A/N: Thank you all for waiting so patiently, finally here is the 4th chapter do enjoy!
I do apologize I'm not good at describing houses at all! Terribly sorry
Shuichi sat at Ryuichi's bedside, the hospital bedside of course. He looked grieved his skin pale and his hair an absolute mess. A mountain of tissues in the garbage from the past hours and continued to rise overflowing. An I.V was in Ryuichi's arm as he lay in that dreaded hospital gown those crisp white sheets up to his waist. Shuichi blew loudly on yet another tissue tossing it to the side and taking out another. The steady beat from the heart monitor was Shuichi's reassurance that his love was still in the realm of the living. Ryuichi had been rushed to the hospital with the hysterical Shuichi in tow and the hours of stomach pumping and drugs that were put in him didn't make Shuichi feel any better but only worse. He stared at his pale lover that lay there looking so peaceful as he lay sleeping, but Shuichi knew that he was torn inside.
'It has to be my fault..if I hadn't just gone off like that..he wouldn't be like this..he would be okay..he wouldn't be here..' Tears trailed down Shuichi's pale cheeks and his shoulders shook as he contained sobs, afraid that might disturb the green haired man. "It's all my fault Ryuichi..I'm..I'm so sorry.." Shuichi whispered brokenly. "I shouldn't have left you..I should have seen the anguish in your eyes.I.." "I should have been able to prevent this!" Shuichi said a fresh set of tears running down his cheeks. The doctors had done everything reassure Shuichi that Ryuichi would be okay, to go back to the hotel and get some rest but nothing would make Shuichi even if the world were to end so suddenly..he would stay forever.
"Oh Ryuichi..I..I wish I told you that..that I loved you sooner.." "I was just so afraid..so afraid that I still loved Yuki." "And now…now it's too late." Shuichi felt his heart clench painfully and he sobbed quietly. "How can you ever forgive me? For what I've done to put you through this? Oh Ryuichi…" Shuichi lay his head on Ryuichi's chest closing his eyes and breathing the other's scent in deeply. "Ryuichi…I love you so much..ever so much….I don't need anyone but you…." Shuichi clutched Ryuichi's medical gown in one hand tightly. If Ryuichi died..so would he..he wouldn't live without him.
"Shuichi..?" A hoarse voice said softly a warm hand placed on his head. Shuichi's eyes snapped open to stare into the eyes of Ryuichi. "Why are you crying like that?" He asked quietly looking so tired. "Oh Ryuichi!" Shuichi cried hugging the other singer. "I-I thought y-you were going to die, it was all my fault I'm sorry Ryuichi!" Shuichi blubbered. Ryuichi looked quite startled eyes wide as he stared at the other one. "Your fault? ….love me?" It all took a moment for the man to digest. "You..love me?" Ryuichi said with realization. "But Yuki I thought." Shuichi shook his head back and forth. "No I love you Ryuichi no one else I..I was just so afraid….afraid maybe it was some kind of joke …." Shuichi wiped at his eyes. "A joke? No never Shuichi what I meant was the truth..I do love you..but..I.." Ryuichi trailed off and bit off a bitter laugh. "And here I was ready to end my life only to find you really do love me…" Ryuichi said. "And if you did..I would have too." Shuichi said grasping Ryuichi's face in his hands. Ryuichi stared stunned and a smile bloomed across his face. "Oh Shuichi…." Shuichi leaned forward brushing his lips against Ryuichi's kissing him tenderly. Ryuichi hesitated not to kiss the other singer back. When they pulled back both stared into each others eye the new found love stronger than both thought they could ever contain.
"Oy…Shuichi I just have one question.." Ryuichi said looking ever so serious. "Hm? What is it?" Shuichi asked tilting his head. "Where the hell am I? and what am I wearing this weird clothing for..it looks ridiculous!" Ryuichi said picking at the material. Shuichi sweatdropped and laughed. "You're at the hospital when I found you I called an ambulance..you've been out for about 4 hours..with the stomach pumping and all." Shuichi said rubbing the back of his head. "Eh stomach pumping?" Ryuichi made a face. "Sounds yucky…" "So when do you think I can get out of here? I do wish to get back to the hotel with my lover.." Ryuichi grinned. Shuichi smiled brightly and clapped his hands getting up. "I'll tell the doctors right now and I think we can get you out around seven this morning." Shuichi nodded. "Eh? It's that early?" Ryuichi looked at the clock seeing it was around six.
