TITLE : LOVE IS JUST A FOUR LETTER WORD

AUTHOR : Mizz Dark Angel

RATING : G (FOR NOW)

DISCLAIMER : ALL THE CHARACTERS OWN THEMSELVES

SONGS : WILL CREDIT EACH SONG AT THE END OF EACH CHAPTER NOT SURE YET OF WHICH SONGS I'M GONNA USE

DISTRIBUTION : ASK FIRST

CHARACTERS/PAIRINGS : ASHLEY MASSARO (MAIN CHARACTER), MENTIONS OF MATT HARDY & GREGORY HELMS

AUTHOR'S NOTE : READ AND REVIEW GUYS FEEDBACKS ALWAYS APPRECIATED, TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD CHANGE OR IF YOU WANNA SEE SOMETHING SPECIAL IN THE FIC, ANYTHING TO MAKE IT PERFECT HEHE

Chapter 3 : I'm stupid

Im stupid, youre smarter

Im stupid, thinking theres a way

This could turn out right


Im dreaming, you woke up

I should have known from the start

That you were never mine

"Hey girl! You made it !" Randy shouted as I entered the restaurant. "Yes I finally made up my mind and decided to come here instead of being bored home alone." I said laughing and handing him his birthday present. "Here. That's for ya !", "Thanks you didn't had to" he said as he opened the gift I handed him. "Anytime." I said waiting for his reaction to the gift. "That'll bring a lil punkish touch on ya now." I said laughing as he saw the black tie with a skull on it. And surprisingly he putted it on, was looking good on his white half opened shirt. Very yummy I said to myself. "How do I look in it?" he asked taking me out of my naughty thoughts. "Pretty hot man !" I said winking at him. We kept talking for a bit till a lot of people arrived at the same time.

Cause if I cant make you love me

Youre out of reason to stay

Make it easy on yourself

Dont worry bout me

Cant make you feel somethin you dont


Im crying, but dont pity

Im dying, but just walk away

It will be alright

I went to sit at a table next to Trish and we started to talk together. "Heya girlie, how have you been doing?" she asked me hugging me. "Pretty bored lol but I guess I'm ok just a bit annoyed with the cast and crutches was a little pain to come here but don't regret it. It's good to finally see other people." I replied sipping on my drink. "So how are things going on between you and Matt?" she asked not knowing how the situation was between him and I. "To be honest I have no idea I barely have any news from him and when I do it's always very short or his voice is weird like he has something to hide you know." I replied looking a bit everywhere to see if he was there. "I'm sure it's nothing, don't worry girl!" she said holding my hand like she knew something and wouldn't tell me.

Cause I was dreaming, but you woke up

And Im gonna miss you but I

Im gonna be alright

Im stupid, youre smarter

Im stupid, thinking theres a way

This could turn out right

I was sitting at the table alone, Trish went to talk to a few of the girls and I was still looking around to see if Matt was there, just when I saw him, my heart just popped out of my chest. He was there in his black and white suite with Kristal holding his arm and they were all smiling and giggling and joking. I knew something happened but I guess I wanted to believe that it was nothing and that he didn't had anyone but I guess it just proved me the opposite. He does have someone now and I bet he was with her everytime we were talking on the phone.

Cause if I cant make you love me

Youre out of reasons to stay

Make it easy on yourself

Dont worry about me

If I cant make you love me

Youre not the one here to blame

I finished my drink in one sip got up and walked to the door of the restaurant where he and his new girlfriend were standing and chit chatting with the others. "Hi Matt, hi Kristal" I said very pissed and probably a bit aggressive. "Oh Ashley you are there" he said stopping to hold her hand. "Oh don't mind my presence, I'm leaving, I knew there was something I was just hoping you would be honest with me and not betray me and betray my trust. I was trusting you and you just fucked everything up. Be happy together. And Kristal be careful if he did it once he will do it again." I said pissed and half crying and leaving the restaurant and going back to the elevator crying. As I heard someone call my name and holding the elevator door before to step in, and who do I see…

I will make it on my own

Dont worry bout me

Dont worry bout me

Dont worry bout me

If I cant make you love me

© song credit : I'm Stupid by Ana Johnson