Jude cried her eyes out. How could Tommy leave her. There better have been a good, damn reason because this was Jude broken-hearted. Jude thought Tommy loved her but she guessed it was just a fling. Now Tommy was gone and the real Jude was gone too.
Jude: How can I hate you so much but still love you at the same time! Jude screamed to herself
Sadie passed by her room at the same time.
Sadie: Well I can annoy you sometimes yet again I'm your sister so you love me dearly.
Jude: Ha. Funny. I wasn't talking about you. Sadie made herself comfortable on Jude's bed.
Sadie: Ok, then who were you talking about?
Jude: No one.
Sadie: Yeah right.
Jude: Please leave me alone.
Sadie: I can't leave my sister alone when some jerk is making her cry.
Jude: I guess you can call him that but until I get to the bottom of this.
Sadie: Jude what are you talking about?
Jude: Nothing. I'm heading out to the studio.
Sadie: Fine. I'll see you later.
Jude: Bye.
Sadie: Bye.
On the way to the studio a car pulled up to her side. It was all beaten up and she bet the horn was probably one of those old-fashioned ones. She knew the engine was old because she could hear it a mile away But of course this car was something different.
: Need a lift?
: SO do you need a lift or not?
Jude: Thanks Jamie but I think I'll take a walk in this fresh air.
Jamie: Jude, if you haven't noticed it's kind of raining.
Jude let out a small, sad laugh. She started to talk to herself.
Jude: Yeah, our first kiss.
Jamie: What are you talking about?
Jude: Oh, um... nothing. Forget it.
Jamie: Jude just get in the car.
Jude: I don't want to get your seats wet.
Jamie: if you've noticed, the seats are already wet and I don't think it's because of rain.
Jamie looked at the back seats and there was something green and wet down there. He was afraid to touch it though.
Jude: Shut up and unlock the door.
Jamie smiled and unlocked it. What could be wrong with Jude? Wait he took that back. It was Tommy. Jude mentioned something about a kiss in the rain. It was Tommy who had kissed her. It was Tommy who had broken her heart. It was Tommy who convinced her to forgive him. It was Tommy who had left Jude and made her be this way. Tommy was going down.
Jamie: So where to?
Jude: Studio, if I don't get another hit then I don't think I'm ever going to be IT.
Jamie: You already are girl. You already are.
Jude loved the way Jamie called her girl. It reminded her of how... Jude rushed that thought out of her mind. She just couldn't stand thinking about HIM without crying. She was seriously heartbroken. This was not the Jude people would no longer know. They would be filled with pain and misery and everyone just about knew that except for the world.
Jude walked out of the studio a little bit more happy because Jamie could always make it all better. But of course, nothing was good without Tommy. Nothing at all. All of a sudden Jude's phone rang when she unpacked in the studio.
Jude: Hello?
: Hi. a whisper
Jude: I...I...I...
: Just listen to me please. I'm sorry. I know I did what I did but it was for the right.
Jude: Just tell me one thing, Tommy. Did you leave because of me? Tell the truth.
Tommy: No, I didn't. I'll tell you. What happened was that I...
Tommy didn't get to finish his sentence because Darius walked in and Jude hung up. Let's just say that Darius wasn't a huge fan of phones when they didn't involve work.
Darius: Was that for work?
Jude: Yes.
Darius: Good. Now start writing.
Jude: Yes.
Darius left the room. he was scary. Jude sat on the uncomfortable couch for hours and came up with the best thing. Kwest walked in.
Kwest: You work too much.
Jude: Shut up Kwest still writing.
Kwest: Don't kill me.
Jude: Done.
Kwest: Great. Let's hear it.
What you see is not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care
You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I got to burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Don't come back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a roller coaster
I am breaking
That habit
Today
You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I got to burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hit and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone
What you see is not what you get
What you see is not what you get
You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I got to burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone, gone, gone, gone
Already gone
I'm gone
At the end of the song, Jude let a tear slip away. She said to herself.
Jude: I'm gone.
Kwest: Jude, are you Ok?
Jude: I... I really miss him. Why did he have to go? It was because of me wasn't it?
Kwest: Jude you have to believe me on this one. He didn't leave because of you. He left...
Jude: I don't care. he should be the one to tell me that.
Kwest: He's scared to talk to talk to you Jude! He's afraid you just won't forgive him!
Jude let another tear slip.
Jude: Yeah well I'm willing to forgive him but only if he talks to me. I want to talk to him Kwest but he just... I don't know. Not anymore I don't.
Kwest started talking even softer now.
Kwest: Jude you have to believe me. He loves you.
Jude stared at Kwest with shock in her eyes. Tommy loved Jude? Sure, they were in love but that was friendship relationship. Yeah right. Jude loved Tommy and Tommy loved Jude. But why? But why did he leave?
Jude saw Kwest staring at the door so she also turned around to see someone. Mason was back but with a friend.
Mason: Hi
Jude: Hi
: Hi whisper
Jude: h..h.iiii.