Shuichi nodded. "I'll be back soon koi!" Shuichi squealed and left the room to get a doctor.
An hour and a half later….
The pair found themselves back in their hotel room packing up their bags. "I'm so sorry our vacation had to end so soon Shuichi it seems my disturbance ah caused the public uneasiness as well as the staff." Ryuichi sweatdropped closing his suitcase. "Doesn't matter to me Ryuichi as long as I'm with you..it's kinda funny seeing their face everywhere we go." Shuichi giggled packing his clothes away. Ryuichi smiled and gathered the last of his things from the countertop. "Well I suppose I could take you back home then…" Ryuichi said slightly unsure. "You're kidding right? I'm moving in with you that's my home now!" Shuichi took a post with his hand on his hip. "That is alright Ryuichi?" Shuichi said dropping his confidence.
"You needn't even ask of course it is." Ryuichi answered. Shuichi beamed and hugged his new lover burying his face against his chest. "Oh Ryuichi..Aishiteru.." Shuichi murmured softly. Ryuichi smiled tenderly and hugged Shuichi. "I love you too you pocky crazed boy." Shuichi turned pink at the name teasing and merely giggled. "Well let us go!" Shuichi bounded out of the room.
The pair soon found themselves on a plane back to Tokyo sitting comfortably next to each other. And within the next couple of hours they worked their way to getting to Ryuichi's home. Finally they arrived in front of Ryuichi's grand mansion with Shuichi once again staring. "You get all the big stuff.." Shuichi said crossing his arms. "Eh comes with being rich but now it's your too you will be living here goose." Ryuich said chuckling at Shuichi's pouty face as it transformed into a smily once again. "Oh yeah.." Rubbing his head he surveyed the surrounding s a bit more closely.
There was a cobblestone walkway and as you walked up to the steps there was a beautiful flower garden with all sorts of butterflies imaginable on either side with little signs of wildlife as things went. Walking up the walkway with Ryuichi the two entered the house and Shichi had to steady himself on Ryuichi. Oh.My.God was all Shuichi could thing. The floor until you went to each room was a tile greek style the carpets a soft red, many rooms too many too count. From the looks of the rooms that didn't have door it looked as if there was a library with thousands of books, an art studio as well as a recording one where Ryuichi would practice, the kitchen that held many spicy and sweet scents too it, and the living room with plush tanned couches made of leather like material as well as a big screamed t.v. A wide staircase led up to the bedrooms with a chandelier hanging above it. Out in the back was a yard, or more like a pasture that held another garden and beyond that was the stables for riding that could go on for hours with the room the pasture held. Swallowing his heart he was startled to see some servants take away their things away.
"You like it?" Ryuichi asked looking at the other trying to measure his response. "I'm..I'm gong to live in this?" Shuichi asked looking up at Ryuichi. "Well of course you are." Ryuichi laughed and ruffled his hair. "Then..can I see the bedroom!" Shuichi said nearly bouncing. Ryuichi grinned with a glint in his eyes. "Why of course..you'll be seeing plenty of it." Ryuichi said causing Shuichi to flush a dark red. Taking Shuichi's hand Ryuichi led him up the stair case and to the right down a hallway past the bathroom. Pushing open the door Shuichi walked inside marveling. There was a large T.v. a desk with a lamp and a radio on it. Draperies around the four postered bed that was absolutely huge with satan sheets. A broad window to look into the garden and a door to lead to the bathroom. Taking of fhis shoes Shuichi jumped on the bed flopping on it. Ryuichi smiled and settled next to shuichi on the bed hugging him close.
"So do you think you could get used to living here?" Ryuichi asked quietly. "Of course it's perfect..it'll always be perfect as long as I have you.." Shuichi snuggled against Ryuichi purring softly. Oh yes..things would be fine from now on.
Ta da! Hoped you liked it, it was really rushed I admit sorry I just hadn't any ideas so I decided to write what I had in my brain down. So um I Might continue this and it might be a lemon chapter next so…if you want it to be a lemon please review and tell me so! Or tell me if you have msn messenger. My addy is. or my e-mail is