A/N: Hi everyone you are all so great with the reviews and here is some awesome (Or so I think) fluff! Confusing fluff but awesome fluff! (FYI: getting better at the old physics crap!)

CHAPTER 7

And I'd Give Up Forever To Touch You

"Tardy for detention, BV?" Harry asked smirking at BV.

"Keep it up, Potter! You're going to make this a very long night if you do!" BV snarled at Harry as she began to gather ingredients."

"Oh, am I?" Harry asked sarcastically.

BV responded in a tone that told Harry that she wasn't joking, "Yes, you are."

"Alright, so what are we going to about tonight?" Harry asked looking at BV.

BV ordered, "You get two cauldrons." She conjured two up as Harry walked away to grab two from the back of the room. That night's potions encompassed a difficult, Suburbia potion, it was a muscle relaxing potion. "Real powerful stuff!" BV muttered under her breath.

"What?" Harry asked appearing with two cauldrons.

"A Suburbia potion." BV said as she gathered her ingredients.

Harry spit out, "GREAT! Snape's making us make potions we've never heard of!"

"You." BV stressed then she snickered, "Who said I've never heard of it?"

"Fine." Harry grumbled, "So how do you make it?"

"You're not going to make anything, except for elementary potions!" BV chided.

Harry said, "WHAT! HEY ARE YOU CALLING ME STUPID?"

BV smiled, "THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I'M CALLING YOU!"

"BV!" Harry growled.

"Keep it up!" BV taunted, "I stayed here all night yesterday and till 6 am so wanna try to make it longer Potter?"

"Not really." Harry said as he took another sheet with a cut healing potion on it. BV began to work on the Suburbia potion. As they were working Harry decided to start some chit-chat.

"Hey, BV, how's Noel?"

BV benevolently smiled, "She's great, she's getting so big now!"

"I bet she looks just like you!" Harry commented.

"Yeah." BV sighed, "But she's got Jed's eyes." Harry nodded sympathetically and muttered something.

Harry whispered, "Wish she could have my eyes."

"Huh?" BV questioned.

"Nothing, go on BV." Harry said smiling.

"She just loves to talk too." BV commented, "Can't shut up about Cho and them."

Harry quizzically stared at BV, "She met them huh?"

"Yeah last Easter, Dumbledore let my Mom bring her here for break. She just loves all of them!" BV said smiling.

Then a long silence passed between the two. BV decided to break it with more chit chat.

"Harry, so what's new your end of the spectrum, how'd you wind up here any ways?"

"I was going to ask you the same exact thing!" Harry exclaimed, "I argued with Draco over how to make a engorgement potion. You?"

"Messed up a body form changing potion, from sleep deprivation." BV said smiling.

"No sleep will do that to you BV!" Harry smiled as he added some stuff to his potion.

"Yeah." BV said as she went back to stirring her potion. The night passed and BV avoided Harry until late that night around 1 am.

"Harry?" She asked sweetly.

Harry yawned, "Huh?"

"What ever happened between you and Cho?" BV smiled

Harry scratched his head, "I think it had to do with the whole Marietta thing and me letting Hermione use that spell. Yeah something like that."

" I know that, but why couldn't you get over it and move on together?" BV questioned.

"Dunno." Harry said.

BV smiled, "Well you two would make the cutest couple."

"I see where this is …" Harry yawned "going."

BV raised an eyebrow, "Where? Enlighten me."

"BV, what I said held true, I can't be with Cho if I still like you."

BV groaned, "Harry, but you can't like, me! I'm…. I'm…. I'm icky!" BV exclaimed childishly.

"Yeah so icky!" Harry chuckled stepping closer to BV

"Harry, back off. Hasn't any of my past told you anything." BV said staring into Harry's eyes demanding he stopped his approach.

"Nah, besides I'm coming from in front, you can see me." Harry said smirking.

BV shook her head, "Doesn't mean I like it anymore!"

"BV, do you ever relax, seriously all smart people do is worry and flip out over stupid things!" Harry questioned.

"Harry, I have a child, that should be self explanatory, I'm a mother it's my job to worry and protect her." BV explained as Harry stopped about two feet in front of her.

Harry looked at her, "Well whose protecting you BV?"

"Me." BV snarled.

Harry smiled, "Nope, yeah you finally got one wrong!"

"Nu uh!" BV protested, " ME, MYSELF AND I!"

"Nope," Harry said, "You need someone to watch you… is it fair to Noel to have her mom watching herself before her?"

BV sighed, "quit playing that card, she is my child and if life was fair I'd be there with her right now!"

"BV, just open up, open your heart. Make a wish, take a chance, make a change." Harry said stepping a tad closer.

"Harry, if this makes any sense then you know where I stand…. I care about you so deeply, but I'm not sure if I want to love again. But I'd give up forever to touch you, I'd love to step away and do something crazy and impulsive like that but I can't so please wait for me, one day, I swear to God, Harry." BV said her eyes filling with tears.

"BV, sadly that makes perfect sense, I guess I never saw it from your point of view!" Harry said laying a hand on BV's shoulder. Then BV broke and fell into Harry's arms crying.

"Harry, I swear, but I'm not capable of love, you should know that! Everyone I love dies on me!" BV sobbed.

Harry said, "Not true, cuz if it was Noel would have never made it. She was sent here from heaven for you, BV. She was sent to rescue you, whether you see that or not is up to you." BV smiled to herself and then hugged Harry tightly before letting go.

"Alright let's finish this!" BV said as she went to stir her potions. At three thirty Harry and BV called it quits!

"Nice doing business with you BV!" Harry said extending his hand.

"You too!" BV smiled.

"Smile, BV." Harry said.

BV shook her head, "Just remember Harry, forget about me for now. Cho is still there."

"Yeah, tell the beautiful veela hi for me alright?"

"Will do." BV said as she left towards Ravenclaw commons.

Late November

"RHONDA! ANDREA! BV!" Cho shrieked as she ran into the dorms. She fell on the bed laughing, "OH MY GOD I'M SO HAPPY!" BV smiled already knowing what Cho was about to say.

"So what is it?" Rhonda said as she braided Andrea's hair into corn rows.

"Well I have a date this weekend!" Cho said in a sing song voice.

BV decided to pretend not to know, "So with whom?" She asked sitting on a chair and leaning back.

"Roger Davies." Cho said full of laughter.

At this Andrea stared at Cho like she was crazy. Rhonda froze and BV shocked fell backwards and hitting the ground rather hard, "OW! WAIT, WAIT! YOU'RE GOING OUT WITH ROGER?"

"Yep! Annamarie and him broke up a month or two after Potter and me." Cho smirked.

"NO!" BV exclaimed, she got jeans on and left her white tank top on throwing her blouse over it. "I'm going to rip his little Quidditch-playing- snitch- seeking head off!" she threatened as she left the commons.

Cho burst into laughter, "How bad do you guys think she's going to kill me when she finds out I'm going with Harry not Roger?"

"You're as good as dead." Rhonda said. Andrea nodded in agreement.