Going All The Way!
A/N; this chapter is a little serious and lovey-dovey, and sad. Chazz says he doesn't care about Tasara and her feelings, but is that really how he feels? Can he stop her tears? Read and find out!
.:Chapter 19:.
Professor Banner looked around the class and pulled out the attendance sheet. His cat was laying on the desk and yawned.
"Diana?" he asked. He saw her hand go up and he smiled. "Zeta?" She raised her hand and he smiled. "Tasara?"
"Tasara?" he asked again. "Zeta, where is Tasara? Is she late or sick?"
"She isn't feeling well," she said. "It's probably a cold or something, but she is back at our dorm asleep." Professor Banner nodded and placed an 'x' next to Tasara's name to show she was absent from class. Zeta looked at Diana who was next to her and they both frowned. Chazz who was sitting behind them was curious.
"Is she skipping class?" he thought. "If she is I'm going to get her into a load of trouble for the fun of it."
With Tasara. . . . . . . . .
Tasara looked at the calendar and frowned again. She sat on her bed and looked at the picture of Cho. Today was the day of Cho's death and it weighed heavy on her mind.
She put on her jean jacket and walked out of her room. She walked down the hallway after closing the door. She knew Zeta and Diana wouldn't get worried about where she was because they knew where she was going and weren't going to follow.
Later. . . . . . . .
Chazz walked down the hallway and violently pounded on the door.
"Tasara! I know your in there!" he shouted. "Come out! I know that you just skipped class for the heck of it, but-?" The door opened and he walked in. "Why is the door unlocked?" The room was empty and he walked over to the window.
"Where did she go?" he asked. He looked through the trees and saw Tasara running the direction of the local cemetery near the river. "What on earth is she doing?" He walked over to her bed and sat down to think for a moment, but a black book fell off the bed. It opened and it was Tasara's diary.
"Looks like even tough girls need something to write in," he said. He picked it up and it was open to the page with last nights date on it. "What's this?"
Tomorrow will be a living hell for me. Cho has been gone for so long and I remember the day my father told me Cho had died, but what made it worse was that my father was happy about that. My beatings became worse and my heart had broken as my body was being broken as well. I go through the same thing every time that day comes, the day of his death. Why does this still weigh heavy on my mind after all this time? Tomorrow I will tell Zeta to report me sick and I will got o the cemetery. I will not break the promise I made to him.
Chazz placed the book down and headed out of the dorm. He was going to get Tasara and snap her out of the this vision of sadness.
At the cemetery. . . . . .
Tasara looked down at Cho's grave and sighed as tears ran down her cheeks.
"Why?" she asked. "Why did you have to go?" The wind blew her hair out of her face and she looked up. "You shouldn't have left me. I was so alone when you left."
"That doesn't mean you have to lonely now." She turned to see Chazz. "So you came here, huh?"
"Wha-? Why? HOW!" she asked. Chazz walked up to Cho's grave and frowned.
"So, you skipped class to come to Cho's grave," Chazz said. "Sweet. It makes me ill." Tasara sighed and looked at Cho's grave again. "You know, Tasara, you aren't alone. You have Zeta and Diana."
"No one can replace Cho," she said. "Not even Zeta and Diana. I'm nothing without him. I don't even know why I'm here anymore!" Chazz made a fist and slapped Tasara across the face as hard as he could.
"Stop it now!" Chazz shouted. "Do you think Cho would want you to think this of yourself! He would want you to be happy! You act like his death led to your suffering! His death may have made you suffer for a while, but you made yourself miserable!"
"I did. . ." she said. "I made myself miserable. . .?"
"Do you think he would want you to cry everyday over him?"
". . . .N-No," she said.
"Then get a grip," he said. "You have all the friends you could ever want. Zane, Zeta, Diana, Bastion, Jaden, Sy, and. . ."
"And?"
"Me," he said. "You have me." She looked at him. Her cheek was a bright red where he had slapped her.
"Your right," Tasara said. "He would want me to be happy." Chazz held out his hand.
"Come on," he said. "Let's go back to school, Tasara." She looked at Cho's grave and smiled. She held Chazz's hand and they ran toward the school.
"So. . .how did you find me?" she asked.
"I read your diary."
"YOU WHAT! I AM GOING TO KILL YOU, CHAZZ!"
A/N; looks like things are back to normal or are they? Tasara's problems have ended, but Diana's have just begun. It seems like Diana has become very sick and she is now stuck in the infirmary. How will Bastion react when he gets the news? PLEASE REVIEW!