A/N: I DON'T OWN JIMMY NEUTRON OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS OF THE SHOW. I AM MEARLY A FAN. (and a poor one at that mr/mrs lawyers, esq.)

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October 1

It was coming.

It had to happen.

It just…

… He didn't get it.

And so, it happened. I did it.

After all the planning, the hoping, the expectations… I guess that's what I get, huh? I mean, I wanted to make it special for us. Jim made things special so many times before, always doing something nice for me, for us. Valentine's Day, my birthday, Christmas… Everything he did was so sweet. But….

Maybe it was me? Did I do something wrong? What did I do to get him to stop loving me?

NO! It isn't that. It's her. HER. She's ALWAYS over to his house. Always his lab partner whipping up whatever in that lab of his. If it weren't for her or that lab… maybe we'd still be together. But noooooooooo. Even on out date, he was thinking of her; of THEIR project… I mean the setting was perfect. Dinner at the best restaurant in town, candlelit table in the corner, a dreamy look on his face as he looked at me… Except that look wasn't at me or for me. It was Jim thinking of what he had to do with HER for that THING. And he went ON and ON about it ALL THROUGH DINNER. It was so FRUSTRATING.

ARRRRRRRRR!

Still, I held my tongue. It was just Jim, getting caught up in his science stuff, just like he always did, ever since Mrs. Fowl's elementary class. As annoying as it was, I kinda miss when Jim was always fighting with her… things would be so much easier. Of course, that didn't help what was next. I mean, How could he miss what was next? I took him out to the park. THE PARK. Asking him what he remembered about this place… I mean he talked about squirrels, broken toys, stupid things. But when I brought him to OUR PLACE, where he ASKED ME OUT, and I asked him what HE remembered about this spot…

…he said her. HER. Something stupid about dogs playing dead.

OH MY GOD!

Sorry about these wet spots here.

But that was it.

And so It's Done.

Over.

I need sleep.

I'll write again tomorrow.

-Betty

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A/N: Big Thanks to beatgoeson65 for reviewing for me!

I hope this made sense to you all... I tried to get theturmoil feelings of love and loss together as they shred through her mind. Please read and review! (and sorry for the delay!)

-Tim