Chapter Two: Its Just The Beginning...
Dear Diary...
For about seven years now, I've wrote about an individual who has captured my heart. In these seven years, I've cast them aside, ridiculed them, and almost killed them numerous times. I know it hasn't been fair, but I thought it would all go away if I did so. In turn, I've only pitied myself for sinking so low as to do such a thing to someone I care for.
I was so ashamed of loving this person. How could a man, me...Draco Malfoy? I'm in love with, another man. My "arch-enemy," Harry Potter. All the shit I've put him through, only makes me more ashamed of myself.
The moment I saw him: his black hair, those green eyes, his wholesome lips, and that scar. Starting seven years ago, I've put him through Hell. I hope that someday, he'll forgive me for beingsucha prick.
Getting off the topic of Harry though. I've FINALLY broke off the "partnership" of my fuck buddy and I. Pansy is such a bitch!
Today was the first day of our N.E.W.T.s. Potions and Defense Against The Dark Arts. Harry is in those classes with me. We sat next to each other, during the written part of the exams.
He's all I've ever dreamed of. He is someone that I could care for, the rest of my life. Nobody else can find out. Everyone'll call me a queer. How would thatbe though? Everyone knows about Pansy and I. Its not as if its been asecret.
I need to let Harry know that I'm in love with him. I watch him daily. While he's off with his little friends. I get jealous. The Mudblood, I just loathe her. Weasley on the other hand, he's who I'm jealous of. Harry and he are always together. They have been for seven straight years. Those to are inseparable.
Obsessive,
Draco
Malfoy