Pokemon Journeys: Legends Reborn

by Shadow Fennekin

Excalibur rewrite. Following his victory of the Alola League, Ash enrolls in Mustard's dojo before embarking on a world trekking adventure to beat Cynthia and become the World Champion! Utilizing Pokemon both old and new, and reuniting with old friends while making new ones along the way! Meanwhile Team Rocket is up to their old tricks and more dangerous than ever!

75. Update, mental crisis

Hello, this isn't cancelled. I'm just going through things at the moment and it's hard to write romance at a point where you think 'Romance is a lie' and/or 'that you're too unattractive physically or personality wise for somebody to love'. I've tried it all. Get jack shit on dating apps, I've tried dating subreddits and can't get attention, I tried eye contact and nobody even wants to look at me. I don't get it, I'm not hideous nor do I have undesirable physical traits. I just don't get it! It feels like it'll never be my turn to find somebody and that everyone finds me and/or my personality repulsive for some reason. I just want to be loved or desired, is that too much to be asked? Nobody's called me cute or handsome in years! :(

So yeah, it's really hard to get in the proper mood for romance atm. I honestly can't say when I'll be able to continue cause I just feel like it's hopeless.

I might try writing a Scarlet/Violet fic that doesn't have romance, we'll see.

I do have plans to continue this, Grafaiai and Sprigatito were always meant to join Zach's team and I had the Unova and finale tournament arc's already plotted out along with the epilogue. Ash vs Glacia is fifty percent done too.