. But even if Riku was the only thing he could think of, he was too tired to cry anymore. He just wanted to sleep, and fall into a dreamworld, that would be far away from Riku and everything. There he could be happy.
Slowly, but surely, his eyelids covered his eyes and he fell to a restless slumber.
CC: I suck at writing angst. I'll try to make next chapter not so sad. Way too much crying. And that scene where Riku's trying to sleep is very strange… I have to admit. And poor Riku, he honestly thinks he made the right decision. :laughs out loud:
Riku: You just love to mess up with everything, right CC?
CC: Yup, of course!
Riku: Thought so. Anyways, if you dare to make Sora even more himself, I swear, I'll kill you!
CC: Eep… Somebody please save meee!
Sora: R-Riku! Why do you have a kitchen knife behind your back?
Riku: Oh, don't worry dear Sora. I'll end CC's life as painfully as possible.
CC: Eeek:runs away: Thank you reviewers! Please review everyone!