A/N: DO NOT THINK THAT THIS IS THE LAST CHAPTER…There's about two more.

Xinthos: OMG YAY! You're like my new best friend. You are my 16 review. 16 is my lucky number. You win a prize! I'll write you a FanFic if you want. Just tell me the manga or manhwa one I know please; and if you want it to be and Angteh Romance or a Thrilling Action packed one. It's all up to you. Any specific pairings? Tell me, I'll write gladly.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own them…But Ino's schizophrenic!

Warnings: This is a Yuri…as in girl on girl….second best to Yaoi…

Title: Everending

Series: Naruto

Genre: Another Angsty Romance

Rating: Shit…R?…Close To NC-17

Summary: Sakura just lost her parents and Ino is having troubles believing Sakura loves her. But she's not willing to give into her self-doubts. Yuri. Could be a ONESHOT on it's own though.

Pairings: Deff. InoSaku and InoChou…Now Read…

Chapter Six: Psychological Discrepancy

Oh Shit. Oh God. He knows. Dammit! I bash my head into an innocent by standing wall.

No.

I whimper. I feel the blood trickling down my forehead. It congregates for a second at my left cheek bone, then makes like a waterfall. I look into the bathroom mirror. The sight of the blood makes gooseflesh creep up my back and the hairs on my neck stand. I want to see more of that blood. I need to prove that I'm alive…

Dear God, what do I do. I glance at the blood stain, leading down my neck wonderi- NO.

"Oh, but Deary. You know you want to…"

"No." I whisper more for my sake then the other voice's.

"Yes. Yes you do. You want to be able to bleed. To feel…" She carried on.

"Leave me alone!" I scream in no certain direction.

"Oh, but that's the problem…I can't…because you wanna know what…"

I turn around my world spirals.

"I can't…because…I am you…"

"Why are you doing this to me!"

"Eh, there's not much else I can do but taunt you at the moment because you, my dear, have snapped. The human psyche can only take so much pressure before it just…snaps. It's like a rubber band, really. And you have stretched it to it's limits. Your rubber band it no more…" She said all of this quite amused, but also, quite boredly.

"No!" I call out defiantly. "Get out of my head!"

"Aww, sorry no can do, Lovely. But I will be a quiet audience if I must."

I'm…I'm…I'm…Am I…Am I psychotic?

I glance at the mirror as the tears meet blood. My vision blurs out and I'm swamped into my memories…

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There was giggles and laughter. It resounded in my ears as we messed around. We rolled around on the carpet floor, cursing the furniture as we bumped into things that got in our way.

Our skin was beaded with sweat and our bodies clung to each other.

I the doorknob turned and swung open.

We froze.

"Oh…uh…sorry Sakura for just letti-…um…well I-I-In-n-n-no y-y-…g-goodb-bye…"

I scrambled to get dressed. I tore a path to get to Chouji…who I never found…

I remind myself to apologize to everyone…because I started this…

Me…

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It snags my skin and rips it as I slide the edge down my empty wrist. Blood streamed into the crook of my arm, leaving a thick, watery, stained path along it's length. I listen as my concern escapes the barricade of teeth. I feel the blade embedded into my flesh.

The pain hits my system with contraction like shocks. Sharp. Enough to hurt. Timed. I ignore it and focus on the beautiful endorphin high. My eyes loll around in their sockets. My lids halt midway. My smile is large and sickly. But it feels so good. My happiness is glorified as I feel the vein pulsate.

I push the blade deeper, extricating more blood. I'm being enclosed in my own surrounding of promises and lies. I rip the razor out and plunge it into my thigh. I pull back slowly, feeling the layers of skin being severed. I slash my breasts and continue on with my destiny.

I had taken care to put black electrical tape over my private areas…and my heart. I hit as many major veins as I could, still being semi-conscious. Wrists. Heels. Thighs. Neck. Stomach. I spray the cuts with an air freshener. I makes them sting and burn and keep the healing process slow and the bleeding continual until it hemorrhages.

I look at my masterpiece and begin to feel lightheaded.

I feel a sudden warmth overcome me.

I think of you…I think of Chouji…

"I love you…Saku…Chouji…" I write in blood on the starch white marble wall. And I fall into sleep.

A sleep that means your chances of surviving this has been zapped to nil.

My Everending slumber…

A/N: Yes, I know I killed off Ino. But here comes the mourning…I might have Chouji narrate on chappy and Sakura the next…but you'll just have to wait and see!continues the pointless taunting…