A Friendly Visit
As these memories flooded her mind, Isabelle's eyes flooded with tears. When her thoughts drifted to the hardest part of her thirteen years she fell to her knees and cried. She was all alone in the world. She could hardly stand it, and she vowed at this moment to never love again. If she was intended to live alone forever...she would...
After
a few minutes, Isabelle walked towards the small piano forte in her
room. Ever since her sister died she had turned to music. The stories
of the Angel she always told comforted her now. She had told of the
Angel visiting those in need and she believed that he would
come...and save her. Her mind told her that this was some childish
fantasy and she would soon over come it, but her heart told her
otherwise...
She
sat down at the forte and began to play a song she composed herself.
After a while she began to sing too.
Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly I'm falling.
Lost in a dream…
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting...
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means...
What could it be…that comes over me.
At times I can't move...
at
times I can hardly breathe...
When
you say you love me the world goes still...
so still inside an-
There
was a knock at the door. Isabelle stood up straightened her pale pink
dress and walked to the door. When she opened it she saw her friend
Elizabeth Darcy at the door. Elizabeth and Isabelle had met two
months ago while window shopping and had become very close quite
fast. Elizabeth Darcy had dark brown hair put in ringlets, a smooth
complexion, was about Isabelle's height, and was just two years
older than her.
"Hello
Lizzy! Please come in." said Isabelle.
"Thank you, Bella." replied Elizabeth, "How are you?" Isabelle paused before she spoke.
"I-I'm doing alright." She forced a smile, but Elizabeth could see through it.
"Bella, you have to move on...that's what Netta and your parents would have
wanted."
"I know Lizzy, but...it's so hard...and that's not the only problem I'm facing at the
present...this...c-came...f-from D-D-David...earlier this m-morning." She handed
Elizabeth the letter and began to cry. When Elizabeth finished she muttered under her breath, "Insufferable man!" She then looked at the tear-stained face of poor Isabelle.
"Oh Bella!" said Elizabeth who had now put her arms around her friend and was rocking her gently.
"Oh angel...you do not deserve this...shh...it will be alright...you will find another."
At that Isabelle broke the embrace and looked into her eyes. With a mixture of sadness, anger, and confidence in her voice; she said,
"No! I will never love again...I don't think I can go through this once more. No, Lizzy, I will not." Elizabeth's eyes softened and in a gentle tone she said,
"But dearest Bella, you must move on...why not go to Paris? I know you've always wanted to go...and besides...you may be able to finally become an attorney."
"Yes...but what about you? I may not even see you again." Isabelle had abandoned this dream ̶ the dream that she would become the greatest attorney in all Europe ̶ when she married David, for they were always tight on money and needed to focus on ways to earn some.
"Oh Bella, of course you will see me again!" replied Lizzy, "Don't you remember?
Mr. Darcy and I have a summer house in Paris...near the old Opera House. I will be able to see you everyday when we decide to visit."
Isabelle
could only offer a small smile. Elizabeth had been the only friend
she had made after her sister's death; Elizabeth was one of the
greatest. She did not want to leave London because she believed…no
hoped...that David would return to her. But she knew that Lizzy was
right. She had to move on; she could not live a life of depression
forever.
"Well
Lizzy...I will think about it and I will tell you my answer soon."
said Isabelle grasping Lizzy's hands. "But...alright...if that's
all that I can do...then I will speak to you soon." replied
Lizzy, giving Isabelle's hands a gentle squeeze. The two then gave
each other small smiles and stood up.
"Well I'd better go then." said Elizabeth. Isabelle gave her a smile and a hug.
"Good-bye then Bella."
"Good-bye
Lizzy."
After
Elizabeth left, Isabelle sat down at the forte once more. She took a
deep breath and began a new song.
Child of the wilderness,
born into emptiness,
learn
to be lonely.
Learn
to find your way in darkness.
Who
will be there for you?
Comfort
and care for you?
Learn to be lonely,
Learn
to be your one companion.
Never
dreamed out in the world...
there are arms to hold you.
You've always known your heart was on its own.
So laugh in your loneliness,
child of the wilderness.
Learn to be lonely...
learn
how to love life that is live alone.
Learn
to be lonely...
life can be lived...
life can be loved...
alone...
At
the end of the song, Isabelle began to cry for the song was true! She
was all alone...she would live her life alone...forever...there was
no one out there like her...no one out there...
Little
did Isabelle know that her luck was about to change…
