Reflections
Monster….
…Murderer…
….Demon….
Go Away…
…DEMON…
…MONSTER!
I hear the silent accusations as I walk down the streets. They all glare at me not saying a word while their stares say it all….Monster…..Murderer…..Nobody wants you…! They all look at me screaming these words at me day after day. How could I not have become what they have predicted? I was nothing but the creation of their own making. Since the day I was born I have been feared and hated. The people all fear my abilities. They fear the very curse they gave me. They made me what I was. They are the ones who broke my spirit. They tried to kill me when their fear got too strong. What people can't control they kill. They saw nothing but a monster and as such I was always treated as one. I have never been seen as a human being, but always as a monster. My own family fears me. They fear the insanity and the power within me. They fear for the day I might finally snap. Maybe had I been treated with some kind of love… no it is better not to linger on that. It wasn't all their fault. I was also weak and gave into to madness. I became what they feared most a monster who only wanted blood at least until…
Monster….
…Murderer…
….Demon….
Go Away…
…DEMON…
…MONSTER!
I hear the silent accusations as I walk down the streets. They all glare at me not saying a word while their stares say it all….Monster…..Murderer…..Nobody wants you…! They all look at me screaming these words at me day after day.
I was a monster of their imagination. Never have I caused harm to somebody in the village. I never fought back too hard out of fear of harming others. I was always kind and never stopped smiling. I was all alone day after day. I had nobody who cared about me in my life. They never took the time to tell the difference between us. I carried it and never knew it. I was not the monster they feared. I was there as an outlet for all of their fear, hate and anger. I was the one to pay for the crimes of another. I was and innocent who had done no wrong. I was always alone. If it weren't for the few precious people in my life I could have ended up like…
Gaara
He is my reflection. He showed me a new path. HE lead a life similar to mine yet he had not given into the darkness. He was strong enough to push onward with his life. HE never gave up and still believes in his dreams. He wanted the same thing s I did. For somebody to care, and to see him as more than a monster. He had nobody growing up and yet he didn't succumb as I did. HE showed me hope still exists in this world. He is the brightest light I have ever met.
Naruto
He is my reflection. He is what I could have one day become. He was my greatest fear in the flesh. Proof that people can be hurt so much they give in. He had so much pain and grief weighing him down at all times. He never saw any kindness. All of his loved ones had betrayed him in the end. Could I have turned out that way one day? I think had Iruka not come along when he did I might have. You never know how things will turn out in life. His only way to tell he existed was to fight. I hope that he finds a new way and that his siblings will be able to help him. I am thankful that I have people in my life who accept me for what I am. When they look at me they don't see a monster they see me.